Got the job! And my phone started making sound again! My friend is doing better than he has in a while, and everything just suddenly feels like it's working itself out :)
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I totally messed up that interview, but I honestly feel fine :D That sucked, but oh well, I'm laughing about it now, so why does it matter? It's a great day to be alive!
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Not all so bad! Skipped a meal, but I feel fine :) Job interview moved to tonight, hopefully it goes well :)

Good luck Zoe.

29 Nov 2018
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Job interview for a great position! I feel good, and have for a while ^u^
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It's 3 am and I can't sleep and all I want to do is go see if I still know how to ice skate :D Guys, I'm freaking pumped for no reason and have no place to put this energy I have, Imma hate myself tmr
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I'm just not feeling well, I have no energy, seriously contemplating some kinda dangerous NSSI

Zoe, please don't do anything to hurt yourself. Why don't you call a helpline? I find them very helpful at times when I am very low or very stressed out. You can fight this!!! xxx

23 Nov 2018

Please, please be careful.

23 Nov 2018
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I feel kinda lonely? Don't feel like moving, but I guess I don't really feel bad, so pretty neutral
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It's a good Thanksgiving with my cousins <3
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I have a sinking feeling that this won't end well, and that it's completely my fault
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Too early to tell how I feel this morning. I cried this morning, but I'm feeling better now? So I guess a 5 is fair

Crying is good sometimes, it really does make you feel better, I'm so glad your feeling much happier, keep smiling and have a fabulous day!

21 Nov 2018
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Id probably do it, but looking at the mess I'm in from the last time, I might just buck up and sleep through it or smth. I think I just got my closest friend deported 6 months early. Good job, me
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Did a spell, feeling mildly better
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I said some of the worst things I've ever said about anyone to someone who's done nothing but try to help me. I feel like the worst b**** in the whole world, I couldn't feel more guilty. I'm so sorry.

Everyone gets mad sometimes, thats okey as long as you apologize

20 Nov 2018
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Drama is stupid and I hate everything
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I feel frustrated that I can't be worthy to people in the meantime if I trust them enough to say I am worthy. I wish that people would let me be worthy and in turn trust me to work on feeling worthy.
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Making a self-help plan. Talking to my friend was enlightening. I didn't realize how much it hurt people to know that I'm unwell until I talked to him, and now I want to get better more than ever.
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I need to deal with drama today :(
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Fighting with a friend, also someone told me how to use my tarot cards? Literally, they're my babies, dont tell me what to do ):0 But just generally feeling down rn
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