Definitely need to get out of my job 🙄
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Wobbling today just too much going on really, work, football, life, therapy need to slow down but can't atm :(
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A good couple of week spell comes to an end, therapy was pretty brutal last week so I know it's partly that, partly that I'm doing too much, not got enough time to myself it could be a couple of other

Of other things, could be the fact I went out all over the weekend, drinking is my distraction so could be feeling the effects of that, alternatively I could be picking up on my friend again but can't be sure of that too. I'm not sleeping well so

19 Sep 2018

That's something I'm going to try and put right tonight but yeah not great atm, just gotta go easy on myself and pick off the things on my to do list one by one. Also need to incorporate this into daily life, keep thinking I'm better and I'm not

19 Sep 2018
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Looking after myself more and more happiness is becoming more of a staple in my life too, living more in the present moment so things aren't too bad atm :)
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Always tired in the mornings but evened out now, tired but fully ok. Resting my butt cheeks from cycling, that's definitely helping atm, cycling that is, not resting my butt cheeks...
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Good things apparently happening can't trust people's motives though 😂
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Still recovering from Boomtown and a *** load to process 🙈
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Levelled out a bit but work stress is ***ing me over, get the next two days out the way and then start sorting *** out
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Doing too much but holding things together relatively well
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Feeling delicate after last night but much refreshed and back on a relatively even keel 👍
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Head's back in the game a bit, possibly on the up again
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Only just holding things together. Therapy today, hopefully that helps
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Mood's still pretty bad, saw my niece which is amazing but stayed at my Mum's which isn't really good for me, got another stay there in August but think I'll go back to staying at my mates after
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Still absolutely fuming. It is completely the job. There's a few things that set me off with my mental health when the inner voice starts playing out 'this is all you're worth' or

'you're not trying hard enough' safe to say I'm not ok. Stressing out about going home too. This is supposed to be a happy occasion and all I'm focused on is trying not to flip out at my family because my life is so *** right now

15 Jul 2018

Last time I had anger surface from my old relationship as the last time I was working for this lot I was with her. Managed to work through that and it dissipated now I'm just getting unbridled anger towards the company. Every cloud, might make me

15 Jul 2018

Focus on getting the *** out of there at last

15 Jul 2018
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Just absolutely done with this job, it used to be fun, it used to be social, I used to be happy in it. Just absolutely done.
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Below par today, can't sleep properly because of the heat so I'm quite tired and walked into an absolute *** show this morning so work's pissed me off as well
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