Gonna try for 3 different jobs today wish me luck!

Good luck! I hope that you get one of the jobs!

14 Jun 2018

Good luck.

14 Jun 2018
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Feeling guilty cause my parents want me to get a job but I'm too miserable to keep one. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother being here still. I'm so ***ing useless to everything and everyone.
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Like water in a bathtub that wraps around you with no space left, I wanna warmly hold you without any space left. At the end of my day, filled with awkward mistakes. You, my prize, are waiting for me.
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Mothers.. you gotta love them but sometimes they don't make sense.
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Now my skin is failing me. Just when you thought hormones were gonna stay away, it feels ***ing aweful. You ever had the feeling when no matter how much you take care of your face nothing helps?

I know what I mean, I suffer with a skin pigmentation mainly on my face causing white patches on my eyes and cheeks, makes me so subconscious

29 May 2018

27 and my skin has falred up with acne recently. I pick at my spots all the time and now my face is all scarred. Only happened inlast two months or so. . . I can relate!

29 May 2018
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my new phone just came in and it looks beautiful
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I swear to God sometimes I feel like the older sister. I'm 20 years old and my sister is 22 but she got the letter 'R' tattooed on her hand from the name of her boyfriend of 2 weeks. What is life? LOL

R is for regret, which she will experience soon enough. hehe.

28 May 2018

good one hahaha

28 May 2018

Hope she put it on her right hand, so she can use the excuse she doesn't know the difference between left and right?

28 May 2018

It's like you read my mind cause I told her the exact same thing XD I forgot which hand she has it on though..

28 May 2018

:-D

28 May 2018
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Expressing emotions is one of the hardest things to do, for me at least. How does one always make clear how they feel? I never even feel the need to, maybe I just lack character.

Try writing a letter. To yourself or someone else. You don't have to send it. You could write your thoughts down and just keep them in a drawer and never look at them. Expressing yourself can be done in so many ways. Try art, music, any hobby really

27 May 2018

It doesn't matter if you do it personally or socially, but it is possible, and it's good for mental health. I wish you luck, not that I think you need it, you write clearly and eloquently. Keep going!

27 May 2018

I do write in a diary every night, and I sing and paint but it doesn't really bring up that much passion in me. But I'll think of something, I always do in the end whether it works or not. Thank you for the kind words!

27 May 2018
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Yup it's THAT time of the month for me. Everything hurts, ***.

Sorry!! Know how you feel. Pamper yourself, it will help a little.

27 May 2018

Thank you, I will x

27 May 2018
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I lost a ton of weight and I don't know why. Must be anxiety. 134 pounds now.

Are you happy with it, or worried a bit? Are you feeling fine generally, physically?

23 May 2018

physically yes, cause I work out 3 times a week too but mentally not good. So I'm worried it's something I can't control.

24 May 2018

Are you afraid it is going to be an obsession? Do you eat properly? Is it an unexpected weight loss? If it is unexpected go to see a doctor, there might be something wrong. Even the smallest infection can unbalance your body.

24 May 2018

I've gone to the doctor already a few times now and he said I should probably make an eating schedule so I don't forget to eat. I tend to skip lunch and dinner about 4 times a week and I shouldn't.

25 May 2018

That sounds like a plan. It is not bad to eat little, but you have to make sure you get all the neutrons you need. A schedule might realy help you.

25 May 2018
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Please keep the victims of the Manchester Arena terrorist attack today 1 year ago. So many people including young children were killed, severely injured and psychologically scarred because of it.
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'I'll back off a little, so you can be comfortable.' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDb02isPFc0 Still miss you, Jonghyun. The struggles you knew are very relateable. Thank you for the music and art.
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I feel like I make everyone unhappy around me because of my vibe. I don't think anyone would want to know the real me.
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Went shopping it was a lot of fun, now someone else dear to me isn't feeling well.
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Woke up and started crying again for no reason. Starting to feel worse again, next week on wednesday I'll see my psychologist again. Lets see if shopping with my bf and his mom will make me forget.
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My grandfather isn't doing so well and he hasn't for 4 months now. He has panick attacks because of heart problems, ambulance crew had to give him oxazepam to calm him down. He keeps saying he'll die.
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I feel pretty bad today, also I am feeling sick. Many things are getting to me and I have moments where I can't stop crying.
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