angry without really know why. I'm not enjoying work either which makes thing difficult especially atm, money is soo tight that I've had to pick up some overtime just to make life that little bit easier but really I don't want to. My paranoia is
starting to resurface again along with massive self doubt towards everything I do, I'm hoping this 'dark cloud' doesn't last long
Now all of this won't make sense why do I even try
every time things need to get done. Everything is left for me to sort out. I try and work full time along with doing everything at home, yet hope he'll help out but nothing. I try to not let it bother me but all I want to do is scream and want
someone to take the extra pressure off me for a change. I hate feeling like this, i don't know how much more I can take of being taken for granted
As someone who finds getting things done difficult... We do feel guilty about being like this! He must have some good qualities if you married him. If he is a good listener try talking to him.
Thanks John T did so today and he's nervous about holiday.
So true. Some days i feel more confident and then i have different opinion about a matter that objectively hasn't changed. Only the way i feel about myself has changed. Not the situation.
a book today about de-stressing your life, interesting and realised that I already do a lot that they suggest to do so why do I feel empty still? So where and what do I do now to help minimise the anxiety and self doubt and especially the paranoia.
I've realised a lot about myself over the last year but still feel something to missing and feeling of being lost 85% of the time
realised that I continue to compare my life against others. I try and not to judge others but I do have a good life, I work and have the option to do what ever I want without hurting or affecting other. I think I will also put pressure on myself and
will continue to worry bout things that r out of my control and sometimes hate who I am but I am also funny, silly and have people around me these are the things that me me and I'm ok with that
Glad you're still here and have been able to see the good things in yourself!
A little self-awareness can go a long way. Good for you to find your way there, and good for us that you are still here to share that lesson. Thanks.
poker face these days. Still trying to find my way in life, I pretend I do but haven't a clue. I have no idea who I am as a person anymore let alone on what I want ?
When you're lost just make today good. If your stressed about your job then tell yourself “all I'm doing today is putting in a good effort” and that you will relax when you get home. If your stressed about not enjoying life, take a walk, make some
Cocoa or coffee and curl up in a comfy blanket. Watch a movie you know you love, listen to the wind or birds. If you're racking your brain on what big life commitments you should make to make yourself happy and you don't know what those are, just do
Something simple for your health. No matter what health is always good and it has a positive effect on everything else you take on. Hope this helps! 😊
Thank u very much Meri C u words makes a lot of sense x