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8 Daisy O
6d ·
5months depression free for first time in my history of depression since around age 12. Proper celebrating this achievement daily. As it usually comes back within a month or 2 of getting better.so yay
Daisy O
6d ·

I will be celebrating a year in november by God's grace and many more years free

Kate N
6d · 1+ YEAR

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Shelley H
6d · HERO

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Penelope P
6d · LEGEND

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K T
6d · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
6d · 6+ MONTHS

Well-done, Daisy! This is fantastic!!! ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ

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6 Daisy O
25 Mar 2020 ·
I keep overthinking things...
Shelley H
25 Mar 2020 · HERO

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6 Daisy O
15 Mar 2020 ·
Felt a bit low in energy today.mood wasn't terrible but it wasn't great either.
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6 Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·
This covid virus thing is giving me some anxiety with the way its popping up on my phone and news every minute every day. I actually hate reading the news. It is well
tEnT S
13 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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Robert H
13 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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8 Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·
I stopped replying to someone who is friends with my friends. He puts me in a negative feeling mood. He doesn't know me but he tried to get in my personal space , trying to date me
Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

Tried to kiss me after i said don't try any of that. I told him off but i feel rude to not reply to simple messages like ' hope you have a good day, stay blessed etc' i had to ignore his messages because he makes my spirit feel low.

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

I was contemplating on blocking him but i thought its best not to its not that bad. So i didnt block him. But based on my depression history when im very low i believe im a bad person its pattern that o experience. I keep thinking and saying im bad

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

And that i deserve to have depression etc but obvs im not bad and i don't deserve depression and no one does. From me not simply replying to this guy it triggers those thoughts again. Im fighting myself to not reply because im not trying to be rude.

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

But im left with thoughts that i would have when I'm in the depressive states. Its not that bad because its just weaker than it usually would be. So the thoughts arent bad. Im in a good place

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

But now i saw his whatsapp picture was gone so i assumed he blocked me for not replying. And his status is also gone too. He has no reason to block me as he is the one that disrespected me by touching me and all of that. But for some reason im now

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

Feeling just a tiny bit low as though i am a bad person. Its so dumb to even feel that and i dont fully understand how it triggers those thoughts

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

He disturbs my spirits and im doing so well depression free for the longest period of time. So why should i entertain/ reply to someone that makes my spirit low

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

Im surely not bad for that. I already spoke to him about his behaviour and he apologised but from how he has been. He drains my energy and hes someone my friend introduced me to and he assumed all of us hanging out was a date when it defo wasnt.

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

He came across as desperate to be in a relationship. And i was very confused by his actions. Anyways his aura is very off. He makes me angry and i don't like feeling angry towards anyone. Makes me uncomfortable and low. So i really had to ignore him

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

Even though me ignoring people isn't in my character. I just don't get why i feel bad because he blocked me. Not bothered about being blocked as i know its not me but something about it triggers my mental state to feel a bit low and believe i am bad.

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

I feel a lot better typing it out. Its not even something that should affect my mental state. *sigh*

tEnT S
13 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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Penelope P
13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

As you go through life you'll find that you can ignore people, ditch them or even be downright rude to them and it doesn't make you a bad person. You can't love everyone and everyone won't love you, sometimes you just have to put your own needs first

Penelope P
13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I've ignored many people through life and tbh if they don't like it then it's their problem. Your life shouldn't revolve around pleasing everybody else. It's for you to enjoy and fill with people you really love. Wishing you the best x

Daisy O
14 Mar 2020 ·

Thank you so much, i agree with that. I need to stop thinking about others all the time and put my self first :)

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8 Daisy O
03 Mar 2020 ·
Saw a post on my ex's friends story of my ex and his new gf i shouldnt have clicked on it but was curious.Did it hurt? Not really lol.it made me feel weird and think a bit but wow i've healed soo much
Bazz M
03 Mar 2020 · NEW

It's really good to hear that it didn't hurt you, ur doing great

Daisy O
13 Mar 2020 ·

Thank you, i appreciate this :)

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8 Daisy O
03 Mar 2020 ·
It's been a very interesting couple of weeks. Met some people i never want to see again lool. But the experience must have been there for a reason with lesson.
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03 Mar 2020 · NEW

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8 Daisy O
01 Mar 2020 ·
No Reason Given
Anna D
02 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Daisy O
21 Feb 2020 ·
Solid 8 still with mental state big achievement. Mood atm is just a 6. Working on self discipline to reach my goals. I'm working hard but atm not enough because of certain emotions and feelin drained
Robert H
21 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Johnya T
22 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·
Slightly upset and emotional. Something i have always kind of known for years but finally being told makes me want to burst out crying. Why should i cry ? its not terrible. I just don't like the news
Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

Its not great news but half of it is cool but the other half is painful to imagine what she has had to deal with for years and it affects me finding it out. It affected me years ago but i dealt with it but now having it confirmed is a whole new pain.

Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

I just have to be strong for her because she has been strong all her life. I wish i knew it all completely before so i could have been there but i wasn't mentally ok for years so i couldn't do much. I just hope she is ok

Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

I know it hurts her but she is dealing with it so well so i am proud and i love her even more for knowing her strength. I found it kind of weird i have no problem at all but it was a bit weird with a few things that was said.

Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

I pray that no one ever makes her feel like that ever again even though you can't control how humans behave but she deserves the world, everything and happiness and i'll just keep praying for that for continous great health, love, to reach her goals

Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

And to have pure happiness and whatever else she desires.

Daisy O
19 Feb 2020 ·

Everything is alright though i shouldn't feel sad but i can't help it. It wasn't nice to hear or to see her cry and to know she's grown up with so much to deal with. I just know that everything will be great and it has been so far despite the pain x

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19 Feb 2020 ·

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Robert H
19 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Maria K
19 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Sounds like your going to stronger now

Maria K
19 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Split P
19 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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8 Daisy O
10 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
Anna D
10 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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8 Daisy O
31 Jan 2020 ·
I don't like people that dismiss peoples mental health as though its not a real or serious thing. Especially when they bring religion into it. Really annoys me but ohwells.
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31 Jan 2020 ·

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8 Daisy O
29 Jan 2020 ·
Need to work ten times harder for a specific goal that i want to achieve. Im trying to not think too much about it or get anxious but i believe that goal is possible if i plan it well.Expensive though
Metron A
29 Jan 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Anna D
29 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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29 Jan 2020 ·

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29 Jan 2020 · NEW

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7 Daisy O
27 Jan 2020 ·
Having a few thoughts about a few people and im doing well not overthinking too much or letting it get to me. Can't give it power. One day things will make sense. For now let me focus on the now .
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27 Jan 2020 ·

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Martin C
16 Feb 2020 · NEW

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7 Daisy O
27 Jan 2020 ·
Felt a bit triggered on thursday. I was trapped in my head for a bit. I wanted to cry and i felt the sui thoughts which i havent felt since i got out of depression 5 months ago. But i didnt stay
Daisy O
27 Jan 2020 ·

In that place luckily my friend spoke on the phone to me. I felt alot of anxiety because of a situation thats important to me but its not something thats a big deal

Daisy O
27 Jan 2020 ·

My family helped me decide to take time and really plan for it. So that it doesn't trigger my depression or give me stress. I finally saw that its the best plan but i started obssessing the next day that maybe i should just do it because i believed i

Daisy O
27 Jan 2020 ·

Could get through it even though itll be stress. But now im sure its the best decision so that way my health is put first.

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8 Daisy O
22 Jan 2020 ·
Was messaged last minute to work in the morning and i took a an hour to reply because usually i would be up for it but i felt so drained mentally. I ended up saying yes. Then i realised i needed to
Daisy O
22 Jan 2020 ·

Make sure i take care of myself and i changed my mind. I would be ptobably walking there right now but i am in bed resting. And my head feels less tight so i can go to my other work later today and feel well for the rest of the week too

David M
22 Jan 2020 ·

Smart choice!

Anna D
22 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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8 Daisy O
20 Jan 2020 ·
Looking forward to start something new on tuesday but looking forward to everyday of life tbh
Jen B
20 Jan 2020 · HERO

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8 Daisy O
18 Jan 2020 ·
Really weary about people who claim to be my friend. My gut instinct feels uncomfortable around some people. I have kept my distance and it feels better that way.
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18 Jan 2020 ·

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tEnT S
18 Jan 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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8 Daisy O
16 Jan 2020 ·
It feels like a second chance because the first time i wasn't excited i was in deep depression and the anxiety was bad and i felt nervous about not knowing anyone. This time around i feel completely
Daisy O
16 Jan 2020 ·

Fine and exciteddd. I am ready to work hard and achieveeee. Itl be am amazing 3 years experience than last time. Thank God :)

Robert H
16 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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8 Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·
Starting a new chapter of my life next week. Wasn't planned but it was part of something i have been praying for and that was given to me so i shall see how it goes. Im excited. :)
Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·

I don't think i will let any of my friends know. Only my family know and maybe like 3 friends. I don't mind telling people but id rather just have the experience and really work hard on it. Obvs at some point people might know and the people in that

Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·

Environment too

Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·

All i pray is that my mental health doesn't fluctuate. Im not scared because ive been beating and winning it since 2008 but i just dont want to get mentally ill again. Like its actually time for it to end cause its terrible. Either way i will be

Jen B
15 Jan 2020 · HERO

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Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·

Supported alot if it was to but i just pray i don't have to deal with it for another year. I have so much i want to accomplish and i don't want to trapped and frozen till i get better. Im just glad i am good now :)

Anna D
15 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
15 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Good luck!

Daisy O
15 Jan 2020 ·

Thank you Anna

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