I haven't updated in a week but most of that time has actually been pretty decent, with only a couple bad days. Today has started off with some anxiety but I'm hopeful things will be OK.
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Today wasn't great but wasn't bad. Anxiety and depressive thoughts were there but not in the forefront. Work was unusually tiring though.

I hope you don't mind me reaching out to you, but I just wanted to say, I think it's great that you can be self aware of those negative thoughts and anxious feelings and still maintain functionality at work. I relate to that tired feeling as well.

26 Aug 2018
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Like yesterday, today started well enough but by noon things started to turn. Struggled emotionally after that. Still got through the day though, so there's that.
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Today started out well, but by noon my mood started to turn. Anxiety got to the point that it caused real chest pain. I managed to get some cleaning and errands done, regardless, but not a great day.
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I kind of half-assed today. I don't really care though. I'm taking that as a win. Normally I'd be beating myself up for taking things easy. So, yay for half-assing!
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Today was a decent day. Work was fairly easy today, for the most part. I didn't feel anxious or down. Nothing great happened, but nothing bad did either, so a decent day overall.
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Long and aggravating day at work. As frustrating as it was, I kept anxiety and depressive thoughts at bay. Maybe I was too angry to be anxious. Anyway, it's done now. Time for rest.
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Hope tomorrow will be better!

19 Aug 2018
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I didn't sleep well last night. Most of today was a struggle but things got a little better late in the afternoon.
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Not a bad day. Afternoon was a bit of a struggle but I had a productive morning and an enjoyable evening.
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Today was a good day. I woke up refreshed and energetic, got out of the house to run errands, and took time to enjoy my day. Anxiety and depressive thoughts returned by evening, but still a good day.
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Today wasn't bad. Tiring and busy, but I was able to stay focused and on task, despite sub-surface anxiety and depressive thoughts.
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Today was a better day than most of the past week. Anxiety and depressive thoughts were still there below the surface but I could focus on what I needed to do.

That's great! Hope it will last :)

12 Aug 2018
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I can't shake feeling anxious and down. It's exhausting. I wake up feeling defeated, and that feeling never changes no matter what I do.
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I have not been feeling that great for a few days now. Difficult to get motivated. Very down and anxious. Not fun.
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Anxiety was a bit of an issue in the morning and sometimes during work, but overall today wasn't too bad.
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This morning was not good at all. Anxiety and depressive thoughts kept me in bed until I had to get ready for work. I got through work fine though, despite being lethargic from the meds.
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Not a great day. Tried to be more active despite how I was feeling. Didn't nap, so maybe I'm getting used to the new meds. Getting really tired now though.
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The new meds are exhausting me. All I seem able to do is sleep. By mid afternoon, I'm basically done. I hope this wears off soon.
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Starting new meds. So tired, and my head feels like fog. Also, I've got a mouse in my place somewhere. But Penny is doing well, so that's good.
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