Happy birthday :)
Happy belated birthday dear BB x
Thank you pandas! 💜
My shift is over in 55 minutes. After that I might just take a xanax, climb back in bed and pull the covers over my head. I think im done with today
do you feel relaxed after using this mood tracker?
Thanks pandas 💜 and Janice the mood tracker definitely helps. It gets my feeling out and allows me to track my mood patterns, it's been very helpful
e and feeling trapped in a cubicle. I really really hope I can perform well enough. I would be very upset to lose that opportunity
I am beginning a work at home position today. Here's to success for us both!
I hope you're succeed :)
Thanks pandas!! :) I've got my fingers crossed!
ct with it all this time? It makes me paranoid. On a lighter note it is a beautiful morning and I am thankful to be able to work from home
I had fun with that game too! Glad you are feeling so well.
Thanks pandas :) and thanks Manda! We are addicted to that game now lol
I'm in the middle of Assassin's Creed Origins. It my first Assassin's Creed game. I already bought Assassins's Creed Odyssey for a super good deal & BF says I'll love it even more than what I'm playing now.
Like I get it i understand, but im just SO TIRED of hearing about it today, it's pissing me off.
It's all-consuming. All anyone talks about or thinks about. It's horrible for our mental health (and physical of course). But then, when we're stuck home without movies and sports and such, hard to think about much else. I hate it too
All the world tired from this theme, my family,friends we just don't watch TV news.... if ... very seldom.and don't discuss it.we careful,but take care about nerves too.everyone tries to be positive as possible.bad situation,hope that story finish s
PMDD on my worst enemy. This is emotional misery
BIG HUGS XXX
Not in the mood for that sh!t today, or any day for that matter. Really glad i didn't lose my cool and ruin the day. I don't usually feel rage like that! I feel like a fcking idiot most of the time in my life and sometimes he makes me feel stupid
He will explain things and I won't get it and he will go into this mode of talking down to me and tell me how he can't believe I haven't done (enter simple task, etc) or that we've done this before I'm just being lazy or acting inept.
Sometimes though he be really patient when teaching me things and I feel like I just frustrate him and I really do truly feel like a worthless idiotic, stupid as hell human being that is just taking up space in this world and I don't even know why I
I'm alive. Sometimes I feel like the only right thing i could do in my life is just die because im always in the way. It makes me want to cry to even say that about myself but i really do feel that way some days and sometimes it would just be easier
to take my life. I can't do that though, I can't hurt my mom and BF and brother and extended family like that, I couldn't imagine the pain losing one of them to ***e, I can't put them through that pain
I have a feeling PMDD and the stress of this pandemic are playing a part in the way I feel. I've always suffered these feelings of worthlessness but now they're worse
Hold on please. So sad to read it.it is difficult to everyone and everywhere.it is easy to say,, don't give up,,it is just words,but don't give up.I don't know how to help.thank you that you think about your family)
isolate. Worried for family members that are at risk. Really trying not to overanalyze and panic about things but I get overwhelmed by my thoughts sometimes.
Week 2 in NY state. The days all blend together pretty quickly. Just remember to avoid the media as much as possible and get outside for fresh air. We'll get through this!
Excellent advice from Jeff!
Thank you Jeff and fellow pandas! I should definitely distance myself from social media and news stuff more.