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Feeling pretty mellow so far today. Back to work tomorrow after almost a week off. Gonna try and clean the house a bit
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Having friends over for bbq soon, trying to clean up the house a bit. My Bday was on the 28th, didn't really do anything but it was an okay day.
paul M
24h · 1+ YEAR

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paul M
24h · 1+ YEAR

Happy birthday :)

Tayla O
23h · 6+ MONTHS

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Penelope P
20h · LEGEND

Happy belated birthday dear BB x

nixiblu .
11h · HERO

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Bipolar Bear .
14m · 1+ YEAR

Thank you pandas! 💜

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4 Bipolar Bear .
19 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Very irritated, irritable and depressed today. Tired, Apathetic, just want to sleep. Morning didn't start off on a positive note and its really messing up my day. Feel like crying.
Bipolar Bear .
19 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

My shift is over in 55 minutes. After that I might just take a xanax, climb back in bed and pull the covers over my head. I think im done with today

Tayla O
19 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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20 May 2020 · HERO

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23 May 2020 · NEW

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23 May 2020 · NEW

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6 Bipolar Bear .
12 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
This round of PMDD has been pretty mild this month so far, I am so very thankful for that!
Stephanie F
12 May 2020 ·

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12 May 2020 ·

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12 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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12 May 2020 · LEGEND

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4 Bipolar Bear .
07 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Really grumpy and tired this morning, barely slept lastnight. Glad to be off work!
Jen B
07 May 2020 · HERO

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07 May 2020 · NEW

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07 May 2020 · LEGEND

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07 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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08 May 2020 · HERO

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7 Bipolar Bear .
05 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Off work early. Feeling relaxed and sleepy. Laying on the couch under a blanket and snuggling my kitty. Its peaceful and quiet in my house right now and I think it's a perfect time for a nap 🐱😴
Manda P
05 May 2020 · LEGEND

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05 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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05 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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janice J
06 May 2020 · NEW

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06 May 2020 · NEW

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janice J
06 May 2020 · NEW

do you feel relaxed after using this mood tracker?

Scott H
06 May 2020 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
07 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks pandas 💜 and Janice the mood tracker definitely helps. It gets my feeling out and allows me to track my mood patterns, it's been very helpful

janice J
08 May 2020 · NEW

okie thanks

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6 Bipolar Bear .
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
There may be a possibility in the future for me to work at home permanently. This is good motivation for me toperform better at work and hopefully they will accept me. I really hate going to the offic
Bipolar Bear .
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

e and feeling trapped in a cubicle. I really really hope I can perform well enough. I would be very upset to lose that opportunity

Sara H
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Sara H
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I am beginning a work at home position today. Here's to success for us both!

Spacekitten V
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 May 2020 · HERO

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04 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
04 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I hope you're succeed :)

Bipolar Bear .
05 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks pandas!! :) I've got my fingers crossed!

Manda P
05 May 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Bipolar Bear .
30 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Glad work is almost over, I'm honestly really sick of it today. Feeling pretty apathetic about it even though I know I should be grateful
Jen B
30 Apr 2020 · HERO

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30 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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30 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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30 Apr 2020 · HERO

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01 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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02 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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02 May 2020 · HERO

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6 Bipolar Bear .
28 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Dude I hate not knowing whether or not I've been exposed to the virus. And if I have, am I asymptomatic? Or am I carrying it and it just hasn't shown symptoms yet? Or have I really not coming to conta
Bipolar Bear .
28 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

ct with it all this time? It makes me paranoid. On a lighter note it is a beautiful morning and I am thankful to be able to work from home

Spacekitten V
28 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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28 Apr 2020 · HERO

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28 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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28 Apr 2020 · HERO

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28 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Bipolar Bear .
27 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Had fun this weekend and lastnight. Didn't get enough sleep last night which is making me grumpy while working. Def taking a nap soon
Shelley H
27 Apr 2020 · HERO

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27 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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27 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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28 Apr 2020 · HERO

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28 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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7 Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Slept in a bunch, it felt great! Feeling fine. Really need a shower tonight. Started playing Fallout 4 and got BF hooked on it too, lots of fun!
Shelley H
23 Apr 2020 · HERO

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Manda P
23 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
23 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

I had fun with that game too! Glad you are feeling so well.

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23 Apr 2020 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
23 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks pandas :) and thanks Manda! We are addicted to that game now lol

Manda P
23 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

I'm in the middle of Assassin's Creed Origins. It my first Assassin's Creed game. I already bought Assassins's Creed Odyssey for a super good deal & BF says I'll love it even more than what I'm playing now.

Tayla O
23 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 Apr 2020 · HERO

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5 Bipolar Bear .
16 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Time of month started today, bringing a little relief to my moods. Still a bit irritable
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17 Apr 2020 · HERO

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17 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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17 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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18 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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21 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Bipolar Bear .
17 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Time of month started yesterday, feeling slightly better. Im really irritated by work today and really freaking tired of everyone i hear around me talking non-stop about coronavirus. Its getting old!
Bipolar Bear .
17 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Like I get it i understand, but im just SO TIRED of hearing about it today, it's pissing me off.

Liz S
17 Apr 2020 ·

Same here

Jeff M
17 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
17 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

It's all-consuming. All anyone talks about or thinks about. It's horrible for our mental health (and physical of course). But then, when we're stuck home without movies and sports and such, hard to think about much else. I hate it too

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17 Apr 2020 · HERO

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17 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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17 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Ann L
17 Apr 2020 ·

All the world tired from this theme, my family,friends we just don't watch TV news.... if ... very seldom.and don't discuss it.we careful,but take care about nerves too.everyone tries to be positive as possible.bad situation,hope that story finish s

Tayla O
18 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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21 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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3 Bipolar Bear .
14 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Really depressed this morning, i took an unexcused early out from work. Hope i dont get in trouble or fired or something but i just can't focus, I'm on the verge of tears all morning. I do not wish
Bipolar Bear .
14 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

PMDD on my worst enemy. This is emotional misery

Shelley H
14 Apr 2020 · HERO

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Anna D
14 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Manda P
15 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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15 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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15 Apr 2020 · HERO

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18 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Almost went off on my BF a little while ago for being a sarcastic passive aggressive a$$hole with me while getting our new recliner placed and set up. I came so close to screaming and punching a wall
Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Not in the mood for that sh!t today, or any day for that matter. Really glad i didn't lose my cool and ruin the day. I don't usually feel rage like that! I feel like a fcking idiot most of the time in my life and sometimes he makes me feel stupid

Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

He will explain things and I won't get it and he will go into this mode of talking down to me and tell me how he can't believe I haven't done (enter simple task, etc) or that we've done this before I'm just being lazy or acting inept.

Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Sometimes though he be really patient when teaching me things and I feel like I just frustrate him and I really do truly feel like a worthless idiotic, stupid as hell human being that is just taking up space in this world and I don't even know why I

Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I'm alive. Sometimes I feel like the only right thing i could do in my life is just die because im always in the way. It makes me want to cry to even say that about myself but i really do feel that way some days and sometimes it would just be easier

Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

to take my life. I can't do that though, I can't hurt my mom and BF and brother and extended family like that, I couldn't imagine the pain losing one of them to ***e, I can't put them through that pain

Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I have a feeling PMDD and the stress of this pandemic are playing a part in the way I feel. I've always suffered these feelings of worthlessness but now they're worse

Ann L
13 Apr 2020 ·

Hold on please. So sad to read it.it is difficult to everyone and everywhere.it is easy to say,, don't give up,,it is just words,but don't give up.I don't know how to help.thank you that you think about your family)

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13 Apr 2020 ·

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14 Apr 2020 · HERO

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18 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 Bipolar Bear .
06 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Feel edgy and super irritable. Just want my shift to be over already. Everything is annoying me today.
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06 Apr 2020 · HERO

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06 Apr 2020 · NEW

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06 Apr 2020 · HERO

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06 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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06 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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07 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Bipolar Bear .
03 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I guess I didn't eat enough this morning and then drank coffee which I usually do, but I went from feeling fine to absolutely dead tired and kinda dizzy. Really wish i could go back to sleep, very
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03 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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03 Apr 2020 · HERO

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03 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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06 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Bipolar Bear .
01 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Woke up and wanted to cry. BF is grumpy and I feel like it's my fault. Everything feels strange. we are going to the mountains to sight in our rifles today so I'm hoping that will cheer us up
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01 Apr 2020 · HERO

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02 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Bipolar Bear .
01 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Trying to worry less about things, it's hard though. Got approved to work from home and I'm relieved. My headspace has felt different lately, kind of distorted and daydreamy if that makes any sense.
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01 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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02 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Bipolar Bear .
27 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Today started Day 1 of stay-at-home order for Colorado. Everything feels so strange. Have to go to work tomorrow, hoping I will be able to get the option to work from home soon so I can completely
Bipolar Bear .
27 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

isolate. Worried for family members that are at risk. Really trying not to overanalyze and panic about things but I get overwhelmed by my thoughts sometimes.

tEnT S
27 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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27 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Week 2 in NY state. The days all blend together pretty quickly. Just remember to avoid the media as much as possible and get outside for fresh air. We'll get through this!

Manda P
27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Excellent advice from Jeff!

Tayla O
27 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Bipolar Bear .
01 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thank you Jeff and fellow pandas! I should definitely distance myself from social media and news stuff more.

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