Aw, I'm sorry to hear this, BB. You're not dumb or useless! *Hugs*
We'll see how much of a hissyfit he'll throw about it when he gets back. Not looking forward to that. He's family but I honestly want very little to do with him. Hes one of the most abrasive people I've ever met
come back over and will likely blame us for her nails being overgrown despite them being that way before she comes over. I don't like being at the mercy of other people who aren't even rational minded to begin with and blame their problems on other
people. We take excellent care of her and I know he loves her but he can barely care for himself and is completely disconnected from reality. Everyone just walks on eggshells and babies him because they think he's schizophrenic. I get it and i care
about him and don't get me wrong I'm not downplaying mental illness, I am mentally ill myself, but that doesn't make the situation any less ridiculous. Everyone just accepts that he self-medicates with marijuana, acid and who knows what else and
enables his behavior.
You can do it! I believe in you!
You're free now! Happy Friday!, BB! 💖
on. Had a good weekend with the family and spend time with my BF.
me. It's just making the mood swings and sadness much worse, and I can't seem to slow my thoughts and find some peace and quiet in my head. It didn't help that on my way to work I saw a baby racoon dragging itself on the side of the road after being
hit by a car. I know things like that happen all the time but it doesn't make it any less sad for me. I can barely stand being around most people or tv with everyone constantly talking about the shootings and politics. Grief from the past 4 years has
hit extra hard lately and the only time I find a little peace is when I'm asleep (and that's only if I'm not dreaming).
h I want to get done . I feel overwhelmed and determined now but I feel like I'm going to crash and burn soon and disappoint myself
Hope you are able to get some stuff done & feel a bit better. I feel off & weird too. Not the best feeling!
Been okay if it weren't for one wrong turn I took damnit