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Im not dealing well with frustration and irritability past couple of days. I go from calm and happy to angry and wanting to cry at the slightest thing I hate it!
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Today was pretty good up until the evening. Something triggered a Major mood swing in me and i haven't been able to stabalize myself from it yet. Feeling negative, grouchy and sad. Also, I really hate
Bipolar Bear .
3d · 1+ YEAR

going out most places anymore, i can hardly stand being around groups of people anymore. Unless going out means going to an uninhabited place in the woods away from all the noise and people, I could care less!

Bipolar Bear .
3d · 1+ YEAR

I need to get back in touch with nature and go hiking/camping

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Day 10 decreased med dosage. Feeling okay, some mood swings. Finding I'm more prone to agitation and anger than before, but still happy to be feeling more present and alert
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6 Bipolar Bear .
29 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Day 7 on decreased med dosage, feeling sleepy and pretty mellow. Off work early. Time for kitty cuddles and naps 😻💤 Embracing this lovely moment of peace and quiet
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30 Apr 2021 · HERO

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6 Bipolar Bear .
28 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Day off, got to sleep in and got a couple things done around the house. Not feeling as foggy and mentally disconnected. Finding it easier to be present in the moment and think a bit more clearly.
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29 Apr 2021 · SUPPORTER

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5 Bipolar Bear .
27 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Day 5 on decreased med dosage. Felt pretty good yesterday. Today I'm feeling a bit anxious and sad. Lots to do around the house but lacking energy
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27 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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28 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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28 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

Glad to hear you are reducing meds. That's always exciting!

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28 Apr 2021 · HERO

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5 Bipolar Bear .
25 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Day 3 of decreased medication dose. Feelin the Sunday blues, the weekend flew by so fast! Feeling meh. Mood swings are more frequent and seem to shift a little more quickly. Feelin a little less
Bipolar Bear .
25 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

detached from reality. Feeling tired, really need to go to bed at a reasonable hour

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5 Bipolar Bear .
25 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
This is day 2 of decreasing my dose of mood stabilizer. Angry/sad Mood swings off and on. Will have to find another way to work thru them cuz i can't stand the way that med makes me feel anymore!
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25 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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3 Bipolar Bear .
23 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Im sick of feeling disassociated, sad and fatigued so much lately. I just want to feel genuine joy again and feel present in life's moments. It feels like it's just passing me by and im floating above
Bipolar Bear .
23 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

it all.

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23 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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4 Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Pharmacy had unexpected shortage of my mood stabilizer so I ended up going 3 days without cuz I didn't time things right. Back on them today but im feeling pretty depressed and foggy right now
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22 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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6 Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Blood tests on dog came back fine which is a relief. She likely will need a couple tooth extractions and other teeth cleaned. Trying to figure out options and cost. It's probably gonna come down to
Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

BF and I paying for it. I dont take complete issue with paying, I just want her to be happy and healthy. She is technically BF's older brother's dog, but she is pretty much ours as she lives with us as BF's brother cannot keep her where he lives.

Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

What I DO have issue with is the dismissiveness that BF's brother and mom seem to have about the dog needing oral surgery after they said they'd help financially. The teeth are rotting and NEED to come out, it's not debatable. They're trying to

Bipolar Bear .
22 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

debate that maybe the teeth are so far gone that the nerves are dead and not hurting her so why bother removing them. It's complete BS nonsense as far as im concerned and im hoping to just move forward with this to get her healthy.

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5 Bipolar Bear .
20 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Time of month started a week early, I think the immense stress I was under messed with my hormones. More cramps and physical symptoms than usual but at least emotionally I feel okay. Things have
Bipolar Bear .
20 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

calmed down a bit, feel like I can catch my breath now. Recent situations have been crazy and I'm having to step back and remember that I did what I could to try and help and that I cant fix other people's problems.

Bipolar Bear .
20 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

It's disheartening to see someone I care about deeply be lied to and manipulated by their significant other. And for them to blindly believe those lies and think everthing is fine when it isn't breaks my heart

Bipolar Bear .
20 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Also took the dog to the vet today. Waiting for bloodwork and lab results to come back. Hoping everything comes back okay becauase there is potential she may have serious underlying health issues.

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20 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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20 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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2 Bipolar Bear .
18 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Honestly im tired of existing. I wont do anything, but sometimes i just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so low, my thoughts are racing, things are too much. I don't feel like myself and
Bipolar Bear .
18 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I feel like the darkness is trying to swallow me. Im scared to talk about certain things with the one I love because i fear the answers. Is he still attracted to me? Am I enough? I cant tell reality from negative self thoughts anymore

Bipolar Bear .
18 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Whats what anymore? If i dont receive the answers or reassurance im hoping to get, I don't think I can handle it

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18 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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18 Apr 2021 · SUPPORTER

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18 Apr 2021 · HERO

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18 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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20 Apr 2021 · HERO

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4 Bipolar Bear .
16 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
STRESSED OUT 😫 trying to figure out how to handle a crazy situation and the worst part is I had to tell my brother about it first before we can address it with everyone so now with the information i
Bipolar Bear .
16 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Gave him he has to pretend like everything is fine with the people involved until we figure out the proper way to approach the situation . i feel terrible and this whole thing is eating us up!

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4 Bipolar Bear .
14 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Took off work early today and slept. Im honestly having a really hard time right now emotionally and the depression is becoming too much. It's so hard to open up about it cuz articulating my feelings
Bipolar Bear .
14 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Is super difficult for me. I feel all these things but in can't seem to put them into words where people can understand

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14 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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14 Apr 2021 · HERO

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5 Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Last night was good spending time BF's grandparents who are visiting from out of state. I've got to find a way to get better sleep, Im very fatigued. Our Poor dog is sick with stomach issues and she
Bipolar Bear .
13 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

is not in the best of shape. Hoping to get her vet appointment really soon.

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13 Apr 2021 · HERO

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5 Bipolar Bear .
11 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Moods been up and down today, feeling a bit better this moment tho. People have told me i should be flattered when hostess at a restaraunt asks me if I want a kids menu, but it's actually humiliating
Bipolar Bear .
11 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

being that I am an almost 29 year old woman. It happens often and makes me not want to go out anywhere. People don't take you seriously when they think you're a kid and I've been talked down to before cuz people thought i was a child

Bipolar Bear .
11 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I am 4' 10' and have overall small features in almost every way. Once people get to talking with me they realize I'm not a child but they still treat me differently sometimes because of my appearance.

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11 Apr 2021 ·

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11 Apr 2021 · SUPPORTER

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11 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

Frustrating. Guessing theres condescension and lack of respect which grows old quickly.

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5 Bipolar Bear .
03 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I get that BF doesnt feel good today but he's being a grumpy A- hole and im trying to not take things personally but if I even really talk or try to offer any help he just gives a sarcastic answers
Bipolar Bear .
03 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

and his disposition overall is really negative/nasty right now. Maybe I'll just do my own thing in another part of the house today or something.

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05 Apr 2021 · HERO

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5 Bipolar Bear .
01 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR
My job has grown stagnant. It's a decent job but im honestly sick of it. Not sure what else I'd do. Would have to look carefully for another. I haven't worked out in public for over a year. Customer
Bipolar Bear .
01 Apr 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Service started killing my soul with how nasty people can be which iswhy I left that behind. Not really sure what's out there that i'd be able to do without absolutely hating it

katelyn m
01 Apr 2021 · NEW

Customer service is awful.... I worked somewhere 2 years and finally just said enough is enough... it has only gotten worse..

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4 Bipolar Bear .
29 Mar 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Communication at work is unclear when it comes to my performance and certain policies, it frustrating. It needs to be over already. Very tired, barely slept. I feel sad and rejected even though I unde
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29 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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Penelope P
29 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

I know what it's like to get zero feedback and sloppy practices at work. Not easy to deal with. I ending up quitting because I was met with a wall of silence, there was no other option.

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29 Mar 2021 · HERO

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