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Tired. feeling sad. Woke up this morning to the poor dog puking all over the kitchen and one of my cichlid fish dead most likely from internal parasites. At least work is finally over.
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Sorry about your fish! I hate when my dog is sick...I mean, I hate cleaning up, but it makes me feel so bad for the poor dog. Can't really help him. They get over it quick, fortunately.

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Just want work to be over already. Woke up depressed and it's getting worse. Cranky, irritable
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Grrr late to work. Woke up late and I have the time management skills of a potato
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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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I believe sometimes the universe lines things up. I called in sick today and it was good I didn't go to work because a lost dog needed saving and I was able to reunite it with its owner. It warmed my
Bipolar Bear .
05 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

heart to be able to help get her back home and see the owner 's face light up. She was so worried and upset. That dog bolted through traffic and almost got hit multiple times, she got super lucky and im so grateful she's safe. The owner was so sweet

Bipolar Bear .
05 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

It truly is a wonderful morning and im happy to be a part of helping people and animals.

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05 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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05 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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05 Nov 2019 · HERO

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Hoping a nap will reset my mindset a bit. Feeling sad. Keep thinking up awful scenarios in my mind that are highly unlikely to happen and i feel paranoid/panic. Negative self image, little confidence
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Holy crap Im so tired today! Can't stay awake at my desk. Felt super depressed this morning waking up. Feel weak/fatigued, mind is drifting.
Tayla O
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Feeling pretty good today so far. Hoping my work day goes by quickly . I am worried about a few things but I'm trying not to let them control me
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My mom is moving out of her temp apartment today and into a new one. I'm excited and nervous for her. Going to help her clean up the old one later. Really hoping this will be a positive new start for
Bipolar Bear .
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

her after everything she's been through

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Feeling a bit better today. Happy I have today off! The snow storms are beautiful but road conditions suck. Great day to stay inside and play the new videogame I just purchased :)
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29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

What game did ya get?

Bipolar Bear .
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Its called Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice. It is really good! I definitely recommend at least watching the trailers for it, there's no game that has touched me emotionally/mentally like this one has 💜

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31 Oct 2019 · HERO

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31 Oct 2019 · HERO

Snow?

Manda P
01 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

BF played that. About mental health, right? I will have to check it out. We got snow Indiana, nixi. Time to hibernate!

Bipolar Bear .
03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Great game for sure! I live in Colorado and we got quite a bit of snow. The roads were a nightmare

Manda P
04 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

Ugh. Driving in snow stresses me out. Not ready for that. We only got a tiny bit of snow.

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Depressed and tired. It was a long Work day, I wouldn't say it was bad though. BF took something I said the wrong way and we argued. It ended pretty quickly but im not over it. It was stupid, not even
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29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

something to get super angry about. Basically it was about us leaving our mail for each other in a place where we will see it but many times we just set it aside for later. He accuses me of always doing it and I know I do sometimes

Bipolar Bear .
29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

but so does he! Anyways all I said was 'isn't it funny how we always do that to each other?' And it apparently really pissed him off because he thought I

Bipolar Bear .
29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

disregarded his feelings for him caring about something important for me like a credit card bill. He raised his voice and caught me off guard. His words and tone dig into me like little knives and my feelings hurt.

Bipolar Bear .
29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I got angry at him, i got angry at myself more, and I thought to myself 'maybe I should just shut the fck up forever.' All my anger and sadness towards myself welled up and

Bipolar Bear .
29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I wanted to hurt myself. I felt completely triggered and enraged. The straw that broke the camel's back so to speak...I seriously thought about downing my whole bottle of xanax, I just wanted the feelings to stop! This stupid interaction hit me harde

Bipolar Bear .
29 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

... Harder than it should have. It compounded with all my frequent negative feelings into one giant bombshell and its like it finally went off inside me.

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30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

Aw, I'm sorry that happened, BB. Maybe he doesn't realize he hurt you? BF hung a mail holder in the kitchen so I just put it there & know it'll get seen. Don't let those icky feelings overtake you. Nothing is bad enough to swallow a bunch of pills. 💖

Bipolar Bear .
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you everyone ❤❤ and thank you Manda I really needed to hear that! I think (tho not 100 percent certain) he uses it as a tactic sometimes to make his point and maybe is aware it hurts me.

Bipolar Bear .
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Didn't tell him how badly my feelings were hurt because I felt vulnerable and like I might get hurt more. I'm sure not addressing it is damaging but I defaulted to my 'protection mechanism' which really is just not confronting and pulling into myself

Manda P
01 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

I understand not telling him. That's terrible if he's hurting you on purpose. I really hope that's not the case.

Bipolar Bear .
03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Manda I really hope so too

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Work day went well! Moods are weird, up and down. Repetitive sad/anxious thoughts come randomly throughout the day. I feel like someone sucked all the energy out of me and the cramps come and go with
Bipolar Bear .
25 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

varying intensity. I've heard so many sources say that exercise during a womans time of month is supposed to help but I can't imagine doing that right now, just getting up from the couch exhausts me right now!

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25 Oct 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Cramps, restlessness and intrusive thoughts kept me up most of the night. Feeling paranoid and anxious as I get ready for work. Feel worried about things, like somethings gonna go wrong but I don't
Bipolar Bear .
25 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

know what or why exactly.

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Past 5 days were awful emotionally thanks to my body's sensitivity to shifting hormones, had no energy,headaches. PMS hell! Feeling better mentally today since period started, just bad cramps/sore.
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24 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Lacking self confidence and self love lately. Feeling sensitive. Been told things that I know are right but still hurtful and I feel talked down to. There really is a difference between being brutally
Bipolar Bear .
22 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

honest about things and just being a complete jerk about it who just keeps making statement after statement and hurtful comparisons to drive the point home. I get it, I got it 10 minutes ago, you don't have to keep going and making me feel worse.

Bipolar Bear .
22 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Your point was already made and I understand so stop beating a dead horse in this conversation

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22 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Not feeling today so far. The day is early so maybe that will change but I just don't feel that great mentally. Off work early. Just gonna go home and nap with the cat.
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15 Oct 2019 ·

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15 Oct 2019 ·

Me 2 hehe. get so scared of cat only just 4 even getting old +losing her. More almost than human family I think about. I was so traumatised when last cat tho was 17 died. given him a bath and think heart attack so awful guilt. Googled -not uncommon

Bipolar Pandy J
15 Oct 2019 ·

Will never bathe a cat again. Unless gutless eg Siamese when get oily and need 2 weekly - no need to. Self-grooming!!

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15 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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15 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Bipolar Bear .
16 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks pandas! And I know exactly what you mean Bipolar Pandy, im the same with my kitty cat, he is truly my baby and best friend 💜

Bipolar Bear .
16 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

My guy is terrified of baths, most cats honestly don't need to be washed unless they're covered in something harmful or got into something nasty. There are wipes you can get at pet stores by Natural Earth (I believe that's the right name)

Bipolar Bear .
16 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

And they are made for grooming/wiping down your kitty. Just make sure it says for cats or kittens on the label. You can get them scent free and they are fantastic alternative to frequent bathes

Bipolar Bear .
16 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I've also had luck with the all natural scent free baby wipes 🐱 I swear the love I have for kitties is same as how people feel about their children

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17 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

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17 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

I looooove my cats!

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It was nice seeing extended family yesterday that I haven't seen in years. Still feeling pretty darn good and stable emotionally :) I hope it continues!
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17 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

Love to see so many of us feeling better!

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Stomach is mad from alcohol and junk food lastnight, but it was fun! Played Cards Against Humanity with BF and mom late lastnight, great night! Going to a get together for my mom and bros Bday party
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13 Oct 2019 ·

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Molly S
13 Oct 2019 ·

Cards against humanity can be such a laugh :) glad that you had fun with it.

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13 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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After 2 hours of not being able to fall asleep because of BF's snoring I decided to sneak into the living room. I always feel like I'm abandoning him when I do this but I can't stand it anymore tonite
Bipolar Bear .
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Hoping he doesn't get upset about it but I'm guessing he will based on past experiences. I feel bad but I need rest damnit!

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12 Oct 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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No work today, slept in and worries are minimal. I feel peaceful and relaxed. It's been a while since Ive felt this way, hoping to stay this way a while!
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11 Oct 2019 · HERO

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11 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Long day. Tired but not bad. No motivation to clean house like I should. Waiting on jimmy johns delivery, im starving!
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07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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