going out most places anymore, i can hardly stand being around groups of people anymore. Unless going out means going to an uninhabited place in the woods away from all the noise and people, I could care less!
I need to get back in touch with nature and go hiking/camping
Glad to hear you are reducing meds. That's always exciting!
detached from reality. Feeling tired, really need to go to bed at a reasonable hour
BF and I paying for it. I dont take complete issue with paying, I just want her to be happy and healthy. She is technically BF's older brother's dog, but she is pretty much ours as she lives with us as BF's brother cannot keep her where he lives.
What I DO have issue with is the dismissiveness that BF's brother and mom seem to have about the dog needing oral surgery after they said they'd help financially. The teeth are rotting and NEED to come out, it's not debatable. They're trying to
debate that maybe the teeth are so far gone that the nerves are dead and not hurting her so why bother removing them. It's complete BS nonsense as far as im concerned and im hoping to just move forward with this to get her healthy.
calmed down a bit, feel like I can catch my breath now. Recent situations have been crazy and I'm having to step back and remember that I did what I could to try and help and that I cant fix other people's problems.
It's disheartening to see someone I care about deeply be lied to and manipulated by their significant other. And for them to blindly believe those lies and think everthing is fine when it isn't breaks my heart
Also took the dog to the vet today. Waiting for bloodwork and lab results to come back. Hoping everything comes back okay becauase there is potential she may have serious underlying health issues.
I feel like the darkness is trying to swallow me. Im scared to talk about certain things with the one I love because i fear the answers. Is he still attracted to me? Am I enough? I cant tell reality from negative self thoughts anymore
Whats what anymore? If i dont receive the answers or reassurance im hoping to get, I don't think I can handle it
Gave him he has to pretend like everything is fine with the people involved until we figure out the proper way to approach the situation . i feel terrible and this whole thing is eating us up!
Is super difficult for me. I feel all these things but in can't seem to put them into words where people can understand
is not in the best of shape. Hoping to get her vet appointment really soon.
being that I am an almost 29 year old woman. It happens often and makes me not want to go out anywhere. People don't take you seriously when they think you're a kid and I've been talked down to before cuz people thought i was a child
I am 4' 10' and have overall small features in almost every way. Once people get to talking with me they realize I'm not a child but they still treat me differently sometimes because of my appearance.
Frustrating. Guessing theres condescension and lack of respect which grows old quickly.
and his disposition overall is really negative/nasty right now. Maybe I'll just do my own thing in another part of the house today or something.
Service started killing my soul with how nasty people can be which iswhy I left that behind. Not really sure what's out there that i'd be able to do without absolutely hating it
Customer service is awful.... I worked somewhere 2 years and finally just said enough is enough... it has only gotten worse..
I know what it's like to get zero feedback and sloppy practices at work. Not easy to deal with. I ending up quitting because I was met with a wall of silence, there was no other option.