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On the plane now, gonna take off in a bit. See you in Ibiza!!
me M
1d · 6+ MONTHS

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1d · HERO

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Got my period today. Trust my body to mess me over on my holiday 😅. Cramps and a headache so far.
Tebby B
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me M
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Gabrielle H
22h · 6+ MONTHS

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In a hotel ready for the airport tomorrow to go to Ibiza!
Tayla O
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2d · HERO

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2d · GUARDIAN

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Gabrielle H
2d · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
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22h · 6+ MONTHS

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Got told I have a fear of abandonment yesterday. At least now I've got an idea of what's going on up there cause it explains so much
Tayla O
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Gabrielle H
2d · 6+ MONTHS

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I don't know what's going on with me anymore...
Jake G
3d · CHIEFPANDA

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Jeff M
3d · LEGEND

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Max T
3d · 1+ YEAR

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Max T
3d · 1+ YEAR

I often feel this way. You're not alone.

Gabrielle H
3d · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you 😊. And Max it's nice to know there's someone else in the same position as me

Tayla O
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Had an up yesterday but it's just gone all the way back down thanks to a certain someone who was peeved about their ex when they're both as bad as each other... Just makes me really angry that they
Gabrielle H
5d · 6+ MONTHS

Decided to tell me this when they knew I was having a rough time. I'm just so done with caring...

Tayla O
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Gabrielle H
4d · 6+ MONTHS

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I'm just so scared... It feels like every inch of my skin is being consumed by it... I don't know how to make it stop... Make it stop, it hurts...
Matt B
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7d · HERO

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Robert H
7d · GUARDIAN

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Laurel W
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7d · NEW

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Penelope P
6d · LEGEND

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Charlotte R
6d · NEW

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Tim S
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Alicia B
6d · LEGEND

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Tayla O
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Gabrielle H
6d · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
6d · 6+ MONTHS

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Gabrielle H
6d · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you Ian

Jen B
6d · HERO

Hope you're feeling a bit better? ❤️

Gabrielle H
6d · 6+ MONTHS

I had a small moment of feeling better but it quickly disintegrated last night so not at the moment sadly ❤️

Ian D
5d · 6+ MONTHS

Look after yourself

Gabrielle H
5d · 6+ MONTHS

I'll try Ian

nixiblu .
5d · HERO

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Gabrielle H
5d · 6+ MONTHS

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This is the time when my thoughts consume me... I don't know what to do... I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes... I'm freaking out about the fact I have to go to college tomorrow...
Gabrielle H
7d · 6+ MONTHS

I can feel myself panicking and I don't know what to do... When I'm hyperventilating everything else sounds like it's underwater and I can't feel anything, like I'll die if it keeps happening

Shelley H
7d · HERO

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Laurel W
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Chris F
7d · NEW

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Tim S
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Tim S
6d ·

Have you tried meditation? It has really helped me. It could help you.

Alicia B
6d · LEGEND

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Tayla O
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Gabrielle H
6d · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you everyone for the hugs. And Tim I have tried it before, I don't think it really works for me but thank you for suggesting it :)

nixiblu .
5d · HERO

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Gabrielle H
5d · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Gabrielle H
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Is it wierd that I'm fascinated by the minds and such of criminals for example serial killers like Ted Bundy?
Tayla O
12 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
7d · 6+ MONTHS

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1 Gabrielle H
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
All of a sudden I feel like I've been pushed out of the group, like I'm just a pawn you can throw away. The one you can fall back on but it's never reciprocated... I have feelings too...
Gabrielle H
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

By group I mean the group of people I associate with, not all of them know each other but yeah, I dunno if that makes sense but there we are, that's me, barely making sense

Tayla O
12 Oct 2019 ·

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12 Oct 2019 · NEW

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Robin R
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Gabrielle H
7d · 6+ MONTHS

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3 Gabrielle H
11 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Just got home from college and the gym and my head's pounding... Been hurting since I went to As' who has birds in their room and they didn't shut up today, felt sick too but oh well
Shelley H
11 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
11 Oct 2019 · HERO

Feel better Gab xxx

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11 Oct 2019 ·

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11 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Tayla O
11 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you everyone. I hope so too Shelley and thank you xxx

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0 Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
🎶there's blood on my bed, got these demon **** I'm trying to get out my head, take good care of me, I'm wounded having breakdowns, switched my life too many times, made me forget🎶
Tayla O
10 Oct 2019 ·

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Jen B
11 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Robert H
11 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

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me M
11 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Gabrielle H
11 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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0 Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I honestly don't really know what to do atm, I feel like I'm just holding everyone else up and doing that is just pushing me further down in my ability to cope.
Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I spoke to my doctor about being reffered to a psychiatrist because I feel like having some idea of whats going on will be helpful to me when Im trying to help myself. Im not sure if hes going to do that though which really bugs me

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

labels help me understand stuff better so why not help my understanding by giving me some names or even just one as to what is going on here because I cant cope not knowing anymore, I tried to and I just can't, I cant do this anymore

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

trying to figure it out on my own doesn't help, not being able to remember the most important things doesn't help me, talking to people who aren't gonna help me figure out whats happening does not help...

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Im getting angry just typing this and I guess that's just what my life has come to now, getting so angry at the silliest things, breaking down constantly, wishing someone would notice im no ***ing okay and do something about it

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

im struggling to see the point in me trying to help myself when nothing happens, nothing helps, nothing stops the pain and the thoughts and the damn anger...

Dloco C
10 Oct 2019 ·

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Dloco C
10 Oct 2019 ·

Wim Goff breathing technique worked for me https://youtu.be/DDDd0g4ajDU

Tayla O
10 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you both. And Dloco I'll look into it and give it a try :), it's appreciated :)

Tayla O
11 Oct 2019 ·

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11 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Gabrielle H
12 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Gabrielle H
09 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
All I've managed to do today is go downstairs to get breakfast, watch YouTube and feed the dogs, I literally haven't done anything else today
Jen B
09 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Tayla O
09 Oct 2019 ·

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Susan G
09 Oct 2019 ·

You've fed yourself and your fur babies. That's something!

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you all for the hugs. I suppose that's true Susan but in comparison to what I wanted to get done I feel like a bit of a fail today

Adrian W
10 Oct 2019 · NEW

I agree with Susan. When you take care of vulnerable beings, being able to drag yourself up to feed them is a big deal. I have neglected my pets in the past. I regret it. And let's not undervalue self care! It's so common to stop eating.

Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you Adrian, I just knew that Id get shouted at a bunch if I didn't force myself up to feed them even though my body was protesting a whole lot when I did. I don't really eat much, my diet is basically just carbs *shrugs*

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3 Gabrielle H
09 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Didnt end up going to the gym last night. Had a slight breakdown and ended up blurting out some stuff to my first ex...
Tayla O
09 Oct 2019 ·

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Jeff M
09 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

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Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you both

Adrian W
10 Oct 2019 · NEW

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Gabrielle H
10 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

thank you

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5 Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Going to the gym again today, hopefully I'll be able to do more than just the treadmill 🤞🏻. Feeling a bit wierd and just off. Had my lil meeting and they're gonna ring me about what's happening
Ian D
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Tayla O
08 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
09 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I don't feel like I have a place that's just for me anymore, everything has just been kind of infested with other people and I feel like I can't really vent how I'm feeling fully anymore which sucks
Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I have to monitor what I say so as not to get stuff trickled into the grapevine, ya know? I just need one thing that is just mine, at least for now

sonny S
08 Oct 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Robert H
08 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Tayla O
08 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Was barely able to do the treadmill today, it was all I was able to do before there was too much sensory stimuli and it hurt to breathe and walk. I was shaking
R H
07 Oct 2019 ·

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R H
07 Oct 2019 ·

You did well, take it easy and don't force yourself

Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you hun

Tayla O
07 Oct 2019 ·

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Ellie R
07 Oct 2019 ·

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Ian D
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Meeting us tomorrow at 1130 now. Yay
Tayla O
07 Oct 2019 ·

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Ellie R
07 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
08 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
All I can smell at the moment is hair dye and I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack in class. Fml
Tayla O
07 Oct 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Gabrielle H
07 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Oops! Thank you Tay ❤️

Tayla O
07 Oct 2019 ·

Anytime babe ❤

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