What about B and C? 🤪

6 days ago

Bridget, I don't think it is funny.

4 days ago

I apologize.

5 hours ago
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I want tomorrow to end and it hasn't even begin

Seeing one of the fam is too much. But what can do if I didn't find a husband. Or I didn't compromise on any husband. So I have to meet them and act like I'm good. Because if they think I'm bad they will blame me and then I will be worse

02 Jul 2021

At least I got out of H (for now) This is something I haven't been able to do for years. So at least I'm not in an unhealthy connection. And I can also go to sleep tonight and pray that tomorrow will not come. And despite everything, I try to

02 Jul 2021

get up every morning to exercise, eat healthy, breathe and think positive. And in looking back there is no one I was really want to get marry to. But right now I'm losing hope there will be. And I just hope for a place of peace and quiet.

02 Jul 2021

But right now I'm hope with Sunday and hope I can get back to routine so I would just like to skip tomorrow

02 Jul 2021

Waiting for tonight, to go to bed and now only noon. I don't know how I will survive tomorrow that time does not move. Summer does not add either. It makes me depressed it turns out. And I can't hear noises. And they never end

02 Jul 2021

God is the only one who cared for me and protect me. To look back then really no one fit. And at all sorts of events they came out of my life. And God insisted that I wouldn't compromise even when I wanted to compromise. When I finally

02 Jul 2021

thought of compromising on someone he suddenly had an accident. Everything happen from above. God is protect me. Maybe too much so no one good enough for him

02 Jul 2021

Everything that is done is done for the best. I wish you'll find a resting state and harmony.

02 Jul 2021

Thanks Lilit

02 Jul 2021

Thanks Mandy and Ann L

02 Jul 2021
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I cried all day. What's funny is that I cried because of the noise. But now I cry because of him too. It's like one thing breaks you then it break everything else. When it was quiet I felt I was strong. And also think less about him

I read something about someone whose heart chose a woman and they built a home together. And in me no man's heart chose. Not someone I wanted. But I'm angry at him. Because if not he at least I had H

13 Jun 2021

If he had not lied to me at first I would not have met someone like him never

13 Jun 2021

Thanks for the hugs

16 Jun 2021

Thanks Jen

18 Jun 2021
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Bad day, wasted day. Wasted life. I love to work hard. I hate doing nothing. But my life is wasted on noise. And on hold. All the difficulty I have is only getting worse that I have no back

It's like being in an unending war. A war that is quiet and can never be calme because there will soon be noise. Only wars have ends. And it's not

12 Jun 2021
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Noise for hours. Now I can not sleep
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I had a few days of quiet. And I really had moments of inside happiness and hope. The anxiety was completely gone. I knew it was temporary. But I forgot how bad it was. And now the noise is back. I think my life is stuck because of the place I live and the people who make noise to me and are not considerate.

Because the fact that it's good for me to change environment. And I'm trying to save so I can do it. But I've been trying to live in it for a long time. And it breaks my spirit

08 Jun 2021

I woke up very early and I am the best in the morning. Because I could go to bed early because there was no noise. Now I go to bed late and that's why I also get up late. My sleeping and waking hours depend on the noise and not on me.

08 Jun 2021

I feel it affects me in relationships too. That I'm very tense all day I have no patience for anyone. And in that too I felt a change I felt more relaxed.

08 Jun 2021
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He sent me something, I didn't open it. I don''t know if it's good or bad. And I think I will not open it either. The second I feel like I'm letting go is what he does. And that takes me back. Really. I worked a few days and was fine. I did a lot of self work. It's not fair. I even thought of blocking him. But this is an act that can hurt me. I also don't want to hurt him or anyone

No matter what I do it will not be good. If I don't open, he will think I am ignoring him. And if I open I'm like I did two weeks ago I'll have to start over.

07 Jun 2021

2 weeks ago I thought I made a mistake entering. So now I'll learn from the mistake and not enter

07 Jun 2021
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I had a few days of quiet, so I worked hard, non stop. I didn't let myself rest. Because I wanted to take advantage of the quiet. But I feel like I'm long ago out of balance.
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I miss H, he was there for me in difficult times, that I'm alone, like now. And I'm angry at A because he came into my life I trusted him, and I did not keep in touch with H and now it is can't to go back

A was never there for me. Only in messages. But he was always busy and not listening. And only be on the phone. That's not what I want.

31 May 2021

Thanks xx

01 Jun 2021
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I am very sensitive and everything affects me, if I think of something I start to feel it. I could also feel energies there and this one might as well be positive but I really need my quiet. My privacy. To give me back my energies
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I can not sleep. I am so sensitive and anything like that affects me really bad and I always forget and go back to bad places
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I felt good today. I forgot about him. I concentrated on work, rested, and had a good time. I even thought optimistic thoughts about moving on. It just that right now she remembered me and I had to talk about him and remember and feel bad again

What's the point of talking about all the bad he did to me that made me fall for two weeks if I'm okay now?

25 May 2021
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2 weeks of not talking, time passes fast. But actually I did enter once so have to count since. And not do it anymore. So it's only 4 days.
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Noise. They do work from home at night. All day the phone rings. Zoom conversations. And all on speaker. my head aches. I'm exhausted.

Ugh, I can relate, I'm quite sensitive to speech-related noise.

18 May 2021

Thanks guys

20 May 2021
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Noise. It's not depend on me. Another wasted day. After a week of nightmares. Now a different kind of nightmare. When one thing is fixed. Something else is coming.

All I ask is quiet. I have not had a quiet for a year. And I still hope getting back in balance

15 May 2021

I'm in survival state. No life. The body aches from the noise. Their voices are like beatings on open wounds. I just want quiet. God

15 May 2021
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What are the chances that I will find someone I feel attracted to? In all the years since I can remember, I have been able to meet guys. But to find someone I both want and am attracted to

I'm very picky about food and I'm very picky about guys. And I can not force myself to find an attraction that does not exist

15 May 2021

Do you like Okroshka?

15 May 2021
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I think my friend pushed us into this argument because everything was fine, and she kept calling and asking about it. And even though she did not know the connection

was between us she said harsh things about him and also about my behavior in the relationship.

13 May 2021

She kept pushing when everything was fine, and I had a plan in mind, with him to give it a few months in peace. But she really called and write every minute and did'nt let go and now that we are in a really difficult state from which there may be no

13 May 2021

way back she is letting go

13 May 2021
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Yes, he's hurt, but that's not a reason to give up on me. Because I told him the whole truth in his face.The truth sometimes hurts. I think now he should appreciate me more.

Because I'm so real and honest. And I think I'm really fine.

12 May 2021

I have so much love to give, that's why I don't regret for a second what I told him. Because I said it without fear of losing him. If I was silent I would surely lose him because it was from fear. I'm proud of me right now

12 May 2021
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My air conditioner stopped working again. I don't know when they will come to fix it and how I will get through the night
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