What about B and C? 🤪
Bridget, I don't think it is funny.
Seeing one of the fam is too much. But what can do if I didn't find a husband. Or I didn't compromise on any husband. So I have to meet them and act like I'm good. Because if they think I'm bad they will blame me and then I will be worse
At least I got out of H (for now) This is something I haven't been able to do for years. So at least I'm not in an unhealthy connection. And I can also go to sleep tonight and pray that tomorrow will not come. And despite everything, I try to
get up every morning to exercise, eat healthy, breathe and think positive. And in looking back there is no one I was really want to get marry to. But right now I'm losing hope there will be. And I just hope for a place of peace and quiet.
But right now I'm hope with Sunday and hope I can get back to routine so I would just like to skip tomorrow
Waiting for tonight, to go to bed and now only noon. I don't know how I will survive tomorrow that time does not move. Summer does not add either. It makes me depressed it turns out. And I can't hear noises. And they never end
God is the only one who cared for me and protect me. To look back then really no one fit. And at all sorts of events they came out of my life. And God insisted that I wouldn't compromise even when I wanted to compromise. When I finally
thought of compromising on someone he suddenly had an accident. Everything happen from above. God is protect me. Maybe too much so no one good enough for him
Everything that is done is done for the best. I wish you'll find a resting state and harmony.
Thanks Mandy and Ann L
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I read something about someone whose heart chose a woman and they built a home together. And in me no man's heart chose. Not someone I wanted. But I'm angry at him. Because if not he at least I had H
If he had not lied to me at first I would not have met someone like him never
Thanks for the hugs
It's like being in an unending war. A war that is quiet and can never be calme because there will soon be noise. Only wars have ends. And it's not
Because the fact that it's good for me to change environment. And I'm trying to save so I can do it. But I've been trying to live in it for a long time. And it breaks my spirit
I woke up very early and I am the best in the morning. Because I could go to bed early because there was no noise. Now I go to bed late and that's why I also get up late. My sleeping and waking hours depend on the noise and not on me.
I feel it affects me in relationships too. That I'm very tense all day I have no patience for anyone. And in that too I felt a change I felt more relaxed.
No matter what I do it will not be good. If I don't open, he will think I am ignoring him. And if I open I'm like I did two weeks ago I'll have to start over.
2 weeks ago I thought I made a mistake entering. So now I'll learn from the mistake and not enter
A was never there for me. Only in messages. But he was always busy and not listening. And only be on the phone. That's not what I want.
What's the point of talking about all the bad he did to me that made me fall for two weeks if I'm okay now?
Ugh, I can relate, I'm quite sensitive to speech-related noise.
All I ask is quiet. I have not had a quiet for a year. And I still hope getting back in balance
I'm in survival state. No life. The body aches from the noise. Their voices are like beatings on open wounds. I just want quiet. God
I'm very picky about food and I'm very picky about guys. And I can not force myself to find an attraction that does not exist
Do you like Okroshka?
was between us she said harsh things about him and also about my behavior in the relationship.
She kept pushing when everything was fine, and I had a plan in mind, with him to give it a few months in peace. But she really called and write every minute and did'nt let go and now that we are in a really difficult state from which there may be no
way back she is letting go
Because I'm so real and honest. And I think I'm really fine.
I have so much love to give, that's why I don't regret for a second what I told him. Because I said it without fear of losing him. If I was silent I would surely lose him because it was from fear. I'm proud of me right now