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The only day I slept well. I had to make long trips. The thing I hate the most. A day of travel is always a nightmare.
tEnT S
2d · 1+ YEAR

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18h · 1+ YEAR

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He causes me so much pain. I'm not the one who contacted him! I was really okay for two months. I didn't think of him. I didn't care that he might be with another.
me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

Then he contacted me. And he knows what my weak point is. And again I'm in it. I didn't want to go back. Right now I'm not in touch with him. I didn't contact him. I'm trying to get out of it.

me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

But what if I get out of it and he will contact again? I keep myself from getting in touch just so I don't get hurt.

me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

I don't know if I have the power to try to get out of it again.

corrado M
5d ·

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corrado M
5d ·

if it's so hard you should really block him. for your health. i know it's painful, but it's clear that the possibility that he contact you makes you spiral. so you should erase that possibility and go back to think of getting better.

Esme G
5d ·

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me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

Thank you corrado. I did it mostly in self-talk. In encouraging thoughts. But it's really an effort. And It's need power for that.

Anna D
4d · 1+ YEAR

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nixiblu .
3d · HERO

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nixiblu .
3d · HERO

Block him. For your own peace of mind. YOU. Must come first

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

I've done this before. But it's hard when you fall. I'm trying/hoping to get up and then do it again. After I kind of get over him, moving forward, He finds ways to contact me even when he's blocked.

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

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Feeling sad. Something happens to all the people I know. One is pregnant.The second is divorced. The third is getting married. Just nothing to me.I can't go on like this anymore
me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

If I find out he has someone it will break me.

corrado M
5d ·

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5d · HERO

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4d · 1+ YEAR

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3d · HERO

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3d · HERO

Sometimes nothing happening is good. You don't want to be your friend going through the divorce. 'Nothing' is stability. That's kind of what I crave

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I can't sleep.Im crying. I want to stop crying because of him. That's all I'm asking. I'd like to write to him at the moment and then get to the point where I'll tell him everything.
me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

But he's sleeping. And in the morning he will read the messages and ruin my day as well. So I'm not writing anything. He ruined my life.

me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

Since I didn't talk to him, I slept every night. It is only when he is in contact that I cannot fall asleep

corrado M
7d ·

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7d · NEW

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Anna D
7d · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
7d · 1+ YEAR

Please block him everywhere. He makes you sad, he spoils your life. He isn't worth it.

Jen B
6d · HERO

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nixiblu .
6d · HERO

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nixiblu .
6d · HERO

Anna is right. For now you need to stop all contact. You need to put yourself first. That doesn't make you uncaring. Just look after you.

me M
6d · 1+ YEAR

Thanks guys. Thanks Anna and nixiblu, I appreciate your advice

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I have a work next week. I won't let him ruin to me. The day before the low, he got in touch. When he's not in contact for a long time, I'm fine. Then he contacts me and I down.
me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

And to whom I contact when I am low,hin. It's like an endless circle

Penelope P
7d · LEGEND

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7d · 1+ YEAR

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6d · HERO

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4 me M
10 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
feeling better. calm. Still worries
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I'm so mad at him right now. I need to find someone else ASAP. So I won't have to deal with him anymore
corrado M
7d ·

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2 me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Feeling low.
me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I have tried everything that helps me feel better. And it doesn't help

me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I used to have hope for the future in these situations. But when I see that nothing changes. So what is the chance that something will change? And if nothing changes then what for

me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I don't even feel like I want to talk to him anymore. Who is the only person I wanted to talk to in these situations.

corrado M
09 Jan 2020 ·

i totally get it. the only thing to do is wait. i know it's hard, because all we want are these feelings to go away. but we can only wait it out and do our best

corrado M
09 Jan 2020 ·

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corrado M
09 Jan 2020 ·

and of course we can also keep writing about it :)

Robert H
09 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thank you, corrado

me M
09 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks all

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09 Jan 2020 · HERO

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09 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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10 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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10 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 me M
06 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
2 is better than 1. but it still 2 with a bit of more hope. to correct and repair
me M
06 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I meant 2 but okay. Because I fell and need to get back to balance.

corrado M
06 Jan 2020 ·

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06 Jan 2020 · HERO

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06 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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06 Jan 2020 · HERO

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Anna D
06 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
06 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I hope it'll be 3 soon :)

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06 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
07 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Anna Xx

me M
07 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks guys Xx

John T
08 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
4d · 1+ YEAR

Thanks John and Spacekitten

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1 me M
05 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
No Reason Given
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05 Jan 2020 ·

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05 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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05 Jan 2020 ·

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05 Jan 2020 · HERO

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Anna D
05 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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06 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
4d · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Pandas

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1 me M
04 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I had bad dreams. This is going to be the worst day. I have nothing to do about it,just wait for day to pass
Jen B
04 Jan 2020 · HERO

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04 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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tEnT S
04 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Ian D
04 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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corrado M
04 Jan 2020 ·

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corrado M
04 Jan 2020 ·

i know the feeling too well. hugs

nixiblu .
05 Jan 2020 · HERO

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06 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 me M
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
The family arrived at the house.They put in the oven food without bottom. And all the crumbs go inside. I like to keep the house clean and tidy, Unlike them. But how do I take the crumbs out of the
me M
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

oven. I'm not saying anything. So that there will be no argument.

me M
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

It makes me want to cry

Metron A
03 Jan 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Metron A
03 Jan 2020 · SUPPORTER

It's hard when family does things different than the way you are used to at home. I hope they don't do anything too drastic. Good luck.

me M
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Metron

nixiblu .
03 Jan 2020 · HERO

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 me M
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I feel weak because of the meds. I think I made a mistake I took them. But I don't blame myself!.Those in pain will try everything to cure the source of the suffering.
corrado M
02 Jan 2020 ·

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Jimbob W
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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athena S
02 Jan 2020 · NEW

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02 Jan 2020 ·

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Anna D
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Hang on!!

Jen B
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

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06 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 me M
31 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Still with meds, side Effects. another week. The pains are stronger. Is that a sign that it works? I just want to feel good so I can get back to myself. Also try healthy eating
me M
31 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

vinegar with salad but I have no strength due to the side effects

Robert H
31 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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corrado M
31 Dec 2019 ·

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31 Dec 2019 ·

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31 Dec 2019 ·

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31 Dec 2019 · HERO

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31 Dec 2019 · HERO

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31 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Anna D
01 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
01 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

If what you feel seems too strange to be a side effect, you could ask your doctor? Or read the attached information if it is sold with the medicaments in your country. In any way, be strong! Hope you'll feel good in this year!

me M
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Anna!! You're right if the symptoms continue, I'll go to the doctor. In the meantime, I have read in the attached information and on the internet and write there that it is tiring, nauseating and all that I have. It's like antibiotics.

me M
02 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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02 Jan 2020 ·

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
He doesn't help a poor woman. He helps a woman who can pay for his service. And he is not willing to take payment from her. He claims it's voluntary. But he wouldn't work for free, giving up
me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

$10,000. That's not who he is. And I wish he did. But to me it feels like he's just doing it out of other reasons and not out of a desire to help.

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

He said the woman told him she wanted to pay. And she has money. And he refused to take money from her and gave her free service

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

I know it takes me back. I didn't care what he did for two months.

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

This is just one of his manipulations. There is no way he will drive that far for a job without paying. That's not his character at all. He would always complain about the money wasted on long trips. And suddenly he doesn't want to take money.

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

He can hurt me from afar without us meeting. So the conclusion is that I will not meet with him, because then I can be more hurt. Until he proves to me that he will not (never) hurt me.

Shelley H
30 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Anna D
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Melody L
31 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Melody L
31 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I admire how strong you are

me M
01 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I need to stay strong. because it's hard :)

nixiblu .
01 Jan 2020 · HERO

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
He spoke to me yesterday. I feel bad. I went back a little. He wants us to meet but feelu he doesn't really care about me. And now I feel bad for not answering. Feeling bad that I was keeping him away
me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

That I'm wasting my time. And can't stop contact. Although he is the one who makes contact every time. I am the one whose his manipulations work.

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

He started helping someone at work for free. That means he works for free for someone. That doesn't make sense to me. So I told him that. It is clear to me that this is not good voluntary. Because I know him. But why should it bother me

me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

It's not that he works for someone who is not in range. But for a single available girl

Metron A
30 Dec 2019 · SUPPORTER

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30 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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30 Dec 2019 ·

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30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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01 Jan 2020 · HERO

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 me M
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
These pills don't work. I have no hope anymore. The doctors could help if they just listened. I don't plan on going to them anymore. I have no hope about anything.
corrado M
28 Dec 2019 ·

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28 Dec 2019 · HERO

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28 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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me M
29 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks guys

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30 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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01 Jan 2020 · HERO

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2 me M
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
I started these pills. They are supposed to cure me from the pain. But it makes a lot of side effects. I'll try it for a week. Better a little side effects and pains that haunted me over a decade
me M
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

will go away. Do I have any hope that this will help? In the meantime the third day and feel no change.

corrado M
28 Dec 2019 ·

are they supposed to work right away? maybe it need a little time

me M
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

The doctor said I was supposed to feel pain relief within a week. I will try them even two weeks to be sure I tried.

corrado M
28 Dec 2019 ·

ok so you have a few days yet to see, i hope they work

me M
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks 🙏

Ian D
28 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Anna D
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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me M
29 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Ian and Anna

Spacekitten V
30 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
I'm so afraid to go back. Because I made a lot of efforts to be where I am today (in relation to him)
me M
27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

I am in a better place today in relation to him. No longer where I was. But, in one second I can go back. If we go back to be in contact. If we meet it means we will return to be in contact, or not. But it will hurt me anyway.

me M
27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

I think I gave him the idea that I was willing to meet.

corrado M
27 Dec 2019 ·

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27 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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27 Dec 2019 · HERO

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27 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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28 Dec 2019 · HERO

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5 me M
27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
I took the pill that the doctor gave me long ago and I hope it helps. I woke up at night with existential fears and bad dreams.
nixiblu .
27 Dec 2019 · HERO

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27 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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27 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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