And it will make me remember that she could help and not help. I still hope she helps. She is meanwhile every day says tomorrow but if she tells me no I just will not talk to her anymore in life.I will stay in touch because I don't like disconnection
I asked my sister and she just is not trying to help and it reminds me exactly who my family is. The only one who helped me with this was H and I don't think that if I ask him he will help me when he thinks I am just turning to him because of it
Also, my new counselor doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere.And I already thought I finally found someone good who could help and not so expensive. But I have been through so many bad counselors like that I can give them advice.
I think he's a good and honest person but I'll have to end it. But I paid until the end of the month so I'll give it one last chance. After him I don't go to anyone anymore. I'll start being my own coinselor.
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I hope you feel better try doing meditation. :) ❤
I can relate, me. Hang on in there
Thank you Alicia <3
Food is best. Warm soup is best in this situation. :P
Thanks, I was just thinking of making soup yesterday
I wanted to talk to my counselor but the noise came back. And I want to write to him too. I don't know ,waiting for it to calm down a bit can take a few days: (( or write now
It's hard to believe that a week ago. I had the same dilemma. And I called him in the noise. And I didn't know then that the situation would get worse and that I would not be able to talk at all after that all week. Am I too optimistic even now?
It's been almost 2 months.
Thanks for the hugs
I've been wanting for a week and a half but can't talk to my counselor on the phone because of the noise and tension my body is in.
I'm so stupid and naive. I really thought I would have a quiet day! And I lifted myself! I thought I would have quiet until the end of the week
so well put
The only way is to make more money. The money I're making right now is just not enough to move forever
And I have nowhere to go either. All my stuff here. I have no way to move them. And I don't want to move and spend money on rent.
Hope you feel better
A month and a half of endless suffering. And now the weekend will bring with it exactly the same thing. Even if I continue with my counselor, nothing will help with such low energies.
I don't know where to go. I just know that if I go it's just when knowing I will never return. Otherwise it is better to stay here. Because going back is worse than staying.
They just lower me and talk behind my back because I'm not willing to go to work at what they want. Another goal in life is to get as far away from them as possible. I always forget and help them for what they are asking for
I had hoped that today would not be worse but I was wrong. Much worse than yesterday. As if that is possible.
How can it be that all days are bad. Why are there also no good days Why am I only 2 days a year with quiet in life.
No one can ever blame me if I get back in touch with H. This is my only run away to at the moment.
I feel like sometimes the noise comes to tell me something, that I am not on the right path. And the calm quiet that was showed me that I was on the right path. And it was nice knowing I was doing something positive for myself.