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I have no one to talk to in this quarantine. Something stuck in communication with the new guy. We've known each other for almost two months but I still don't feel open to talk to him every
me M
22h · 1+ YEAR

time I want to and to be me. And I did have it with H. The new guy is no longer new. It's time to move forward or cut the connection. No time to waste on 'maybe'. In my opinion, two months should already be a direction to where we are going

me M
22h · 1+ YEAR

If he doesn't make an effort to meet with me during the quarantine. I'm going to have to cut. Anyone who wants to meet, meets.

me M
22h · 1+ YEAR

But maybe that's just my sense of destruction talking right now. It's that I ruin all my connections and run away when it's scary. But that's why I wanted someone smart who knew how to get around it. That's why I need insurance from the start.

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21h · HERO

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I think I'll write to him in a message exactly how I feel. And send it. Because if I can't meet him. So he deserves to know how I feel and not try to guess. After that I'll know that I won't regret
me M
1d · 1+ YEAR

not saying in the future.

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1d · HERO

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I slept for 12 hours. Deep sleep.
me M
1d · 1+ YEAR

If I can see this connection as professional only. I could be myself. (And I'm usually professionally fine) and not ruin. But when it comes to emotional connection, I can be very distant. So I have to train my head to see it as a professional only

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1d ·

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Time does not pass in this quarantine. I feel like everyone is going out into the world except me. But it's not because of the quarantine. I'm afraid of all the feelings I feel.
me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

Afraid of the crash, one that cannot be lifted afterwards. I feel the only mistake I made was not being open enough to tell about my feelings.

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2d ·

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2d ·

time does not pass, but it will pass. hold on there

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

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2d · HERO

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I'm less afraid of quarantine.I can go outside near the house. But I'm afraid I'll never see him again. Because he lives far away. And not allowed to come
me M
4d · 1+ YEAR

I hope I'm not scary him away with my pressure. Or maybe I'm not pressing enough. Maybe too many days at home and I don't know if I'm pressing or not pressing.

me M
4d · 1+ YEAR

The best way to know at the moment is to take some distance from my thoughts. Not thinking about it. Focus on other things!. Not thinking.

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4d · HERO

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4d · 1+ YEAR

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4d · HERO

If you want to see each other again I'm sure you will, I live in London and my partner in the States, the first week with staff and now I'm looking at the positives

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4d · HERO

*the first week was tough

me M
3d · 1+ YEAR

It's must be a very difficult such distance nixiblu, but It's always good to look at the positive. Hugs back:)

me M
3d · 1+ YEAR

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I wake up in the morning with big anxiety. And now really heavy on my chest. I'm quarantined. And I'm afraid of the future. And I have no air
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I hope this is not a lie. Like the rest of my relationships that only later turned out to be lies. And disappointments. I hope he won't let disappoint.
me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

In each of my relationships I thought they were the one and wrong. I can't trust myself in this case.

me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

In any way, this is just about the project right now. I am so glad now that I only kept it on the project. And I didn't press too soon. Although I did reveal emotions but I am now resetting myself.

me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

It's so hard for me with new people.

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7d · HERO

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I might try drinking some wine in the evening. I don't like wine. But why not. Actually. The end of the world seems to have arrived. You have to try new things.
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7d · NEW

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7d ·

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Our country is not letting us out. Not even for a short walk. Breathing air. Don't buy food. Food only comes in delivery to home. Not even for medication or a doctor. I have no air right now.
me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

I'm not near anyone just wanting to breathe some air. And it's been a long time. And now they have tightened the restrictions. I don't think they protect us. They are destroying the economy. They oppress the people. The adults need to be

me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

isolated. And The rest be responsible. But don't imprison us for months.

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1 me M
28 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I'm in complete quarantine. I feel like nothing is happening to me in life. Although I try. I'm going to be quarantined for a long time (unless I run away but I have nowhere to go)I'm not allowed out
me M
28 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

of the house.

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7d · 2+ YEAR

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1 me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I'm not allowed to go out, not to see people. The new guy doesn't talk to me since. And there's nothing to talk about. The project is over. And I can't meet him anyway. Because
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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

the state does not allow. But he doesn't talk to me and doesn't care. And I wanted someone to love me. And now I'm emotionally involved and I don't know how to get out of it.

me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I don't care that I have to be home. As long as I don't have to think about him all day. Because I'm stuck at home. And worry and fear.

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26 Mar 2020 ·

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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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5 me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Feeling that I am in distant. That I distance myself from all the people in the world. A kind of isolation. I'm guessing it's PMS time. *A day number, I stopped counting, in full quarantine.
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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Hang on! <3

me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Anna <3 <3

me M
26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks for the hugs xx

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7d · 2+ YEAR

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5 me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
The new guy has been adding a lot of girls to his Facebook in recent days. I don't know why it annoys me. I feel he may be talking with others in parallel with me too. If he had added boys too
me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

then okay. But only girls.

me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

In addition to this, I constantly remember my mistake. I might have shown him an feelings too early. And I didn't talk about wanting more than a project.

me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

* a feelings

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25 Mar 2020 ·

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2 me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
H continues to haunt me. I feel disgusted for him. He keeps trying to ruin my life and waste my time. Although I have been ignoring him for months and have not met him for more than a years.
me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

But now I will do anything to keep myself from him. I won't go to the police because I don't trust them. But I will find a way

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25 Mar 2020 ·

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25 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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4 me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I felt good. I enjoyed my time in isolation. I moved on. Suddenly H writes me messages he wants to meet. And I didn't answer him, he sent me a picture of another woman (he thought it would annoy me)
Shelley H
24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

You do NOT deserve that kind of treatment ❀️

Split P
24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

What a douche; he doesn't deserve you.

me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thank you guys <3

me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

He makes me feel insecure every time I hear from him.

me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Now he writes to me that he is going to hurt me and that Ill careful.

me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

He writes that I'm going to pay. He's a sick person. I'm so glad I got out of it. I am disgusted by him. Don't know how to get rid of it.

Anna D
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Please, don't read his massages. He only shows he's the most disgusting guy I've ever heard about 😞 You deserve more ❀️

Anna D
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Just block it so that you even don't know about them.

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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me M
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thank you Anna <3 and thanks all. I'm a bit better today

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5 me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Today I allowed myself to rest without guilt. I'm allowed. I'm in quarantine 😁
Shelley H
24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Trying to calm down. I can't bring back the past. And if I caused the distance between us both. It's because of me. And the way to fix it is ​​to get up and start over. And don't beat myself up for
me M
24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

the mistake. I ask myself if to share this feeling with him

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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3 me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I feel like he just asked me how I was. Because that's who he is. He cares about other people. Not necessarily specific to me. I said I'd wait for him to write so I could open everything to him.
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23 Mar 2020 · HERO

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me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Everything I think and feel, that things have changed since the last meeting and I want more than just a project. But I was so tired. And I was afraid to ruin, too. So I answered briefly.

me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Shelley Xxx

me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I didn't feel it was the right time to open up to him. I didn't have the words either. It's like I forgot what I wanted to say. And I don't want to pressure him

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23 Mar 2020 ·

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I absolutely know how you feel. I'm also unable to say J I love him. But the moment will come, don't worry. Hang on! <3

me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks Anna <3

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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4 me M
22 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I feel tired. I don't feel like doing anything. Just eat and sleep. I don't want to do anything at home. I want to forget about this bad dream. Time does not move. Please God make this silence is over
me M
22 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I'm very worried.From the mistakes I make. That I'm ruin. There is no turning back. I didn't think enough. But on the other side, I thought What would I do if there was a war. And that's what I did.

me M
22 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

But sometimes I remind myself that I'm just a human being and make mistakes.

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22 Mar 2020 · HERO

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corrado M
22 Mar 2020 ·

just rest yourself, and focus and small things you like. even if at first it might be hard. forget yourself for the mistakes (you think) you made. hugs

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22 Mar 2020 ·

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22 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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me M
23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thank you corrado! and thanks all

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Every one makes mistakes. It's normal and nothing to be worried about.

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1 me M
22 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I feel stupid. Why did I think he cared about me. Those who care, they make contact.
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22 Mar 2020 · HERO

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22 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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22 Mar 2020 ·

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