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I feel bad. I need the change in my life. It already affects my health. All those worries. This life. It's too much for me.
me M
18h · 6+ MONTHS

Yesterday they put cleaning supplies at the house. And now I can't breathe. I can't deal with it that even in my house I have no control

me M
18h · 6+ MONTHS

I can't see people disregard at things that hurt me

Ian D
12h · 6+ MONTHS

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Just sitting in front of the phone. And wondering where he is or with whom. I hope to be with someone I love so I can stop thinking about where he is.
Beth B
1d · NEW

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Aurora R
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Aww darling I understand. It all starts with you, show that same love and compassion towards yourself, you do deserve that. As time passes and as you heal, building yourself up, you will find someone who you can trust and who will trust you too <3

me M
1d · 6+ MONTHS

I feel like he's hunting me and right now I think it's not important where he is, I want to let go

me M
1d · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks <3

me M
1d · 6+ MONTHS

I feel better. I feel like I don't care anymore.

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1d · HERO

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It's very cold and I don't feel well. My body aches.
Tayla O
3d · 6+ MONTHS

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I have body aches today. I feel like I can't be strong all the time. Yesterday I felt strong and calm. Today I feel that life is breaking me. And I have no more power to fight.
Robert H
3d · GUARDIAN

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I realised . If once it was bad. This does not mean that I will add bad habits to myself now
me M
4d · 6+ MONTHS

I have to strive for better and if something does not bring good results then it is not better even if it calms me down

Irène L
4d · NEW

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4 me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel like I want to write to him. That he might be on a date with someone and maybe he doesn't careful. And I try not to write. Because of course we are not in touch.
me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But I hope he doesn't make a mistake. I think this is the day of the month and wait and it will pass. And everything that goes through me. And all together.

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14 Nov 2019 ·

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14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
It's about +30 C, but starting tomorrow is expected to drop.& Everything is okay at the moment.
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14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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nixiblu .
14 Nov 2019 · HERO

That sounds blissful

Melody L
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
15 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I guess so nixiblu, If you like summer, and you have winter :)

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4 me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
A good friend from the past (who I do love) called. But I had no power to answer him. I have no mood. Because the situation with the family.
me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

And because I have no money and no work. And the little money I have left, has to go towards monthly expenses. (Including a country that takes money from people who don't work). The only person I would like to talk to now is H

Melody L
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Melody xx

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14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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2 me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I have been very successful in the past. I achieved everything on my own. Without family help. But my family took pride in me. Now that I have no permanent job. And not money like before
me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They showed me their real them. They blame me. They remind me that I refused to work in school instead of encouraging me to go my own way. Instead of being there for me in bad days. I was ready to give them everything.my life.

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

At least I now realize they aren't really there for me. And I discovered their real face. My dad was the only one. But they are interfering with us.

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I guess being at my mum for a few days didn't make me feel better

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They don't believe me I have pains ,I mean it's really ridiculous

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They are not the people I want to take an example from, so it's okay

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

She only sees a negative bad future for me. If I have to live with her,

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I hope not

Melody L
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 me M
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
No Reason Given
Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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09 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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09 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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4 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Still very hot here. Autumn is not coming. And I have to go to work and it is a long drive and there is sun on my face. I also worry about my mom's dog who must be very hot for her.
me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But everything happens for the better. Because I live in a summer place most of the year , even in winter, people don't put heating in public places, which is difficult too

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08 Nov 2019 · HERO

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08 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I have rain and +5 C here :D

me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

It sounds too cold :D

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5 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
He wrote to me. Just at the moment I let go.
Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel ok. Although I don't like weekends. Because they make me hate them first. I am much more efficient during the week than at the weekend. And if I could get through an apartment
me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

and not be in an apartment that I didn't control, then maybe I would like them more

Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I also feel more uncomfortable when it's weekend or vacation..then i have to deal more with my thoughts and feelings, can't shovel it under work etc.

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5 me M
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel he knew someone else. It's just my feeling. But I have intuitions. And it's not easy. Because it has been easy until now. Because I distracted myself. Now that feeling is strong. And he's
me M
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

connected all day, like last time there was a similar situation. I just want my life. And nothing happens in my life right now. And it hurts me the most.

Robert H
07 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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07 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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Maria K
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
07 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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4 me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Call from the old job. Ask if I want to work for a month and a half. I really want to find a permanent job. And not that the road is long. (Because of the distance I left).
me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I prefer to work from home. And even though things were difficult, I refused to work in a school. But the old job is better at the moment. And it's only for a month and a half. Apparently I have no choice.

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04 Nov 2019 ·

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04 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Nov 2019 · HERO

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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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2 me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel sad. bad sleep. But try to say thank you for what is.
me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I cried a lot in the last few days so try not to cry, It doesn't help me, it just depresses me more. And it's not healthy either.

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04 Nov 2019 ·

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04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
05 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks guys

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3 me M
03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I have no appetite. I slept too much. I have no power that nothing changes in my life. Something must change. Even if I force it.
me M
03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I took a break from my studies. They don't lead me anywhere. Until I see results in life, I won't waste my time.

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03 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
02 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I had a dream about someone who passed away a year ago. He was such a good person. His family is so lucky to have had him. And they know it.
me M
02 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I guess when you have someone so good in your life you just know it.

Tebby B
02 Nov 2019 ·

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02 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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4 me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel bad. I've been trying to exercise all week. Sleep early. Eat healthy. The house is clean and tidy. And I feel really bad.
me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Worries about the future

me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I also drank water. I took my vitamins. Really I'm trying.

me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I did what I needed. I haven't contacted him since. But I really can't alone. I want to move to a new apartment. I want to learn and study.I want to do a lot of things. And I have nothing to start with. And it all pulls me back.

me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I need someone to tell me that everything will be fine. Someone to lean on during difficult times. Someone I know as long as he is in my life I don't have to worry about anything.

nixiblu .
31 Oct 2019 · HERO

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1 me M
27 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
No Reason Given
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27 Oct 2019 ·

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27 Oct 2019 · HERO

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me M
27 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks

Melody L
27 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Shelley H
27 Oct 2019 · HERO

😃

Anna D
27 Oct 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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28 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
28 Oct 2019 · HERO

Me...i accidentally posted a smile which I was meaning to post to my name. I am sorry my friend. I hope you are doing better. Xxx

me M
28 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks all!

me M
28 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Shelley! I actually liked your smile:)

Anna D
28 Oct 2019 · 1+ YEAR

I hope you feel better now...

me M
31 Oct 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Anna! I'm better than 1:) I hope you all well Xx

Alice W
03 Nov 2019 ·

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