time I want to and to be me. And I did have it with H. The new guy is no longer new. It's time to move forward or cut the connection. No time to waste on 'maybe'. In my opinion, two months should already be a direction to where we are going
If he doesn't make an effort to meet with me during the quarantine. I'm going to have to cut. Anyone who wants to meet, meets.
But maybe that's just my sense of destruction talking right now. It's that I ruin all my connections and run away when it's scary. But that's why I wanted someone smart who knew how to get around it. That's why I need insurance from the start.
not saying in the future.
If I can see this connection as professional only. I could be myself. (And I'm usually professionally fine) and not ruin. But when it comes to emotional connection, I can be very distant. So I have to train my head to see it as a professional only
Afraid of the crash, one that cannot be lifted afterwards. I feel the only mistake I made was not being open enough to tell about my feelings.
time does not pass, but it will pass. hold on there
I hope I'm not scary him away with my pressure. Or maybe I'm not pressing enough. Maybe too many days at home and I don't know if I'm pressing or not pressing.
The best way to know at the moment is to take some distance from my thoughts. Not thinking about it. Focus on other things!. Not thinking.
If you want to see each other again I'm sure you will, I live in London and my partner in the States, the first week with staff and now I'm looking at the positives
*the first week was tough
It's must be a very difficult such distance nixiblu, but It's always good to look at the positive. Hugs back:)
Thanks all Pandas :)
In each of my relationships I thought they were the one and wrong. I can't trust myself in this case.
In any way, this is just about the project right now. I am so glad now that I only kept it on the project. And I didn't press too soon. Although I did reveal emotions but I am now resetting myself.
It's so hard for me with new people.
do that :)
I'm not near anyone just wanting to breathe some air. And it's been a long time. And now they have tightened the restrictions. I don't think they protect us. They are destroying the economy. They oppress the people. The adults need to be
isolated. And The rest be responsible. But don't imprison us for months.
of the house.
the state does not allow. But he doesn't talk to me and doesn't care. And I wanted someone to love me. And now I'm emotionally involved and I don't know how to get out of it.
I don't care that I have to be home. As long as I don't have to think about him all day. Because I'm stuck at home. And worry and fear.
Hang on! <3
Thanks Anna <3 <3
Thanks for the hugs xx
then okay. But only girls.
In addition to this, I constantly remember my mistake. I might have shown him an feelings too early. And I didn't talk about wanting more than a project.
* a feelings
But now I will do anything to keep myself from him. I won't go to the police because I don't trust them. But I will find a way
You do NOT deserve that kind of treatment ❤️
What a douche; he doesn't deserve you.
Thank you guys <3
He makes me feel insecure every time I hear from him.
Now he writes to me that he is going to hurt me and that Ill careful.
He writes that I'm going to pay. He's a sick person. I'm so glad I got out of it. I am disgusted by him. Don't know how to get rid of it.
Please, don't read his massages. He only shows he's the most disgusting guy I've ever heard about 😞 You deserve more ❤️
Just block it so that you even don't know about them.
Thank you Anna <3 and thanks all. I'm a bit better today
Good for you
the mistake. I ask myself if to share this feeling with him
Everything I think and feel, that things have changed since the last meeting and I want more than just a project. But I was so tired. And I was afraid to ruin, too. So I answered briefly.
Thanks Shelley Xxx
I didn't feel it was the right time to open up to him. I didn't have the words either. It's like I forgot what I wanted to say. And I don't want to pressure him
I absolutely know how you feel. I'm also unable to say J I love him. But the moment will come, don't worry. Hang on! <3
Thanks Anna <3
I'm very worried.From the mistakes I make. That I'm ruin. There is no turning back. I didn't think enough. But on the other side, I thought What would I do if there was a war. And that's what I did.
But sometimes I remind myself that I'm just a human being and make mistakes.
just rest yourself, and focus and small things you like. even if at first it might be hard. forget yourself for the mistakes (you think) you made. hugs
Thank you corrado! and thanks all
Every one makes mistakes. It's normal and nothing to be worried about.