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Unending noise. The closure is not over. Followed by a recovery period. I can't believe that for 2 months I forgot that there was any noise at all. And suddenly it came back.
Max T
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Something strange happened to me with the guy I knew once. We met before I knew H. And tham I ended the connection with him. Suddenly he came back from a
Max T
2d · LEGEND

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me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

few months ago. Added me. And suddenly he wrote to me a week ago. He wrote to me that he wanted to write to me for a few months and only now did he have the courage.

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

But I tried to leave the counselor. And I'm afraid that's what affected us bad on the connection. That there is currently no more connection between us.

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

It happened the day I left her. I do not know what happened. Maybe I pushed too much. But I felt comfortable.

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

So it's weird. Because it was a connection of only a few days. On the phone and messages. That he's telling me he's been thinking about me for months. That he wants me for a few years since we met. That he writes to me all day and suddenly on the

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

day I left the counselor

me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

He showed me some insecurity. He thought I didn't want him. And that he only wants to marry someone like me. But that doesn't bother me so much. I don't think of it only in the context of the counselor. And is it related to her

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2d · GUARDIAN

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I feel fear again. As with the first. Leave the counselor. I'm afraid she's mad at me. I'm thinking of staying for a few more sessions just so she doesn't get angry. I told her it was a bit
me M
2d · 1+ YEAR

expensive and that I was thinking of leaving but I didn't get a happy response.

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2d · LEGEND

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Why this noise came back. The closure is back too. I don't want it. I just decided to leave my counselor and I had no noise for two months. Suddenly it came back. I don't know
me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

if it the sensitivity returned. Or the noise came back regardless.

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5d · NEW

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The worst day in the world. They went back to closing. nightmare. He does not wake up to understand what the problem is with him.
me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

nothing's happening. Not even one thing that will make me happy. I try hard every day but it is impossible when happen bad all the time.

me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

Everyone tells me I'm fine. The counselors think I'm fine. that everything is OK with me. That I can start a project. That I should just think positive that I'm successful.

me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

But nothing is happening in reality. No counselor can help change the stuck reality.

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5d · LEGEND

True. No counselor can change what only we can.

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5d · GUARDIAN

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I know he attracts women who are not so good to him. Like the previous one. They are nice to him at first and then leave him. They're not care for him at all. I'm the only one who didn't leave him
me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

after a year. And it stressed him out. Even though something in me did want to leave because that's what he expects to happen.

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7d · GUARDIAN

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4 me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I talked to someone and I feel good..and he's really cute. really. And I really feel like I'm having fun with him. I didn't think I would be able to feel that way so quickly. But I still want A
me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I want him to want me the way everyone else wants me.

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Why does he not understand what is between us. Why does he not understand what he is giving up. Why does he stubborn so much. Just understand that it's too late. I am afraid to think of someone else and then forget him.

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I want him to want me the way he wanted me to at first. He just does not understand enough. He will only understand that I will go. I want him so much. And I have suggestions. I just want him. And I know really cute and good guys. And

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

they want me. And only he does not see. Why.

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13 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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Lili C
13 Jan 2021 ·

Poor thing :(. It is always hard when attraction is only one way. But trust my old self... insisting is even harder, and sad

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

He giving up on us. And we will both move on. But he gives up the most precious thing he has found. That he will never find it again. And all that is find will be less than we had. I'm sure of it. He is not experienced enough to understand that now.

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

@Lili, Attraction is not just one way. He was sure there was an attraction between us. He knows there is an attraction between us and he has happy with me. He just does not understand

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

That's why I'm sure he's wrong. Because we had an attraction. That was rare, And it was a good time. And he thinks he wants someone who is similar to him and not different from him. He want freedom. And I pushed him a lot.

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

And now I have to give him time. And I'm not going to wait for him anymore.

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13 Jan 2021 ·

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Marina I
13 Jan 2021 ·

dear me M, I can relate so much to what you are saying... I guess I am going through a similar situation at the moment. Guys simply suck at relationships and are too stupid to invest in thriving couple thing ((

me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

So we're different so what. That's what bothers him. Whatever he feels he is with me he will not feel with anyone. Even though he thinks otherwise. With all the others it will start and end. Nothing will stay forever. What was between us was real.

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13 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks all <3

Lili C
13 Jan 2021 ·

You are right. Don't wait. Just give you some time to grieve and go back to your life.

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2 me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Someone else from the past remembered me. I still feel bad that I rejected the latter because suddenly he looks good to me in the pictures. So why does everyone remember about me.
me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

That I'm want only one. That he, too, will probably remember me when I forget him

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13 Jan 2021 · 6+ MONTHS

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13 Jan 2021 · HERO

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3 me M
13 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
No energy. No motivation. Why bother. Why try. The whole last year has been a mistake. Why I was so wrong.
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13 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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13 Jan 2021 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 me M
12 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
The situation is not good. I feel I need let him go. But cann't think in proportion (which I wanted more.That I preferred it that way). I just think how angry I am at him. And stays
me M
12 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

stuck with the anger. Sees him in the media. Laughs. Enjoying life. And it eats me from the inside that I'm hurt. Want to tell him everything. But do not know if it will help.

me M
12 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

From what I learned. Do not cry for more than two days on anyone! Certainly not on a guy! Beyond that it will put you in a black hole that you will not know how to get out of.

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12 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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4 me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Now that I'm told the new guy that's not fit for me. I think I may have made a mistake. He looks fine. He sounds fine. Not like the guys I know. A little quiet. But serious. And
me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I'm so disappointed in guys not fit to me in a first conversation that I no longer have the strength. I really have no more power.

me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I am the most not person to meet new guys. Why do I have to go through this nightmare to get to know one normal person.

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11 Jan 2021 · HERO

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4 me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I just finished the connection with the guy mu fam were trying to get to know me. And I feel bad. Maybe I should have tried to meet him. Give a chance.
me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I'm always attracted to guys with to much confidence. And in the end suffers. And maybe I was wrong to reject a good guy.

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11 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Now I'm also going to get blamed on my head from my family.

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11 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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4 me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Today I decided I'm not pushing myself anymore. If I want to be in bed all day and cry this is what I'll do.
me M
11 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

What I know is that I need to know someone new. Only A got me out of H and H got me out of someone else. And now the most important thing is to get out of it as soon as possible. But no compromise. Because it just makes me miss more what was

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11 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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3 me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I've been crying for almost a month. I have to decide whether to continue with my new consultant. Or replace. I do feel good with her. But I need someone to really lift me up right now and I'm
me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

spending money on it. That should help.

me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I will do anything to feel better. The problem is I did cry even before I knew him. But not after. Until the counselor arrived who destroyed everything for us. And I can not blame A. It is God who has given us so many obstacles.

me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Which made it impossible. And I do not know why God did this to me.

me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I hope tomorrow will be better. That I will not get up in the morning for anything else that will make me cry. I'm already ignoring the new guy and not answering him.

me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I do manage to ignore guys who want me. It's rare that I want someone. And now God has separated us.

me M
10 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I know that before that I also wanted more from him. And maybe God has separated us so we can rebuild something better. But I do not want to develop expectations.

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10 Jan 2021 · LEGEND

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4 me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Right now, I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel
me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Right now only H can get me out of it. Maybe. He's bad for me. But it's more bad for me.

me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I'm not going to forgive A anymore. So for me there is no going back. It's over. After this morning I decided. I will never give him another chance. And it's completely over for me.

me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I do have to decide whether to write to him how much he hurt me.To understand what he did. Or just move on with my life. With the pain. But I will not continue with him anyway. No matter how much it hurts me.

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09 Jan 2021 · SUPPORTER

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09 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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09 Jan 2021 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I woke up in the morning to another thing that he put there that made me want to cry again. Why can't it to get up in the morning and see something that will make me want to smile.
me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Or at least not cry. Why is he so bad to me.

me M
09 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I'm afraid I need to stop crying. That's the only thing that's help me these days. But I'm afraid my head and ears and eyes hurt from it.

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09 Jan 2021 · SUPPORTER

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09 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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3 me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
I saw a movie about woman whose husband was violent towards her. And that she said all the signs were there. And I thought a
me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

person must listen to his heart. Because the heart does not lie. And you can't compromise on a relationship and think it will be okay. Because then the situation becomes much more difficult.

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I keep fighting not to compromise in a relationship and my heart tells me no. I sometimes not listen and keep trying.

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08 Jan 2021 ·

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2 me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
It was hurt me the way he react to me. I have no questions. I won't go back either. Only by my new conditions. And I let him go. But I just want him to know and
me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

understand what he did wrong.

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

And why I'm so hurt. Because he does not understand it. He thinks he was fine.

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08 Jan 2021 ·

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3 me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
The new guy they wanted me to meet actually looks not bad. but it doesn't matter. No matter he's nice. My heart doesn't want anything else. And that's it. I know what my heart wants. And this
me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

is I can't continue with him. If he could get me out of this. I would try. I just want to let go

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I can't be attracted to any other man in the world anymore.

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

They say listen to the heart. I know what my heart wants. That's a fact. It's not up to me. Like I always knew my heart was not with H. But only as a friend. And I was right.

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I still miss H every day but I knew we could not be perfect together.

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

I want perfect

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

How can I go with someone without my heart. Only with logic. Do not want at all even if they promise me it's better. A is not perfect. But my heart did not ask me who to love

me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR

Maybe this guy is trying to bring me confidence. He has patience. He has advantages. But I can not. It just hurts me more. Not every conversation with a guy hurts me more. But with the current yes.

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08 Jan 2021 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
08 Jan 2021 · 1+ YEAR
Why it still so hurt? Does not it should healed by now? I didn't want it the way it was. I should not have blamed him. It suited a different situation with another person. But not with him
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08 Jan 2021 ·

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