Then he contacted me. And he knows what my weak point is. And again I'm in it. I didn't want to go back. Right now I'm not in touch with him. I didn't contact him. I'm trying to get out of it.
But what if I get out of it and he will contact again? I keep myself from getting in touch just so I don't get hurt.
I don't know if I have the power to try to get out of it again.
if it's so hard you should really block him. for your health. i know it's painful, but it's clear that the possibility that he contact you makes you spiral. so you should erase that possibility and go back to think of getting better.
Thank you corrado. I did it mostly in self-talk. In encouraging thoughts. But it's really an effort. And It's need power for that.
Block him. For your own peace of mind. YOU. Must come first
I've done this before. But it's hard when you fall. I'm trying/hoping to get up and then do it again. After I kind of get over him, moving forward, He finds ways to contact me even when he's blocked.
If I find out he has someone it will break me.
Sometimes nothing happening is good. You don't want to be your friend going through the divorce. 'Nothing' is stability. That's kind of what I crave
But he's sleeping. And in the morning he will read the messages and ruin my day as well. So I'm not writing anything. He ruined my life.
Since I didn't talk to him, I slept every night. It is only when he is in contact that I cannot fall asleep
Please block him everywhere. He makes you sad, he spoils your life. He isn't worth it.
Anna is right. For now you need to stop all contact. You need to put yourself first. That doesn't make you uncaring. Just look after you.
Thanks guys. Thanks Anna and nixiblu, I appreciate your advice
And to whom I contact when I am low,hin. It's like an endless circle
I have tried everything that helps me feel better. And it doesn't help
I used to have hope for the future in these situations. But when I see that nothing changes. So what is the chance that something will change? And if nothing changes then what for
I don't even feel like I want to talk to him anymore. Who is the only person I wanted to talk to in these situations.
i totally get it. the only thing to do is wait. i know it's hard, because all we want are these feelings to go away. but we can only wait it out and do our best
and of course we can also keep writing about it :)
Thank you, corrado
I meant 2 but okay. Because I fell and need to get back to balance.
I hope it'll be 3 soon :)
Thanks Anna Xx
Thanks guys Xx
Thanks John and Spacekitten
i know the feeling too well. hugs
oven. I'm not saying anything. So that there will be no argument.
It makes me want to cry
It's hard when family does things different than the way you are used to at home. I hope they don't do anything too drastic. Good luck.
vinegar with salad but I have no strength due to the side effects
If what you feel seems too strange to be a side effect, you could ask your doctor? Or read the attached information if it is sold with the medicaments in your country. In any way, be strong! Hope you'll feel good in this year!
Thanks Anna!! You're right if the symptoms continue, I'll go to the doctor. In the meantime, I have read in the attached information and on the internet and write there that it is tiring, nauseating and all that I have. It's like antibiotics.
Thanks for the hugs
$10,000. That's not who he is. And I wish he did. But to me it feels like he's just doing it out of other reasons and not out of a desire to help.
He said the woman told him she wanted to pay. And she has money. And he refused to take money from her and gave her free service
I know it takes me back. I didn't care what he did for two months.
This is just one of his manipulations. There is no way he will drive that far for a job without paying. That's not his character at all. He would always complain about the money wasted on long trips. And suddenly he doesn't want to take money.
He can hurt me from afar without us meeting. So the conclusion is that I will not meet with him, because then I can be more hurt. Until he proves to me that he will not (never) hurt me.
I admire how strong you are
I need to stay strong. because it's hard :)
That I'm wasting my time. And can't stop contact. Although he is the one who makes contact every time. I am the one whose his manipulations work.
He started helping someone at work for free. That means he works for free for someone. That doesn't make sense to me. So I told him that. It is clear to me that this is not good voluntary. Because I know him. But why should it bother me
It's not that he works for someone who is not in range. But for a single available girl
will go away. Do I have any hope that this will help? In the meantime the third day and feel no change.
are they supposed to work right away? maybe it need a little time
The doctor said I was supposed to feel pain relief within a week. I will try them even two weeks to be sure I tried.
ok so you have a few days yet to see, i hope they work
Thanks Ian and Anna
I am in a better place today in relation to him. No longer where I was. But, in one second I can go back. If we go back to be in contact. If we meet it means we will return to be in contact, or not. But it will hurt me anyway.
I think I gave him the idea that I was willing to meet.