I hope to finish things with the project by the end of the month and then tell him I'm not continuing. I'll also tell him why. Once there is another woman it does not suit me
I feel so complete with the decision. But again, can't end right now.There is a project between us and I am without energies anyway. Hope I can ent things quickly. Want my freedom. Want someone who chooses me over and over again
I like that formula, someone who chooses me over and over again. I'm stealing it for myself 😊
I try this time to think logically and make that decision myself.
Hey, you be mean too. Think of yourself first henceforth. You owe yourself first ! Remember, never too late to start something new, something again .. this time u need to be at center, before others!
Because I'm not in pms so I have to wait a week and a half to get everything out. right now I'm too good
I can tell him about my feelings. But I will not do that. Now instead of thinking how to tell him I know he lied and when. I think about how and when to tell him how I feel
Because he's not lying anymore. So no longer have to say that. And the man of energies also once had feelings. That over, due time. So it's possible
If I tell him how I feel about everything and it's over I might be more complete with myself than I say nothing, But it can only be my self ruin mechanism for ruin my relationships. That I try to ruin in every way.
Just ask him for something that is impossible in order to run away from again, Without it being my fault. Because if I could I would run away now. But then I would feel it was my fault. So try to find a way out ruin myself
I wanted to write to him but I still haven't given him an answer.He also doesn't know how to comfort me.Maybe he knows but this is not the time to be vulnerable with someone who hurt me.He likes women who talk to him a lot on WhatsApp and I'm not
I don't initiate. He probably thinks a good friend is a friend he has a lot of conversations with on WhatsApp but not in reality.
I don't want. With H I had confidence and I also wanted but only sometimes. He was a good friend
And now with A he's trying to give me confidence but it's still not enough.
I have more confidence that if he came back. He will come back again if need be. Because history repeats itself.
He's really trying to give me confidence. But I can ruin again.
Thanks for the hugs <3
And now he has turned everything on me. My decision. And if he disappoints me one more time. there's no way back.
I wish I had the power to tell him .. no.
I told him I would think about it and give him an answer. I wish I'll be strong enough to say no. I wish I really mean to say now. I wish
I could live with this lie and with him. But once he told about it I don't know
As long as he didn't tell, it felt to me that he was fighting for me and afraid of losing me. And now he's told something so shocking he realizes he could lose me. He kept it inside for so long. Why now.
This is not the time to be honest. And make me hurt again. With so much information he hid from me. I don't know if it is good that he was honest or bad.
Any normal woman would run away. If it was my friend I would advise her run away fast. Block him forever. But I still think ..
I so want to run away. But I also want to be smart. If I run away then I'll give him exactly what he wanted. No. I want him to feel bad about himself. Not me. He did a bad thing. He is back. Then he told me he lied to me. To make me run away,
I will not give him that satisfaction
I don't understand it. Does it make sense that someone left. And just come back to confess that he lied all this time? Who was with another woman while he was with me, Does it make sense for him to come back just for that?
What did I do to him that he came back only to hurt more than the first time, It doesn't make sense. I got out of it. He is back. He wants to be with me.
But what to do. To leave or stay? I'm scared. My first fall was hard. I only cried for 2 weeks. But I got up with the last of my strength.
It's good that he's honest with me. But it's bad timing. Just when I manage to release. And returns to him after he asked me to come back. not me. He could wait a bit.
Why does a guy leave and then ask to come back and then he comes back he decides to tell me that he lied to me all the time and that if I decide to leave him he will understand
So why the hell did he come back
Me either. Dont-Know-Mind.
God hope to show me the way to make this to a hours meeting not days. God knows who I would rather be with.
What have I asked for in this world
I get you
him to stop and he continued. Now someone returned the media on the site and he saw it and came back. I at first didn't understand why he came back suddenly. And than I saw that the page was open. I'm
so anxious right now. I have to get rid of him. I closed the page again
There are so many perverted people in the world. And he is not willing to stop It took me 5 years until he stopped completely. And now because of someone who decided to
open the site I'm going to suffer harassment again. I do not want to write to him again. He denies. He's attacking me. I feel so alone now. I really suffer from him. He's a real pervert. I can not believe I once really went out with him. My
judgment is really bad. Although in looking back I realize I was wrong.
me M give me his socials I will rip him up piece by piece and then put him in a box and ship him to jail
Thanks guys <3