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feeling bad. Can't sleep well at night. Unbalanced nutrition. Pain throughout the body. Don't want to go to the doctor and probably I won't. Need good sleep. rest. And not to worry
me M
7d · 6+ MONTHS

I know that the information I received about H has affected me. But I'm learning to be strong. And trying to bring the balance back and focus on me again.

John T
7d · LEGEND

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Anna D
5d · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
5d · 1+ YEAR

Hang on! Good luck!!

Jen B
5d · HERO

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3 me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I really feel hurt and pain about the knowledge I have about H. I feel like I'm an honest and innocent person and that's why I can't find anyone.
me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

When everyone around me move forward with what is and is not afraid and in the end divorces even twice. I'm afraid to move forward. even once.

me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I can try to move forward with someone I know who doesn't cause me any pain. But I'm afraid it'll only make me miss H more. I don't know how to get out of this circle.

me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

And all because every time I ever got out of it, he got in touch. And I don't know if he's still there. I'm not saying he was the best. But at least I had some attraction and communication with him. That it's things I don't have with others.

me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I feel he has ruined my life. With all his promises. I know I managed to get out in the past. But I can less believe that I will know someone else the way I once believed. Because everyone I know has nothing to

me M
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

talk about. I'm not trying either. I'd rather refuse. Then I'm left alone. Even though there are suggestions. These suggestions that I have no open communication with and no attraction make me feel more alone.

Spacekitten V
30 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jen B
30 Nov 2019 · HERO

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Jake M
30 Nov 2019 ·

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Anna D
30 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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nixiblu .
01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Anna D
01 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

Don't worry, you'll find someone kind and polite!

me M
6d · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Anna!! 🙏 XX

me M
6d · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks for the hugs guys

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2 me M
29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel like this guy who called really bothered me. I've been more bothered since he called. I feel like he's been following me on whatup and writing messages all the time. I feel sick. Really bad.
Ammar H
29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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nixiblu .
01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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3 me M
29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel bad because H and because of the whole situation. I need money. I also know things about H That I just can't stop thinking about it. And I try not to contact.
Melody L
29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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4 me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Someone I went to a couple of meetings with two years ago and then I ended the relationship because I didn't think it was a match called me today.
me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

He's really nice. And if I was attracted to it it would have been excellent. But I didn't feel attracted.I don't remember exactly how long ago it was

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

On the one hand, I already want to have someone so I don't have to deal with people I'm not sure about.

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But on the other hand it's nice too. It helps me to understand that H is not the only one in the world.

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But I feel pressure that he's back in touch right now. This guy. Because I didn't see it progressing.Although it's nice. He travels a lot to Europe and suggested I come with him. And I know he's a good person. but I don't know.

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Some people call me. And offer to meet me. I just don't feel that's right with them. But it's nice to be distracted sometimes. This usually stresses me out and makes me end the relationship with them.

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

There is no point in being in contact with someone I don't see making progress with. Even if it's nice. I will also have to end the connection with him again, apparently.

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Maybe I shouldn't have answered him in the first place. But I want to be more friendly to people and less closed

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

There's something new about H, I discovered new information. And I'm proud of myself for the strengths I show. Even if I fall tomorrow, I know I have been strong in recent days

me M
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I need to get to where I see people who are interested in me as a compliment. Instead of seeing them as an obstacle to meeting my guy. Because that's how I feel every time someone tries to talk to me. obstacle

Jake M
28 Nov 2019 ·

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Ian D
28 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
28 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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me M
29 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks guys

nixiblu .
01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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4 me M
22 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel bad. I need the change in my life. It already affects my health. All those worries. This life. It's too much for me.
me M
22 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Yesterday they put cleaning supplies at the house. And now I can't breathe. I can't deal with it that even in my house I have no control

me M
22 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I can't see people disregard at things that hurt me

Ian D
22 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Melody L
22 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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22 Nov 2019 · HERO

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paul M
22 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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4 me M
21 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Just sitting in front of the phone. And wondering where he is or with whom. I hope to be with someone I love so I can stop thinking about where he is.
Beth B
21 Nov 2019 · NEW

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21 Nov 2019 ·

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Aurora R
21 Nov 2019 ·

Aww darling I understand. It all starts with you, show that same love and compassion towards yourself, you do deserve that. As time passes and as you heal, building yourself up, you will find someone who you can trust and who will trust you too <3

me M
21 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I feel like he's hunting me and right now I think it's not important where he is, I want to let go

me M
21 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks <3

me M
21 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I feel better. I feel like I don't care anymore.

nixiblu .
21 Nov 2019 · HERO

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01 Dec 2019 · HERO

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4 me M
20 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
It's very cold and I don't feel well. My body aches.
Tayla O
20 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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20 Nov 2019 · HERO

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20 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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21 Nov 2019 · HERO

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2 me M
19 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I have body aches today. I feel like I can't be strong all the time. Yesterday I felt strong and calm. Today I feel that life is breaking me. And I have no more power to fight.
Robert H
19 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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19 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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20 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 me M
18 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I realised . If once it was bad. This does not mean that I will add bad habits to myself now
me M
18 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I have to strive for better and if something does not bring good results then it is not better even if it calms me down

Irène L
18 Nov 2019 · NEW

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Ian D
18 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel like I want to write to him. That he might be on a date with someone and maybe he doesn't careful. And I try not to write. Because of course we are not in touch.
me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But I hope he doesn't make a mistake. I think this is the day of the month and wait and it will pass. And everything that goes through me. And all together.

Lyuba A
14 Nov 2019 ·

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Gabrielle H
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Anna D
17 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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18 Nov 2019 · HERO

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5 me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
It's about +30 C, but starting tomorrow is expected to drop.& Everything is okay at the moment.
nixiblu .
14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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nixiblu .
14 Nov 2019 · HERO

That sounds blissful

Melody L
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
15 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I guess so nixiblu, If you like summer, and you have winter :)

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4 me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
A good friend from the past (who I do love) called. But I had no power to answer him. I have no mood. Because the situation with the family.
me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

And because I have no money and no work. And the little money I have left, has to go towards monthly expenses. (Including a country that takes money from people who don't work). The only person I would like to talk to now is H

Melody L
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Thanks Melody xx

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14 Nov 2019 · HERO

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2 me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I have been very successful in the past. I achieved everything on my own. Without family help. But my family took pride in me. Now that I have no permanent job. And not money like before
me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They showed me their real them. They blame me. They remind me that I refused to work in school instead of encouraging me to go my own way. Instead of being there for me in bad days. I was ready to give them everything.my life.

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

At least I now realize they aren't really there for me. And I discovered their real face. My dad was the only one. But they are interfering with us.

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I guess being at my mum for a few days didn't make me feel better

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They don't believe me I have pains ,I mean it's really ridiculous

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They are not the people I want to take an example from, so it's okay

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

She only sees a negative bad future for me. If I have to live with her,

me M
11 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I hope not

Melody L
13 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 me M
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
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Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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John T
09 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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09 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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4 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Still very hot here. Autumn is not coming. And I have to go to work and it is a long drive and there is sun on my face. I also worry about my mom's dog who must be very hot for her.
me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

But everything happens for the better. Because I live in a summer place most of the year , even in winter, people don't put heating in public places, which is difficult too

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08 Nov 2019 · HERO

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08 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I have rain and +5 C here :D

me M
14 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

It sounds too cold :D

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5 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
He wrote to me. Just at the moment I let go.
Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel ok. Although I don't like weekends. Because they make me hate them first. I am much more efficient during the week than at the weekend. And if I could get through an apartment
me M
08 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

and not be in an apartment that I didn't control, then maybe I would like them more

Melody L
09 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I also feel more uncomfortable when it's weekend or vacation..then i have to deal more with my thoughts and feelings, can't shovel it under work etc.

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5 me M
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
I feel he knew someone else. It's just my feeling. But I have intuitions. And it's not easy. Because it has been easy until now. Because I distracted myself. Now that feeling is strong. And he's
me M
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

connected all day, like last time there was a similar situation. I just want my life. And nothing happens in my life right now. And it hurts me the most.

Robert H
07 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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07 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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Maria K
07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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07 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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07 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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4 me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS
Call from the old job. Ask if I want to work for a month and a half. I really want to find a permanent job. And not that the road is long. (Because of the distance I left).
me M
04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I prefer to work from home. And even though things were difficult, I refused to work in a school. But the old job is better at the moment. And it's only for a month and a half. Apparently I have no choice.

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04 Nov 2019 ·

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04 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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06 Nov 2019 · HERO

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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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