i've been doing pretty darn well ever since i've been both really invested in my project and on good terms with anxieties
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me: big affinity for specific people also me: major lack of affinity for other people who have big affinity for me still me: feels guilty in other news, i slept well ^-^
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sleepy as hell, lol, but i don't really mind it right now, my friend called me last night for the first time in AgEs, it was nice, gonna try and clean up and get ready for moving soon!
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i had a relief of anxiety last night ^-^ i'm really kinda out of it, but i don't mind it right now, i'm kind of invested in my project, so that's good :3
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sorta kinda anxious n sorta kinda tired n sorta kinda hungry but not doing too bad
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anxiety ._. i had to go and share things
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i did have a short nap earlier, today has felt pretty alright, not terribly anxious, and i've chit chatted, and i've written a bit, i am glad!
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i feel good! yesterday i had 16 hours of sleep! and i just woke up from 6 or 6 and a half, but i feel so much better than usual! i'll definitely take a nap today if i must, also i had cool dreams!!
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i went to bed earlyyy, woke up after 5 hours, then a couple hours later went back to bed for 3 4 or 5 i think, but i'm still very sleepy ;_;
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just casually bearing the anxiety while watching youtube lol
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nooooo, i am regretting tthings i said, what is wrong with me ).<

It's a common condition psychologists call normal.

31 Aug 2018

Yes, it's common. All you can do is apologize if you said anything hurtful or let these things go. These little things are always far bigger to you than to the people you were talking to!

31 Aug 2018

thank you >~< honestly it's all in my head and i know it is, things that i highly doubt would be hurtful, but for some reason i don't know how to stop worrying so excessively!! i'm constantly worried i did something wrong when it makes no sense...

31 Aug 2018

logic doesn't seem to have any effect whatsoever on my emotions.... u.u i don't know how to deal with them....

31 Aug 2018

and they can be so invasive! how do other people let stuff go? :( i can distract myself but then every single time something reminds me of the past the surge of anxiety comes right back! >.<

31 Aug 2018

and i can't get myself to stop doing the things i regret! like i never learn!! i don't know why!! it always feels like i'm doing whats right in the moment but that right feeling always turns to wrong shortly after!! e.e

31 Aug 2018
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as per usual, i feel extremely glad exchanging interactions with my dearest friends i also ... have a story to tell.. maybe that'll keep me occupied and away from being depressed!
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oh gosh, i feel so much better after a 3 hour nap,, i still feel pretty hopeless though, but... maybe its okay.....for now!
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i need sleep... u.u it probably doesn't help how hopeless i feel
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i don't think i can make friends......
Jazz A
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I understand the feeling, I'm both to shy and paranoid that people don't like me. But I believe you can, it can be hard to find the right ones

30 Aug 2018

thank you! ^^ i'm that way too... i have no idea how to talk to people or get people interested in talking to me... it seems like it was so much easier to make friends when i was younger >.< i've tried talking to a dozen people already and nothing

30 Aug 2018

Join a Club or an activity that you are interested in. That way you will have like minded people to mix with. Your shyness will soon dissolve.

30 Aug 2018

thanks! i'm sort of limited to online friendships, i've been trying to befriend people in circles of common interest, it doesn't feel like people are interested in getting to know me, conversations always drop, i just don't know how to keep one going

30 Aug 2018
Jazz A
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It's hard to get friends when you get older. I just feel like I'm in the way when I talk to new people. But just try, even if you feel awkward and silly, sense I started school I think “what Am I going to loose”, and just go with it even if it's hard

30 Aug 2018

thank you, you're right, it's always worth trying ^-^

30 Aug 2018
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sleeepy as heck i did not sleep well lol, and i'm remembering all the anxiety from yesterday, hopefully today ll be good ).<
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wowie, today was.. interesting??? i had lots of conversations with people! some totally flopped.... (some almost scarred me ).<) but others went well and i feel like i'm starting to get aquainted...!
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i felt pretty bad last night, but today i feel better, the internet went out and i had nothing to do O-O but i had a reasonbly good sleep i think
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some people really really lifted my mood!!!
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so i'm trying to make friends with people i look up to.... so far.. so good.. i think..! major anxiety though ).<
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