I know I'm late in saying this because it has already been summer break for a couple of weeks, but I hate summer... I have always felt so alone at this time of year.

On top of that, my girlfriend is staying with her biological mom during most of the summer, so I won't really be able to see her...

12 Jun 2019
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When will drama stop appearing in my life, all the people I care about seem yo be getting themselves into trouble...
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Happy belated St. Patrick's Day, I have been very busy and have been dealing with personal issues. I am putting a 10 but I feel like a 5 and I have been trying to move on from past mistakes.

I am starting to want to smoke again, its that urge inside of me that wants to go back, and I feel its the only way to cope with my loss. My beloved aunt died, and shortly afterward my girlfriend and I broke up and I feel like there is nothing I can

19 Mar 2019

do to cope. Now I am taking some time to self reflect, but that is hard due to some of the painful mistakes I have made, I just have to much guilt about letting my curiosity about sex take the best of me, and I made some bad decisions from there. I

19 Mar 2019

came back to mood panda because I know there are always people who are willing to support me no matter what, even if we don't know eachother, and I just need help climbing out this pit I have dug for myself.

19 Mar 2019

Glad to see you back Xavier, big hugs.

19 Mar 2019

Welcome back

19 Mar 2019

Good to see you Xavier

21 Mar 2019

Nice to see you! x

22 Mar 2019
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Have been grinding school and am a little stressed. I also haven't been on for awhile, but Merry Christmas Pandas! I hope you enjoy your time with loved ones, and I hope you guys have peace of mind...

this holiday season. I also want to thank everyone for being so supportive. I hope all is well with you guys. Feel free to let me know how you are doing. :)

24 Dec 2018

Merry Christmas Xavier!

24 Dec 2018

Merry Christmas!

24 Dec 2018
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I played with Curly fry, it went very well!
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It feels weird to feel good, but I'll go with it.
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Allergy shot went great! Can't wait to go home.
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Yay! So much fun at sibling's friends band concert, and then I played with Curly fry, and almost fell asleep with him in my arms. But he woke me up because he wanted to do some sleeping aswell...

in Curly manor. I hope he is happy because I am about to go to bed, and once I'm in bed I will be asleep almost instantly. I am just a little nervous to take my allergy shot tomorrow, but I'm going to take things little steps at a time. But that...

07 Dec 2018

anxiety is nothing I can't handle. Goodnight and sweet dreams to all of you pandas from, and may your friday go well. <3 :D

07 Dec 2018

Hope the shot was okay.

07 Dec 2018
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07 Dec 2018
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Was laying down with my lil Curly fry and then he hopped on my back and gave me a massage by sniffing around and vibrating! What a pleasant surprise!
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Oops I forgot to write and just posted... Well another awesome night at church, my youth pastor understands as he has depression, anxiety and adhd like I do. It feels good to know that someone like me is there for me and that they understand.

06 Dec 2018

Also I let Curly fry have floor time and he opened up the secret bag of specialty hay that was supposed to be his Christmas present... Oh well, I guess I'll just have to re hide it until Christmas Day.

06 Dec 2018

He is so funny to watch, and is currently sleeping well in his bed (which is in his castle/cage), I am so glad to have him!!! :)

06 Dec 2018

I also had a great playtime with Curly fry, I brushed his fur, clipped his nails and worked out some tangles. And oh what fun I was, its great to have fun taking care of a beloved pet.

06 Dec 2018

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Good afternoon pandas. Hows it going?

I just want to take this chance to say I am so pleased to see your greens Xavier. Good on you and long may it continue.

05 Dec 2018
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Another good morning with Curly fry! :) Can't wait for him to be more used to me...

Your little furry friend seems to be doing you the world of good.

05 Dec 2018

Yes he is. :)

06 Dec 2018
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