and I feel I don't feel happy with him and am losing my love for him. Yet he hasn't done nothing bad to me, at least not intentionally
But at that moment I was so disassociated I poured boiling water onto my wrist and didn't feel a thing... After the meditation the pain has started to kick in
I hope you are fine now
Thank you guys for your support
Breathe. It's all that matters.
take it a day at a time and don't try to live in the future
Talk to someone, preferably a professional. First stop is your doctor. We're all here with support, between us we've been there and done it.
Guys, thank you so much for your support!