I like to cuddle my animals though;)
weight thanks to that! As an ex-bulimic I have straight psychodietetic approach so I am not rushing myself, just cooking instead of buying food and looking after compulsive eating situation really. Omg it works, I am little oeverweight and it works!
Well done with your new found cooking!
Thanks Max T :)
Good night Ann XXX
But I am angry that I have to dig into those emotions. She cares for no one just her herself. I don't feel like being emiotional then, she is not towards other people. I'm not going to answer.
I will try this time to get through without running back to sleep. I just finished my training and I'm gonna to do my chores and cook.
I got reflection that it was similar situation to my first 'boyfriend' who manipulated me and I felt guilty just for being myself. I feel the same with this girl. I want nothing. I don't want to explain I feel in danger (not real). Just like with
that ex-boyfriend. In danger in a way, that if he ever would push anything towards me I would scream and defend myself no matter what. Maybe I'm blind, she is not him but I don't want anything anymore with her. I will run away in to the sleep soon.