Feeling a lot like that too
Yay. That's lovely
Just don't want to as it was the best moment I remember.
You will create new amazing memories, sometimes moving on is really hard but with time you will. X
For almost 11 months. Even tho it hurts I am better because if it. I learnt to face rejection but it still does not help the sleep.
I am going thro this right now but from the other side. After nearly 6 yrs. if it didn't hurt that much we wouldn't be human. I'm hurting to. But keeping going. Baby steps. Always. Keep loving yourself. Let go.
Because you're an animal and animals fight for surviving no matter what. If life's so brutal that you wanna die, why care to hurt others. Get up and live baby :)
I know the feeling of traveling so far forward, do far back. Hugs.