😡🤬 very angry today!!! My ex is a liar! I'm trying to remain calm but it's hard. Thank god for my kids. Thought we had an agreement to not sleep with anyone while we were still living together but

I caught her at a house that wasn't her friends. Aaaaaaahhhhh 😡🤬💔 lying sac of ***!!!

20 Jan 2019

I'm sorry I swore

20 Jan 2019
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Feeling pretty good. Had a heart to heart with my ex of 12 years on how I want to be on good terms during this breakup and that there is no reason we should fight. I will always love her even though

It didn't work out the way I had hoped it would. I will be staying positive and optimistic about the future.

20 Jan 2019

Sounds like a good attitude.

20 Jan 2019
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Saw my dr today he increased my anti depressants from 10 mg to 30mg hopefully it helps me more long term. Found out that it can cause memory lapses though.

You will be fine. I eas afraid to take antidepressants too, but it's been ok with me. I just have to make sure I eat something when I take it (heart burns otherwise). Good luck 😊

19 Jan 2019
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Had pretty decent day. Laughed and played with my kids, and then all of a sudden I felt sad. Out of the clear blue. I love her but she hates me and it's heart wrenching.
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Just feeling meh. At least it's better than the despair I was having yesterday.

Progress is progress, even if it is only in small steps :)

13 Jan 2019
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Feeling down about this whole situation. My poor kids are going to be so heartbroken. It's killing me. How did it get to this. 😭

It will all be okay, you can all survive this, even if it doesn't feel possible right now...Your kids will still feel you love them, that doesn't change. Extra hugs!

12 Jan 2019
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Woke up tired. Hoping my mood improves, living with someone who doesn't love you anymore and can't understand what you are going through is frustratingly hard. She does t want to fix anything :(
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If anyone here is a PS4 gamer and would like to make a new friend you can add me my user is bertmanbubba I'm a 38 year old kid :)
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Had a great conversation with an old friend made me feel good about the future.
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Kind of had an epiphany while talking to friend. He said the quote “you can't control the wind adjust your sails” I answered, “my brain is in a wheelchair a the moment, and I need to find the courage

To get up out of it.”

10 Jan 2019

I hope no one here gets offended by this.

10 Jan 2019

Well said, hugs!

11 Jan 2019
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Today is a rough day. Feeling depressed and anxious. I hate the idea of separating my family.
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Slept good woke up feeling not so bad. Let's just hope this feeling continues. I'm tired of feeling depressed. I just want to be happy.

Remember it's baby steps. Be self-forgiving if you can, it does get better :)

10 Jan 2019
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Woke up exhausted. Didn't sleep well at all. My head hurts. Trying to come to terms with this separation/divorce. I just love my wife and family so much. I wish she would just love me back.
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Well so much for feeling great my wife just ended it.
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Feeling pretty good, talked to my psychologist today and she says I might have dysthymia. So if that's the case it would explain a lot about me. Now I'm at the gym trying to better my health.
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Woke up feeling down. Not sure if it's from lack of sleep or not. The stress of losing my relationship with my wife is constantly eating me up. I love her so much, but she doesn't feel the same.
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On the verge of breaking up with my wife of 12 years. She blames it on my arguing with her 17 year old daughter. I asked the daughter if she feels like I don't love her. And she says she knows I do.
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