H and I broke up.. She was so cold and it hurts so much... She didn't even say goodbye.. I feel so unwanted

Next steps: Be kind to yourself. Get some chocolate or food you like. Think about the complete unknowns of your next 50 years. Feel sad that's ok. Just remember life will go on.

08 Jun 2019

Thank you John, I'll try ❤️

08 Jun 2019
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Ending the EU backpacking trip a bit earlier than planed, flying home today ❤️ But I have a dilemma now.. Can you help me out? You see I bought a safety razor and want to bring the blades with me..

But it's not allowed in hand luggage.. Sooo I was thinking of putting them between my breast, under the bra and blame the wires for beeping.. Or should I just leave them behind???

29 May 2019

If they can go with main luggage try that. Metal is harder to get through than soft wraps of stuff that can easily hide in shampoo bottles etc. (talking from old friends experience - I'm not risk taking enough...) <€30 or useless prison sentence?

29 May 2019

*<€30 or pointless prison sentence?

29 May 2019

I ended up leaving them.. It wasn't worth the risk after all.. But it was hard to leave them for some reason 😔

29 May 2019
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I've been thinking more seriously about not being with H anymore.. I hate to thing about it, it hurts like hell and it sucks.. but we haven't been good for each other for almost 3 months now... (🎫🎫)
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I don't understand why they have to whisper and cuddle up on each other ALL THE TIME. Especially when M and I talked about it being hard on me just two days ago.. I think it's even more now..

I understand that they are in love and they have a lot of butterflies still. But all I'm asking for is that they don't make me feel like I'm not invited on this trip when I'm the one that said that Mel could join us...

21 May 2019
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I still feel lonely and unwanted. Being the third wheel on this trip while I'm having a rough time with H is hard. I didn't eat any real food today.. Only a little bread for breakfast. Also relapsed.

Get some sleep (as you are from somewhere in Europe - or Australia in which case it's probably a different day or something). Tomorrow might be better. There's hope.

19 May 2019

I'll try ❤️

19 May 2019
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I can't do this.. I hate feeling like this all the time. I'm so tired.. Feeling unwanted and annoying is taking its toll on me..

I know that feeling it hurts so bad and gives you a headache but we got this

13 May 2019
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I took my driver's license yesterday!! Finally! But for some reason I haven't felt so happy. Idk why but something always feels.. Off.. With me, in my relationship with H, with friends, the trip..
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Last night wasn't so good.. Went to H after the exam. Took the dog for a long walk and ran some errands. When we got back home I didn't feel wanted or welcome but was too exhausted to leave.
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I passed the theoretical driving exam!!

Yay! Congrats!

26 Apr 2019

Congratulations!

26 Apr 2019

Thank you guys! One more exam to go and I finally get my license 🙌

27 Apr 2019
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Morning was good, got some stuff done, but the day went downhill after that. Went from feeling energized to mocked and neglected... and now stressed about the test tomorrow. I'm so tired, all the time
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I just got back home from a 'first visit' to a psychologist I've been to before. She said that there is nothing we can do about me right now. Because I just started taking ADD meds..

I also feel very stressed out and very bad because I'm gonna travel with my friend (and ex) in about 2 weeks but I haven't helped with almost any of the planing.. She has been taking care of everything and I'm so sorry for that!

24 Apr 2019

Besides that I'm trying to get my driving license right now. I have the theoretical test in two days and I haven't studied a lot.. And the praktikal next week.. That is also a stress faktor I suppose.

24 Apr 2019

Oh.. and I'm having a bit of a tough time with my partner at the moment... So traveling without them/H feels.. Not so good.. In week 2 of the trip, M's (ex) girlfriend is going to join us.. I don't really feel like being a third wheel right now..

24 Apr 2019
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Hi, I'm new here and haven't really settled in just yet but I'm getting there. How does this work? I feel like I'm falling apart. Have any of you felt like this site/app has helped you become happier?

Hi, Ioanna. The site/app can work in a community sense, since you can express how you are feeling and people could give hugs and/or leave comments, suggestions, compliments, etc. I think the site has helped me become a little happier.

23 Apr 2019

I find it helps just knowing that you're not alone feeling the way that you do. Getting hugs from people and chatting to them is very supportive. I like it here :-)

23 Apr 2019

Welcome Ioanna (lovely name:) ) I have been on here a few years now and have found support, friendship and community here. Everyone uses it in their own way, what works best for them. You can use it in private mode if that suits you better, or move

23 Apr 2019

back and forth. It's up to you how much/whether you want to interact with other Pandas if you stay on the public site. It's a non judgemental space where a lot of us find we can share things with others who are experiencing/have experienced what

23 Apr 2019

We're going through.

23 Apr 2019

Thank you for taking the time to tell me your thoughts on this. I understand what you mean about the support here and weirdly enough I can already feel it ❤️ I will try to open up more and hopefully I can get better soon.

24 Apr 2019

I look forward to getting to know all of you and for you to know me as well ❤️

24 Apr 2019
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