Tired. Was angry earlier, vented on the drum kit.
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Arguing needlessly with the wife. Made a statement not remotely intended to be confrontational this morning and she jumped all over me anyway.
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Didn't sleep well last night. Got lots of activity yesterday, didn't really help. Tired.
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Wishing I didn't have to make small talk with in-laws later. Brought a guitar as a defense mechanism.
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Check up from the neck up day. No changes
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Hostility and combativeness continue. Feeling weary.
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Still a lot of unnecessary hostility around the house.
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Of course I didn't sleep well last night. Still angry.
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There are days where I feel like I am supposed to be Super Dad. It feels like whenever something can be handled by someone else in the household there are always Excuses...

...I just wish others in this home expected as much from themselves as they do from me. I'm a “provider”. I take care of things. It too often Feels Like the others take it for granted that I'll get stuff done. If I expect them to handle things...

18 Jun 2019

...it doesn't get done or somebody does a crap job. Sometimes they need to not do something they can't finish because it ends up I'm in the position to finish what they start. If I ignore it they way they do...

18 Jun 2019

...my wife will complain that something (she started) didn't get done. She hasn't even had any income for the last two years and then complains that we don't have enough to do things she wants to do. She's trying to get a real estate business going..

18 Jun 2019

...and going through the motions but (apparently) avoiding the “hard things” to find a client. I know it's hard (really, I do) but if she puts in the same energy that she uses to drive me nuts, she might end up being unstoppable.

18 Jun 2019

...now I'm finished venting. If you got this far, thanks. Right now hugs are more welcome than advice.

18 Jun 2019

At least my quarterly “check-up from the neck up” is later this week...

18 Jun 2019
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Wife and son both sick on Father's Day. At least that means it will be low-key.
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Felt better enough to do yard work. Nice to work up an honest sweat.
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Trying to get through a brick wall of a skull. Too much arguing, not enough listening. One does not always have to be right.
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Still tired, but the teens have gone. If I could only the get the resident one to clean up after his friends...
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A perfect storm of forgetting my meds, my son hosting a sleepover with 10 sixteen year-olds, and my wife on an anxious rampage bellowing orders and doing nothing because of her knees...
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Quiet week in the office. At least I have some real work to do.
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Tired but want to play some guitar before bed.
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More friction in the house. Do Not Want To Deal.
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Not liking the constant friction between my wife and son. Exhausting.
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My wife is on the War Path. Hard not to respond in kind. Exasperated.
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Ah, weekend sweet weekend. Gonna be rainy and wet, but that's okay. Making arrangements for my son's friend to fly up for a few days. Should be fun for them.
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