Yay another person is suicidal! I have 3 days of school left! WHY THE *** ME.
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Wait I'm happy? What is this feeling? End of the school year? Fudge yes! Just partied and felt so free from the normal ball and chain.
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That sucks. Hang in there, buddy.

14 May 2019
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There's always something bad behind a good situation. Having fun with family? Your partner won't respond to you for a project that's due tomorrow and you aren't about to work on it by yourself.
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(Trigger warning) This week my pills finally starting working, but I also found out someone tried to die. Told adults and they are at a hospital. I also found out 2 other people are suicidal. Wrote

An email to my counselor, hopefully both don't do anything until Monday. Also someone asked me out yesterday. There's too many things going on... I NEEEED a break soon

12 May 2019
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Everyone tell me your reason for living in the comments, hopefully people who need it see it, including me.

No matter how dark things are, there are people who care. Please reach out to one.

29 Apr 2019

There is hope that things will get better. There are moments which make it worth it, no matter how small those moments are - cherry blossoms are out at the moment, waking to find my cat looking at me. I might (or might not) be falling in love, which

29 Apr 2019

is all about vulnerability, without that, sadly, nothing happens.

29 Apr 2019
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Weekend. Drama with friends... But I've done some stuff. So still eh.
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I'm feeling average. I need my pills to start to work so I can feel normal... For once.
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Someone is suicidal and now the only reason they are living is because of me. I just got out of a hospital dude, not cool. Also school. Missed a lot. I'm gonna have a ton of homework. Still excited to

See friends and apparently a lot of people have missed me. Its good to hear but still. I don't need the stress of them on me.

16 Apr 2019
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For the past four days I was in a mental hospital for suicidal thoughts. Thursday was a 0 and today was around a 7. The average throughout all those days is a 4. I feel real bad for some people there.
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Friend cut self and as apart of agreement I self-harmed. That means other people self harm as apart of agreements. Show choir went horrible, without a teacher we get nothing done, especially with

People trying to take charge. I ended up in another room with a couple of sane people punching a lunchbox as hard as I can. Pretty sure they're scared of me now... Also ended up going to a bathroom and snapping the rubber band 10 times on my arms. I

09 Apr 2019

still see the marks.

09 Apr 2019
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I don't know why, but I feel content right now. Is this how people without depression feel like? Must be a pretty dang satisfying existence, its almost like seeing red and green for the first time.
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Did absolutely nothing. Other than actually going to show choir I've just been trying not to itch my legs. I feel like the stress from school is replaced with sickness when I am sick. Never ending bad
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Sick since Sunday and have been doing nothing. At first is was just a bad cold but now I have a virus that gives me a rash all over my body. My back and legs are basically a different texture. I have

To every thing I missed in school later...

03 Apr 2019
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Sick. Did absolutely nothing today and left a friend to do something very important for both our grades that I had a lot more practice doing. Its not like I care, but I'm worried for him.
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So busy on a weekend. Still have homework to do but its 12 and the homework is practicing violin, meaning parents and sister will awake. Friends think I attempted suicide as soon as I told them a

simple fact about it. Now I'm worried they will think about doing it and I can't do anything about it because their phones are taken at night. Found out friend has depersonalisation. That's fun. Well that's my weekend and on to school. Fun right?

01 Apr 2019
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Average day. Bit more stress than normal... Tired
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Woke up at 9 and all the way to 11:30 was just sitting and waiting for planes. Had a delayed flight, and I have to wake up in 6 hours tomorrow if I can even sleep for school. The whole time I was

being annoying to my family and the people around me. Overall a bad day but not the worst. Had a lot of free time to think about life and for once actually had positive results. About small things. Big, important things are still all bad. That's neve

25 Mar 2019

never changing.

25 Mar 2019
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