That sucks. Hang in there, buddy.
An email to my counselor, hopefully both don't do anything until Monday. Also someone asked me out yesterday. There's too many things going on... I NEEEED a break soon
No matter how dark things are, there are people who care. Please reach out to one.
There is hope that things will get better. There are moments which make it worth it, no matter how small those moments are - cherry blossoms are out at the moment, waking to find my cat looking at me. I might (or might not) be falling in love, which
is all about vulnerability, without that, sadly, nothing happens.
See friends and apparently a lot of people have missed me. Its good to hear but still. I don't need the stress of them on me.
People trying to take charge. I ended up in another room with a couple of sane people punching a lunchbox as hard as I can. Pretty sure they're scared of me now... Also ended up going to a bathroom and snapping the rubber band 10 times on my arms. I
still see the marks.
To every thing I missed in school later...
simple fact about it. Now I'm worried they will think about doing it and I can't do anything about it because their phones are taken at night. Found out friend has depersonalisation. That's fun. Well that's my weekend and on to school. Fun right?
being annoying to my family and the people around me. Overall a bad day but not the worst. Had a lot of free time to think about life and for once actually had positive results. About small things. Big, important things are still all bad. That's neve