Two dates in and things are going well. Still feels kind of surreal that a long time friend always wanted to be something more. :)
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Welp, I has girlfriend now. :D It was the best first date I've ever had and given our history, we're like two puzzle pieces that have finally found the right place. :)

What fantastic news. Glad you gave it a go?

12 Dec 2019
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Bike issues making me irritated. Thinking of scrapping two of my three and getting a newer one from eBay, would probably cost me less overall. On a brighter note, I have a date on Tuesday. :)

Yay about the date!

07 Dec 2019
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So, decided that I'm going to take a leap of faith and date my friend. I'll ask her out next time we meet in person.
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Found out that a friend I've known for 9 years has feelings for me. She's a funny, sweet lass and I wouldn't mind dating her...save for the fact that she has 3 kids and I'm 95% against being a parent.
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Haven't checked in for a while. My trip to America was brilliant and much needed. The last few days have seen me full of energy and trying to focus on what's important. I hope this doesn't go away.
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Two weeks away from retail and I'm off to see my brother and his wife over in America. Just want to get all the waiting and customs out of the way.
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Been sorting out my life, both physically and digitally. It's strange how putting things in their proper place relaxes me. Makes me feel productive as well.
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Tidied my living space today. Also finished a story I've been writing for a while over the weekend. Plus, seven days of freedom from retail hell!
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Almost finished with the 'short' story I've been slowly doing when the mood takes me.
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Been a better day. Tomorrow should be good as well; celebrating a friend's engagement. Will get me out of the four walls for a while too.
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Feeling a bit meh today. Don't feel like I'm getting anywhere.
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Work wasn't too bad, had a great time streaming Clone Drone. The loneliness is ever present but just got to take it a day at a time.
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Had a massive surge of positivity today. I think I found some of that fire in me again. Learning to let things be as well.
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Had a wonderful stream tonight full of nostalgia and laughs. I forgot about everything else in life.
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Right on the line. Neither happy nor sad. I guess that's better than being in a downward spiral. Celebrating 5 years of me being on YT/Twitch later today too.
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This has been the best day all week.
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Feeling a bit better today. A good stream of Deceit with friends helped a lot more than I expected.
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Work seems to keep finding new ways make me feel like a slave. Also tired of having a heart in pieces. I feel so...empty.

Unfortunately work is often good at stuff like that. And it's harder if other things in your life are difficult too. Hope you can hang in there.

23 Aug 2019
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I am not my job. Stop treating me like that's all that matters. I'm human, I'm allowed to make mistakes.
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