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I got high 3 times today so I am fine 😁
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I hope I am slowly getting better.
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I feel kinda okay for the first time in months. A little bit lonely but okay. I let the healthy coping mechanisms shine, I guess...
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Like you can see I haven't felt okay, since moths...I don't know how long can I bear this..
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I am so angry...I want to hurt myself.

Take a deep breath, try to meditate and write your thoughts down

21 Dec 2019
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I self harmed yesterday, to punish myself because I don't feel sad at all about my grandmother's death.

you don't need to feel guilty. everyone react differently to loss and death. maybr those feeling will come later, or maybe not, but there is nothing to be punished for.

16 Dec 2019

I didn't do it self-conscious only realized it after.

16 Dec 2019

you did what you felt was right at the time. over time, these habits will change. dont rush it!

16 Dec 2019
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My grandmother just died and I feel nothing at all...I think I gonna hurt myself tonight...

Im sorry to hear that xxx

13 Dec 2019

I'm so sorry for your loss. Will be sending warm thoughts and strength your way. I hope you have family you can talk to...

13 Dec 2019

Hi there. I miss my grandma so much too.

13 Dec 2019
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***ing episode...I am crying in bed...
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My best friend is so supportive, I am afraid I never gonna get better...

I liked my boy bsf and he had a gf and I never told him cause I thought he didn't like me that way and now we're dating

10 Dec 2019

I am happy for you, but why do I have to know it? 😂

10 Dec 2019

my point is that it gets better

12 Dec 2019

But mental illness unfortunately doesn't work like relationships...😔

13 Dec 2019
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I am in a depressive episode for months and I am ***ing tired...
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I was crying and dissociating in school during the whole day. Now it's a little bit better. But I am still not safe.
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TW ***...I am just a ***ing worthless mess. I can't function properly, I can't eat, I can't take my meds... I just want to die. No, what I really want is to cut my arm open because I deserve that.

You don't deserve that or death at all. It must be difficult to juggle everything but tomorrow can only be better.

26 Nov 2019

i used to feel the same way but everything happens for a reason but in the end it will be nice so stick around for that and you life will be great. My life was going bad a couple weeks ago and my bf broke up with me and now im dating my boy bsf cause

26 Nov 2019

he likes me and i used to like him and im falling in love with him again

26 Nov 2019

That's fantastic...but it's not about boys or girls or the he said she said bull***...🙄

27 Nov 2019
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I did good...Why do I feel so stupid and worthless? 😞

If you did good the universe will give you your reward. Sooner or later. And in the meantime here goes another *hug*. Be nice to yourself.

24 Nov 2019
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Important day, don't want to mess it up! 😥
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I rasted someone who hates me...I know its unhealthy but it feels so good.
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I just can't...I am too tired to act like I am okay.
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