I've been really worried about my family. I have a younger brother and they always seem to be on his side, even if he's at fault. They barely care about me and this is why I can't live a nice life.
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What a great day to start by getting hurt again! Trying to put clothes on my hangar but it kept on falling, so I went harder and the hangar accidentally scratched me and now I have a bandaid. 😒
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Back to MoodPanda, eh? Got injured about 4 times, on the leg, on the stomach and on the head twice. Currently recovering.
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No one likes me, I can't take deep breaths and most importantly, I can't keep up with the complaints. I've had enough. Lights off and happy nights. Taken antidepressants%
Bente K
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Please take care of yourself and if you think there is to much going on just try and think about a happy place, but please don't hurt yourself

12 Jun 2019

Sending love. This too shall pass, I promise, I have been there too.

12 Jun 2019
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Never enough. Playing a game of Charades with my Drama class, my team was guessing but the other team guessed it right. Suddenly, people got mad at me, I didn't regret letting all of my feelings out.
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Watching a movie and hanging out with my friends. Quite decent enough, to actually surpass my depression a lot. I feel so better now. But still feel laid off.
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Had to do lots of schoolwork today, I was anxious to go home. I was not amused with my day, I thought we were doing something big and excited, but I guess not today. Taken anti-depressants today.
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Wish I could just go back. My behaviour and self-control has worsened. I already seem to have enough of these people who don't seem to be well-minded. Wish the good people were here to support me.
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Enough is enough. Talking with one of my friends on social media was the worst, literally insulted me and said they wanted “to make me feel better”. Guess I was wrong. Friendship over.
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BONUS: Ah, rainy day. Almost matches my day. I seem to feel kinda alone by far and it's so sad and I feel bad for what would happen in the future, to be honest.

Oops, accidentally liked myself 2 times 😒

30 May 2019

I adore rainy days (・∀・)

30 May 2019

Currently raining aswell ☔

30 May 2019
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My future is so unclear. I've seem to have laid off my depression, but it's still affecting me. I have another event to join, that was fun. But still forced to take anti-depressants.
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Forced to take anti-depressants. I'm so tired of feeling sick, having to be taken and having to work on so much projects. I have already taken 3 breaks and I still don't have enough. I give today a 2.
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Talked with a trusted conselor. I'm under the weather after talking with her. But helped me felt better.
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It's so stressful to be in a world like this. I seem to have felt better expressing my opinions and taking calm lessons. I seem to still think about the bad things though, which things were better.
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