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My mother attacking@accusing me of stealing all her old fami photos.I've not seen them 20 yrs.she just doesn't stop.Sometimes wonder if pure Evil exists!? Still steady tho do tend to delayed reaction
Jeff M
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Ian D
8h · 6+ MONTHS

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OK. Calm. Not sure how I feel otherwise. Back of mind think something should be bothering me. Coming up. Sometimes I don't know what going to write until do. Cathartic spontaneity. Opportunist. Best
Robert H
1d · GUARDIAN

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Feel like whole world crashing around me yet mind elevated even euphoric. This is worry of 'mixed states' Bipolar. I've caused v damage in these circs in past. The most. Calming as write, as declare.
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3d · HERO

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3d · HERO

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Feeling stronger. Eaten 2 pies. Amazingly how much better eating can make you feel. As with sleep (in fact quantity over quality) it is our protein bones and we scorn it now as weak too much. 8-10 hrs
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Slept. Well - again. Such a healer. Reborn feels. In 80's boom Employees were told they could get away with cutting it -we can't. To Me -It's greed on part of esp City Corporate Employers. I am enough
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Today feel much healthier +more peaceful cos slept! Was supposed to get cat to vet this am but had to give up on it -hadn't slept 2 nights. Rebooking 4next week. All OK. Not fine; but OK. It's enough
Robert H
6d · GUARDIAN

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I meditate a lot. & maybe I play loud headset music when a realisation is coming through that is massive but painful. The thought realisation has come through last hour. Painful. But a relief. Needed
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Didn't sleep. Low inevitable effect of only me +headset for 24 hrs. But head seems clearer re eating min once a day. Not trying to fight seroquel to starve myself pre-seroquel skinny again. Bath too
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Seems to be my turn today. Music to d_e to. Then I remember I can always write. Doc won't stop harassing me. Told her I don't want to see her. No one listens. ! Writing helps. It saves lives. Try it.
Tayla O
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Ian D
7d · 6+ MONTHS

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6 Bipolar Pandy J
07 Sep 2019 ·
Sweet. Made it a day after 5 yr anniv of partner's death. Maybe if he hadn't gone then I wouldn't be here either. I'd not have been able to resist. Maybe I can make it for both of us. Cleanish. Stable
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5 Bipolar Pandy J
05 Sep 2019 ·
My beloved partner passed of a heroin overdose 5 years ago today. Cried myself out banging music out Pink 'who knew' and over watching so many times. Stronger now. Upstairs lights gone out tho! Creepy
Beth W
05 Sep 2019 ·

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05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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1 Bipolar Pandy J
02 Sep 2019 ·
A Bailiff letter on council tax after I've made 3 payments in 2 months. They exhaust you deliberately into just not arguing anymore even when right. Aggression from my partner also. Can't fight longer
Ian D
02 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
02 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Can you get some help from citizens advice about it?

Ian D
02 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

They helped me years ago with something similar.

nixiblu .
02 Sep 2019 · HERO

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03 Sep 2019 · NEW

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Bipolar Pandy J
7d ·

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3 Bipolar Pandy J
29 Aug 2019 ·
Dog next door won't stop barking. Starts every time left on own. Unbearable. Found builders' noise reduction earphones. Knew come in useful one day. Stopped momentarily. Out of energy? Know that one.
Gabrielle H
29 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
29 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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29 Aug 2019 · NEW

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3 Bipolar Pandy J
29 Aug 2019 ·
Dog next door won't stop barking. Starts every time left on own. Unbearable. Found builders' noise reduction earphones. Knew come in useful one day. Stopped momentarily. Out of energy? Know that one.
Gabrielle H
29 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Bipolar Pandy J
28 Aug 2019 ·
Can't believe the political bullying atm. Seems local also to family and so all around me. Around us. So wearying and getting me down nagging away at the back of my mind perpetually. Sick of it.
Jeff M
28 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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2 Bipolar Pandy J
27 Aug 2019 ·
Very very low. Partner being aggressive shouting. Self-destruction thoughts coming to mind. He goes back home hopefully for 2 not just one night tonight. Why he's shouting. Doesn't want to. Can't bear
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6 Bipolar Pandy J
25 Aug 2019 ·
Thursday night wrote to self: 'I grow wary of leaving a tie-around-necklace cord on tonight. I think by that stage of the relationship one should really be thinking about leaving.' Feel bit safer now
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25 Aug 2019 · NEW

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6 Bipolar Pandy J
23 Aug 2019 ·
Stable at least.So long as I don't bang on and on vocally.Enough.Massive achievement underestimated by self for Manic Depressive 1.Too high expectations. Compromise half-way not perfection. Avoid OCD
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23 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Tiff C
24 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Bipolar Pandy J
23 Aug 2019 ·
Heavy. Undergoing nightly self-hypnosis app.So powerful.stick with.Can't cancel withdrawal symptoms trying to 1/2 Seroquel overnight.To rid of zombieness.At least I accept after few days now.Learning?
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23 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Tiff C
24 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Bipolar Pandy J
22 Aug 2019 ·
I'm so much freer happier now when my partner not here. He is much younger, not too well either and relishes burdening. I feel bad in that. Had night terrors too - get frightened on own. Using him?
Tayla O
22 Aug 2019 ·

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Jeff M
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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