I feel really anxious that my friends are angry with me
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I had a really nice day till my friend who always needs to be the centre of attention but also organised my birthday lunch starting hitting on my friend then they left together
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It's my birthday tomorrow. I've been pretty much OK recently but this evening I am feeling a low setting in. My friends will arrive soon so hopefully that helps
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My anxiety levels are really high atm
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I think my pills have kicked in again and I feel in control
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I've not been on here for ages. I think the upped dose of my pills has kicked in fully because I've felt so stable and that's why I haven't been on here

Im happy for you, i hope it keeps getting better and better :)

11 Nov 2019
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No one warned me that joker was a film that needed a damn trigger warning
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I feel physically sick.... I have a recent ex texting to ask if I want her to send my stuff back and a previous ex emailing back and forth and I feel like I shouldn't have either in my life but...

But I don't really want to let go of either of them

05 Nov 2019

Is having them in your life making you happy?

05 Nov 2019
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My landlord stresses me out and I'd rather avoid getting things fixed than deal with him. I wish I didn't have to rent
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Today was a difficult one to get through. I'm just tired of caring about ***
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My mind is slipping into the not happy place again which means I know I'll have to work hard to get it back to where it was last week. I guess it's always good while it lasts
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I need to find a way of calming myself down and cheering myself up. I'm having seizures all day and all the things I've been avoiding are starting to spring to mind

Im so sorry you have to go through this, stay safe and strong x

03 Nov 2019

Thanks kimberley

03 Nov 2019
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Got a phone call from a family friend who's been writing to me and checking in on me recently and that really made me smile
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Feeling a bit on the verge this weekend
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I nearly dipped after she text me today but I powered on through and still am. I have a lot of positive things to focus on
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I want to just write forever and not have to go to work
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