No happy new years wishes from anyone, in person or online. Supposed friends haven't contacted me in a while. Feeling like the only thing left is to die.
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Feeling ok lately. Sleepy day at work. Don't like being treated differently when people learn I'm disabled.
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Tired, fatigued. Hoping I can handle work tomorrow. God I'm so useless.
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My ME is getting worse again along with a bunch of new worrying symptoms. I just want to live an easier life than this.
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I am an anxiety slug right now. Feeling worthless, useless, like I'll never be able to work like a stable able-bodied person and like everyone thinks I'm stupid.
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My self confidence/ self esteem nose dived recently, causing me to act different and annoying; doubting everyone who loved me. What causes this? I've been mostly stable on medication for years.
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Feeling mediocre, gripping on to being okay. I hope everyone else is doing fine, remember bad feeling are always temporary, and you will feel other things soon.
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Managed to complete my first day of training! Exhausted but proud of myself
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Extremely anxious about my first day at a job today. Really need a pep talk. Close to bailing.

Been there too, and I know it's not as easy as this sounds, but - they hired you because they believe you are the best person for the job and have confidence in your abilities. That's an objective judgment; hope you can build on their confidence in

06 Oct 2019

you! Good luck!!

06 Oct 2019

Thank you so much!

06 Oct 2019
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Made homemade soup, nice and filling

Nice indeed! I find making soup quite de- stressing too

04 Oct 2019
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I have had M.E for over 7 years now and I'm dipping back down into a very bad episode. I can feel it in my head. Everything is becoming harder, more painful and I spend most days lying down now.

I can't handle it getting to bedridden stage again. I couldn't not get through it a second time.

04 Oct 2019
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Managed to force myself to do excercise for 25 minutes, slightly stabilised mood.

Fantastic effort, R H - well done! Hope you can inspire me:)

04 Oct 2019

Thank you! Hope you manage to do what you want to!

04 Oct 2019
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Sapped of energy, in pain, numb. Feeling hopeless at how much I have to.
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Cramps and a headache, trying to focus on positives and relax.
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Too many people demanding my attention and talking to me. Loud flatmate. I just want to sit in silence. For five minutes.
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Looking forward to cuddling to sleep with my partner, wish I felt worthy of love.

You are worthy of love!

03 Oct 2019
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Can't stop the feeling lately that everything I do is annoying and stupid. That everyone wishes I wasn't there.
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I'm not built for life I shouldn't exist. I shouldn't exist.
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