I didn't tell her what was wrong and usually, I tell her everything that's going on and I guess it made her feel like she wasn't my best friend but she is and i don't wanna tell her because I know that she's gonna want me to get counseling and I
feel that it makes me feel like i'm retarded and i already had councilling because i was sexually abused when i was 11 going on 12 and i fell like i have depression and anxiety from it now and i don't want to go back to councilling unless no school!!
'I'm so tired but I refuse to go to sleep and i have a project due tomorrow '. This has been my situation in the last months too. Looking forward for a real solution.
and during lunch he sat really close to my table and sat where we could both see each other and its been a weird day and since i got my schedule changed i don't really know anyone in my classes but i'm trying to make a new friend in one of my classes
it's not working, I feel lonely, I always think any of my exes miss me but then something happens then everything is ruined then started to fall for my ex again and he started talking about me again even though he's the one who wanted to be friends
drink bleach or anything to kill me and i'm taking a very long break from dating cause he really messed me up and i kinda just wanna become a lesbian instead and never date boys ever again cause they really hurt you cause in every relationship i've
been in the boy dumped me and i keep getting hurt and i really wanna give up on everything in my life including friends and i don't wanna seem like a slut to go ahead and keep dating people but this time i'm actually giving up and might start dating
in june cause i'm really giving up and everyone is against me and i guess i deserve it for no reason but no one sees my pain at all and i just hide it with fake happiness like i usually do but this time i actually have to act like i'm way happier
I am sorry. Please feel better soon.
It seems as though that your emotions are overwhelming at the moment. Enotions can be scary but do not let them persuade you into becoming impulsive. As uncomfortable as it may seem try and ride out the uncomfortable feelings.
The self awareness that you exposed during your mood explaination showcases that your are strong enough to get through this
As a former self harmer i have some tricks that may help ease the night. Dye ice cubes red. When you hold them uour hand will be in pain and numb and as it melts you can trick yourself into thinking that you are bleeding.
Due to the day you had try to have a soothing event that is filled with things that you enjoy. Spoil yourself. Rember that self care for your mental health is important
Wow I understand what you are going through is a hard and sad thing to experience but In the end dont give up a guy would love to date such a kind hearted young lady he is just a retard that's all
Going through men problems too. Sometimes been loved feels like to much to ask xxx big hugs
thank you everyone for making me feel better especially Keara I've been trying out the ice cubes and it's been helping me out alot!
Thats really good to hear
be in my head anymore cause I kinda looked up to her and told myself I wanna be as happy as her and now she took him from me and it's all hopeless so if you don't hear from me at all after this break just know I'm dead and know that no one cares
about me to see how I'm doing or even if I'm happy cause my friend didn't even say happy birthday to me just because another friend said not to cause it was a dare but it hurt my feelings and she never even said it to this day so I'm gonna go cry
and on my birthday he gave me his necklace and ever since that day i've been sleeping with it and now I hate him for it but i wanna give him the necklace back but i have to wait next year which is too long and my friend threatned to hurt him
even though he was in iss ( in school suspension) for a fight and people we talking about him and i was defending him and i should've let them talk about him and on top of that i got a schedule change without my permission and i almost cried cause
cause i'll miss my friends i have in math and this is really crappy for them to be changing people's schedule without their concent
All will be ok.
how it will be and I wonder will he ever really care about me again
he had a chance to be friends when we broke up and I asked him if we still wanted to be friends. And my other ex found out who I'm dating and thinks I went from dating a 'cute guy' to a 'guy that never had a girlfriend' when thats a lie cause hes had
more than 1 girfriend even though they dated on and off alot
my boy bsf squished me and i kept laughing and he was behind me and asked my friend when she turned around if me and my boy bsf are dating so now he thinks i moved on and i did but he thinks i moved on with the wrong person
Good luck, stay strong.