since i said i dont feel the need to say sorry for what happened and he tells me i cant spend the night anymore and i really wanna hurt myself and my dad but mainly me cause when my mom comes to pick me up i feel like I'm in prison being with him
and me and my ex said we'd date in high school so please help me!
or i dont know if i should wait for him to ask me out but idk if he's going to or not and i don't wanna wait long.
he also wants me to come to his track meet tomorrow and it's last-minute he's really pissing me off but i want him back but i'm not saying anything
pissed that i'm single while each of my exes I have has a girlfriend and it ***ing hurts and i wanna go kill myself and i still wanna bf but everyone ***ing hates me and even my friends have someone and its like no one at my school is cute anymore
Don't kill yourself because of your exs its not worth it doing something to yourself because they are knob you'll find someone there loads of people out there just got to find the right one take me for an example I'm single and I havent found anyone
And my exs have moved on with someone else i felt like you did wanting to kill myself then I thought it's not worth it
That means he your ex didn't even thought about you, I know it's hard but you have to start a fresh start
Think about what's best for you and your happiness - if it's toxic with your ex it might do more damage than good? I'm sure you'll find someone perfect :) x
Oh man I'm sorry you have to feel it this way :c I know how school stress is, I've been through it a lot. Just know that whatever you do, you do not need to blame yourself for not meeting other people's expectations
School is difficult, you need to do your best, but still pay attention to your health. I believe in you <3
You got this. School can really suck sometimes (trust me I know) but this feeling of feeling lost and feeling like you're falling apart is all temporary. You are much stronger than you think. Start everyday as if it's a new beginning, cause it is!
Thanks for believing in me Taylor!
i haven't been focusing on the classes i need to and I've been starving myself i don't even want to eat ever again in my life im at the point where i don't care if i starve myself to death knowing no one cares about me and dad yells at me which hurts
For your own safety I would recommend you talk to your youth worker or one of your favorite teachers at your school. They can usually keep it confidential and all though it may not be a counselor it may be some help for you.
Thank you Taylor I will!
up was in november so its gonna seem like im desparate even thoough the last time he contacted me and i took him back knowing bad *** was coming my way please god let him answer i want him back so much no one knows the pain i've been feeling and
i've been craving a boyfriend and i don't want to be single for valentines again for the 13th year in a row which is my whole life and idk what to say anymore but i want anyone to find be a boyfriend but i kinda want it to be one of my exes sadly
June but I kinda wanna quit even though my other bestfriend has a girlfriend even though he liked me so I'm just the single person who doesn't wanna break a promise I made to myself and no one likes me and my ex added me on Snapchat idk why though
I didn't tell her what was wrong and usually, I tell her everything that's going on and I guess it made her feel like she wasn't my best friend but she is and i don't wanna tell her because I know that she's gonna want me to get counseling and I
feel that it makes me feel like i'm retarded and i already had councilling because i was sexually abused when i was 11 going on 12 and i fell like i have depression and anxiety from it now and i don't want to go back to councilling unless no school!!