and me and my ex said we'd date in high school so please help me!
or i dont know if i should wait for him to ask me out but idk if he's going to or not and i don't wanna wait long.
he also wants me to come to his track meet tomorrow and it's last-minute he's really pissing me off but i want him back but i'm not saying anything
pissed that i'm single while each of my exes I have has a girlfriend and it ***ing hurts and i wanna go kill myself and i still wanna bf but everyone ***ing hates me and even my friends have someone and its like no one at my school is cute anymore
Don't kill yourself because of your exs its not worth it doing something to yourself because they are knob you'll find someone there loads of people out there just got to find the right one take me for an example I'm single and I havent found anyone
And my exs have moved on with someone else i felt like you did wanting to kill myself then I thought it's not worth it
That means he your ex didn't even thought about you, I know it's hard but you have to start a fresh start
Think about what's best for you and your happiness - if it's toxic with your ex it might do more damage than good? I'm sure you'll find someone perfect :) x
Oh man I'm sorry you have to feel it this way :c I know how school stress is, I've been through it a lot. Just know that whatever you do, you do not need to blame yourself for not meeting other people's expectations
School is difficult, you need to do your best, but still pay attention to your health. I believe in you <3
You got this. School can really suck sometimes (trust me I know) but this feeling of feeling lost and feeling like you're falling apart is all temporary. You are much stronger than you think. Start everyday as if it's a new beginning, cause it is!
Thanks for believing in me Taylor!
i haven't been focusing on the classes i need to and I've been starving myself i don't even want to eat ever again in my life im at the point where i don't care if i starve myself to death knowing no one cares about me and dad yells at me which hurts
For your own safety I would recommend you talk to your youth worker or one of your favorite teachers at your school. They can usually keep it confidential and all though it may not be a counselor it may be some help for you.
Thank you Taylor I will!
up was in november so its gonna seem like im desparate even thoough the last time he contacted me and i took him back knowing bad *** was coming my way please god let him answer i want him back so much no one knows the pain i've been feeling and
i've been craving a boyfriend and i don't want to be single for valentines again for the 13th year in a row which is my whole life and idk what to say anymore but i want anyone to find be a boyfriend but i kinda want it to be one of my exes sadly
June but I kinda wanna quit even though my other bestfriend has a girlfriend even though he liked me so I'm just the single person who doesn't wanna break a promise I made to myself and no one likes me and my ex added me on Snapchat idk why though
I didn't tell her what was wrong and usually, I tell her everything that's going on and I guess it made her feel like she wasn't my best friend but she is and i don't wanna tell her because I know that she's gonna want me to get counseling and I
feel that it makes me feel like i'm retarded and i already had councilling because i was sexually abused when i was 11 going on 12 and i fell like i have depression and anxiety from it now and i don't want to go back to councilling unless no school!!
'I'm so tired but I refuse to go to sleep and i have a project due tomorrow '. This has been my situation in the last months too. Looking forward for a real solution.
and during lunch he sat really close to my table and sat where we could both see each other and its been a weird day and since i got my schedule changed i don't really know anyone in my classes but i'm trying to make a new friend in one of my classes
it's not working, I feel lonely, I always think any of my exes miss me but then something happens then everything is ruined then started to fall for my ex again and he started talking about me again even though he's the one who wanted to be friends
drink bleach or anything to kill me and i'm taking a very long break from dating cause he really messed me up and i kinda just wanna become a lesbian instead and never date boys ever again cause they really hurt you cause in every relationship i've
been in the boy dumped me and i keep getting hurt and i really wanna give up on everything in my life including friends and i don't wanna seem like a slut to go ahead and keep dating people but this time i'm actually giving up and might start dating
in june cause i'm really giving up and everyone is against me and i guess i deserve it for no reason but no one sees my pain at all and i just hide it with fake happiness like i usually do but this time i actually have to act like i'm way happier
I am sorry. Please feel better soon.
It seems as though that your emotions are overwhelming at the moment. Enotions can be scary but do not let them persuade you into becoming impulsive. As uncomfortable as it may seem try and ride out the uncomfortable feelings.
The self awareness that you exposed during your mood explaination showcases that your are strong enough to get through this
As a former self harmer i have some tricks that may help ease the night. Dye ice cubes red. When you hold them uour hand will be in pain and numb and as it melts you can trick yourself into thinking that you are bleeding.
Due to the day you had try to have a soothing event that is filled with things that you enjoy. Spoil yourself. Rember that self care for your mental health is important
Wow I understand what you are going through is a hard and sad thing to experience but In the end dont give up a guy would love to date such a kind hearted young lady he is just a retard that's all
Going through men problems too. Sometimes been loved feels like to much to ask xxx big hugs
thank you everyone for making me feel better especially Keara I've been trying out the ice cubes and it's been helping me out alot!
Thats really good to hear
be in my head anymore cause I kinda looked up to her and told myself I wanna be as happy as her and now she took him from me and it's all hopeless so if you don't hear from me at all after this break just know I'm dead and know that no one cares
about me to see how I'm doing or even if I'm happy cause my friend didn't even say happy birthday to me just because another friend said not to cause it was a dare but it hurt my feelings and she never even said it to this day so I'm gonna go cry
and on my birthday he gave me his necklace and ever since that day i've been sleeping with it and now I hate him for it but i wanna give him the necklace back but i have to wait next year which is too long and my friend threatned to hurt him
even though he was in iss ( in school suspension) for a fight and people we talking about him and i was defending him and i should've let them talk about him and on top of that i got a schedule change without my permission and i almost cried cause
cause i'll miss my friends i have in math and this is really crappy for them to be changing people's schedule without their concent