october was hard.
november was worse tho
it's not that i can't see her face or name, i am ok with that. it just reminded me of the familiarity of sharing a phone and i got a bit sad.
I can imagine it makes you sad, thx that you post this
Does she know?
last time i told her was november, then i realized i should just let her let her be, for both of us. so i don't know if she knows or not. but it's not like i'm entitled to something just because i still care. so, i'm doing the right thing.
I think you're a good person for thinking about her best.
i haven't had a zero since november, i hope it stays that way
and i will probably cyclically write this every couple weeks 😬 #irony
in my list for today i have 'study german' 'try new recipe' 'move desk in the room' 'throw away trash', and now i've been up one hour and i can't just do anything. disappointing.
i'm not even sad just a bit empty
ye, i'm taking B6, also D and B12 and other stuff, plus escitalopram
i guess i'm just not ready to stop being sad
I like happy sad
i'd settle for peaceful :)
in german class everyone has to say what they did on christmas and new years eve, and it's tringgering me, lot of uneasiness
i miss my cat. i miss my ex. i miss myself.
I can relate to that. hugs
I feel the same. Im currently going through paranoia. Its awfull and ***ty but, we can do this. Ik we can! It was because of my paranoia where i tried to unknowingly controll my view on the world around me and it severly watered down my feelings of
at least i enjoy being in class now that i am oldish
That's happened to me - hope you feeling a bit better now