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7 Esme G
2d ·
Busy day and nice night out! Tired and ready for a good rest :)
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7 Esme G
3d ·
Nice to be back home :)
Robert H
2d · GUARDIAN

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me M
1d · 1+ YEAR

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Alicia B
1d · LEGEND

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5 Esme G
4d ·
Had a nice day trip out with friends although tired and hormonal, so a few low feelings and moments of panic/tight-chested In which I couldn't go off and deal with
Robert H
3d · GUARDIAN

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2d · 1+ YEAR

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7 Esme G
5d ·
Had a slow, gentle convo. Feel like a lot of pressure and expectations between us had been lifted which was refreshing. He posted a pic which stepped me back a bit, but I need the exposure so I can
Esme G
4d ·

Get used to it. Feeling positive about my progress.

corrado M
3d ·

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7 Esme G
5d ·
So texted F to see if he wants to catch up. If we want this friendship thing to work we have to slowly build up interaction and not stay in no contact forever. I feel good because I am not overly...
Esme G
5d ·

Dependent on what he'll reply, if he's not ready or has changed his mind then so be it. I wanted this break and it got to the point where I had reflected what I wanted to that the time then started focusing on contacting him- another reason I texted

Esme G
5d ·

If my space is no longer helping me and concentrating on me then there is no point continuing it- I may need it in the future but it's all trial and error and I can't judge my actions so harshly

corrado M
5d ·

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7 Esme G
6d ·
Busy day and tried climbing for the first time! Will definitely go again. Tired now, housemates trying to convince me to go out, but I'm happy to go to bed, the only reason I'd go out at this point is
Esme G
6d ·

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Esme G
6d ·

To show F (in my mind) I'm having a good time, but he has no idea what I'm up to and I've learnt to recognise when I'm doing things for the sake of others. So I'm very happy staying in :)

Clare W
6d ·

Good for you xx

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me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

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6 Esme G
7d ·
A nice day, went slow and gentle, I feel reassured
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7d · HERO

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me M
6d · 1+ YEAR

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3 Esme G
15 Feb 2020 ·
Today's a bad day, cyclical thinking and am so unsure of everything have tried and can't seem to distract myself :(
corrado M
15 Feb 2020 ·

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15 Feb 2020 ·

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Ida T
16 Feb 2020 ·

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Ida T
16 Feb 2020 ·

This is exactly how my day was yesterday. It was very difficult. Focusing on a skill or doing something I am good at helped though, eventually.

Esme G
7d ·

I'll try that, thank you Ida :)

E M
7d ·

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7 Esme G
14 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
me M
14 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Esme G
13 Feb 2020 ·
Im ok today, just feeling an overwhelming sense of guilt that last week I told f to sell concert tickets (he got for my bday) as we were meant to go together and I wouldn't enjoy without him
Esme G
13 Feb 2020 ·

He originally asked if he should send them to me as he think it's would be too upsetting for us to both go as friends, and I just feel so guilty that I won't even go with a friend

corrado M
13 Feb 2020 ·

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corrado M
13 Feb 2020 ·

why feeling bad about it, it's perfectly understandable. i would have probably done the same.

Esme G
14 Feb 2020 ·

You're right Corrado! I do believe I made the right call, especially when I think about it rationally but I always hate hurting/disappointing people, even if they've hurt me first :/

Jen B
14 Feb 2020 · HERO

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3 Esme G
12 Feb 2020 ·
Just burst into tears. I have so much work to do and can't focus as I'm constantly questioning if what I'm doing is the right thing. I really wish I had his friendship right now
corrado M
12 Feb 2020 ·

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corrado M
12 Feb 2020 ·

i know how it feels, wanting to share and ask and knowing you can't. but you can do more than you think. just do one small thing at a time.

me M
12 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Esme G
12 Feb 2020 ·

I'll try, thanks Corrado and thanks me :)

Edward A
15 Feb 2020 · NEW

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5 Esme G
11 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
me M
11 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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11 Feb 2020 ·

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3 Esme G
10 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
Maria K
10 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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10 Feb 2020 ·

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15 Feb 2020 · NEW

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5 Esme G
10 Feb 2020 ·
Considering today is our ex-anniversary, I don't feel too bad even when reminiscing. It's funny what you may expect to make you feel terribly sad doesn't and what you don't expect, does.
Jeff M
10 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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corrado M
10 Feb 2020 ·

ha! today is her birthday and tomorrow is our ex- anniversary. we really are in a similar boat.

corrado M
10 Feb 2020 ·

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Max T
10 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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me M
10 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Esme G
10 Feb 2020 ·

It's hard but we can do it Corrado!

corrado M
10 Feb 2020 ·

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4 Esme G
09 Feb 2020 ·
I wanted and decided to cut contact, but I am really really struggling tonight after 4 days. I would reach out but I don't want to disappoint myself, I want to stay strong for myself.
Robert H
09 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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10 Feb 2020 ·

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me M
10 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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me M
10 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

These falls are passes, stay strong

corrado M
10 Feb 2020 ·

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Esme G
10 Feb 2020 ·

Thank you me :)

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4d ·

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6 Esme G
09 Feb 2020 ·
Struggling a bit today to stay strong and not give in but everyone else has been good 😊
Lenora H
09 Feb 2020 ·

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6 Esme G
08 Feb 2020 ·
Taking it slow and steady, I appreciate I still am sad but have moved on massively for where I was and I know what I'm doing now and my new routine will only help me further
Esme G
08 Feb 2020 ·

Even though I miss talking and just him but I can't give into that otherwise I won't move on properly

corrado M
09 Feb 2020 ·

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corrado M
09 Feb 2020 ·

i think i'm exactly where you are

me M
09 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Esme G
09 Feb 2020 ·

It's hard but we can do it Corrado!

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6 Esme G
07 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
Ian D
07 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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corrado M
08 Feb 2020 ·

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8 Esme G
06 Feb 2020 ·
After a week or so introducing contact again I realised that although it was nice to be able to talk to him again it wasn't good for either of us. I'm feeling happier as
Esme G
06 Feb 2020 ·

I think I was concerned that if we didn't talk soon after we'd lose the chance of forming a friendship. However, I think we were actually damaging our chances and now we both understand that, and how we still need to let our emotions settle, I

Esme G
06 Feb 2020 ·

Beloved this will be a step in the right direction and although it'll be hard again we will be better off.

Bipolar Pandy J
06 Feb 2020 ·

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06 Feb 2020 ·

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me M
07 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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5 Esme G
03 Feb 2020 ·
No Reason Given
Max T
05 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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06 Feb 2020 · SUPPORTER

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