Couple of months when I'll not have a job...I ve been applying to other jobs but still nothing...I'm so scared and afraid
This is so unfair and my boss is a ***ing piece of ***. I ***ing hate the guy. Feeling awful.
Be a space in a different role but its a dice roll...hopefully something will come up my way...I'm so tired sometimes I just would like to run away or simply give up...so tired
I just feel so lonely at all time...my gf seems not understand me either...I should just go to sleep and call it the day
Can't close my eyes either I read some of my old updates but they don't seem to cheer me up...need to go to sleep...goodnight pandies
I feel hun. Some with my job. My bf isnt seemingly to know what um going through or understands me. F 2020. Let's all go to sleep and wake up in spring like all pandas
Good night, we are here with you, my friend.dont be afraid. Everything gonna be all right. You will see.☀️🙂
Forced to go that stupid office anymore :) I'm so happy!
The first chapter of the book in writing....it's just an amazing feeling but I also had time to think about what being happy means...it seems that there is always something missing...I'll put some thought into it in the next days...no stress!
Time for my self and to do activities that I didn't have the time and the energy to do before...I hope everyone is ok Pandies!
I'm happy to see that I'm still positive and I have the right attitude...I'm pretty much putting my whole life in stand by and for what? For a ***ty job in a ***ty company? I'm worth way more Than that! Gotta leave this place and start anew
I also need to think on where to go...I would love to move to a different country but it seems impossible at this moment...can't believe that even do I'm so much marketable in comparison to the past I'm finding trouble to move away from where I am at
The moment...tomorrow it will be a new day...a new opportunities will come I'm sure of it! Night pandora
I'm proud of you for having a good attitude!
Drained...exhausted....but I have to keep working...working out...keep my life straight...even if it's so hard....I also have an interview later but the job doesn't excites me...we will see gotta push away this negativity
What I'm waiting for at this point...some change need to happen...it seems like I'm not leaving my life anymore...I want to feel better!!!
I just would like to be with someone at moment...I had a lot of thoughts about my ex...sometimes I miss her but I know I am fine. Today life is great
Reading about other people supporting each other is always nice...I love this small weird community of strangers :) if anyone would like to chat an talk about anything I m always open :)
Really old (almost 100yo!!) and she is been unconscious with flebo and Oxigen for the past few days...I really love her a lot and hope she will found a way out of this, either way. I love you nonna ❤️
one...again, mixed feelings but I don't let it affect me...I know my value and the value of my work and if it's not recognized here it's definetly for the better...My boss is a ***ing idiot anyway 😂
Keep holding on, work problems can be hard to deal with
I'll try to stay positive and focus on small things...I really don't want to lose this relaxed state that I'm in at the moment...tomorrow is going to be a good day, I can feel it. Night pandies
In front of me!
I'm so happy :) total relax awaits...I also opened up a bit about my depression with a coworker and it felt really good... the app is helping a lot my mental state, it's nice to have all my thoughts recorded and I think it will help focus my attentio
on happy thoughts :) good night pandas!
New jeans...and they both look so nice! They genuinely make me happy :) gotta finish a project at work but after that I'll have the whole weekend to sort a couple of things out...can't wait! :)
I want to feel optimistic for the rest of the day...maybe I'll go to the gym later but no pressure today...I'll live it as it goes
Reading though some of the experiences here boosted my morale a bit...I would like to close this day on a good note but my mind is kinda obfuscated at the moment, I hope tomorrow will be better.