That I'm not been working out but I finally contacted a PT to help jump back into it and I think it was the right choice...I really need some help...my mood is not really good...I feel a bit sad and I don't know why...probably the quarantine or the
Awful weather here in England... I'm still employed at that ***ty place I was working at last year but I finally got a raise and moved to a different department from Jan so think are getting slightly better
Feeling a bit lonely sometimes....Its weird but I think I really need some HAPPINESS in my life like real happiness...sharing something important with someone...I'm not the kind of person who NEEDS someone in life but I want to FEEL LOVE
ADMIRATION for a significant other...I have so much to give
And I recently found myself thinking about kids...I would love have a family one day...mine was awful and I think I could be a good father...I don't know...so many thoughts...talking about 30ies crises I guess :)
Well that was my update...I hope someone who might look at this would feel a bit less lonelier...just think there are other people out there struggling and you are not alone :) lot of love pandies
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Grateful to have a good friend to help me out with practical solutions instead of the usual chit chat...trying to stay positive
Mood ok,bit sleepy,good luck to you stranger🙂🤝
Every day that passes...I'm so sick and tired of this comoany...I literally have everything I could and received nothing back....feeling tired and lonely as always.
It seems only bad thoughts cross my mind recently I feel so angry with everything and everyone.
Hopefully a bit of luck will come my way in the next period.....I'm out.
Couple of months when I'll not have a job...I ve been applying to other jobs but still nothing...I'm so scared and afraid
This is so unfair and my boss is a ***ing piece of ***. I ***ing hate the guy. Feeling awful.
Be a space in a different role but its a dice roll...hopefully something will come up my way...I'm so tired sometimes I just would like to run away or simply give up...so tired
I just feel so lonely at all time...my gf seems not understand me either...I should just go to sleep and call it the day
Can't close my eyes either I read some of my old updates but they don't seem to cheer me up...need to go to sleep...goodnight pandies
I feel hun. Some with my job. My bf isnt seemingly to know what um going through or understands me. F 2020. Let's all go to sleep and wake up in spring like all pandas
Good night, we are here with you, my friend.dont be afraid. Everything gonna be all right. You will see.☀️🙂
Forced to go that stupid office anymore :) I'm so happy!
The first chapter of the book in writing....it's just an amazing feeling but I also had time to think about what being happy means...it seems that there is always something missing...I'll put some thought into it in the next days...no stress!
Time for my self and to do activities that I didn't have the time and the energy to do before...I hope everyone is ok Pandies!
I'm happy to see that I'm still positive and I have the right attitude...I'm pretty much putting my whole life in stand by and for what? For a ***ty job in a ***ty company? I'm worth way more Than that! Gotta leave this place and start anew
I also need to think on where to go...I would love to move to a different country but it seems impossible at this moment...can't believe that even do I'm so much marketable in comparison to the past I'm finding trouble to move away from where I am at
The moment...tomorrow it will be a new day...a new opportunities will come I'm sure of it! Night pandora
I'm proud of you for having a good attitude!
Drained...exhausted....but I have to keep working...working out...keep my life straight...even if it's so hard....I also have an interview later but the job doesn't excites me...we will see gotta push away this negativity
What I'm waiting for at this point...some change need to happen...it seems like I'm not leaving my life anymore...I want to feel better!!!
I just would like to be with someone at moment...I had a lot of thoughts about my ex...sometimes I miss her but I know I am fine. Today life is great
Reading about other people supporting each other is always nice...I love this small weird community of strangers :) if anyone would like to chat an talk about anything I m always open :)
Really old (almost 100yo!!) and she is been unconscious with flebo and Oxigen for the past few days...I really love her a lot and hope she will found a way out of this, either way. I love you nonna ❤️
one...again, mixed feelings but I don't let it affect me...I know my value and the value of my work and if it's not recognized here it's definetly for the better...My boss is a ***ing idiot anyway 😂
Keep holding on, work problems can be hard to deal with
I'll try to stay positive and focus on small things...I really don't want to lose this relaxed state that I'm in at the moment...tomorrow is going to be a good day, I can feel it. Night pandies