Mood slightly ok this week. Trying to rationalise my anxiety...it's all connected to my workplace. I hate that place, Im still looking for an another role somewhere else and leave this ***ty company behind. I wabt to find a fully remote role so to go back to my country and spend more time with the people I love.
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Hi pansies it's been a long time but I thought it was a good moment to share my thoughts and keep track of my mental state...I'm...ok... approaching my 30th bday in about a month...it's been 7 months

That I'm not been working out but I finally contacted a PT to help jump back into it and I think it was the right choice...I really need some help...my mood is not really good...I feel a bit sad and I don't know why...probably the quarantine or the

18 May 2021

Awful weather here in England... I'm still employed at that ***ty place I was working at last year but I finally got a raise and moved to a different department from Jan so think are getting slightly better

18 May 2021

Feeling a bit lonely sometimes....Its weird but I think I really need some HAPPINESS in my life like real happiness...sharing something important with someone...I'm not the kind of person who NEEDS someone in life but I want to FEEL LOVE

18 May 2021

ADMIRATION for a significant other...I have so much to give

18 May 2021

And I recently found myself thinking about kids...I would love have a family one day...mine was awful and I think I could be a good father...I don't know...so many thoughts...talking about 30ies crises I guess :)

18 May 2021

Well that was my update...I hope someone who might look at this would feel a bit less lonelier...just think there are other people out there struggling and you are not alone :) lot of love pandies

18 May 2021
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Day started bad but became better in the evening as a friend helped me out by sending a couple of job opportunities my way...I made a small review of my CV and applied to a lot of jobs...I feel

Grateful to have a good friend to help me out with practical solutions instead of the usual chit chat...trying to stay positive

26 Nov 2020
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For once I want to focus my attention more on the other pandies of the platform, how are you guys today? What's your mood? Maybe we can distract or help each other out but sharing with strangers :)

Mood ok,bit sleepy,good luck to you stranger🙂🤝

13 Nov 2020
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General mood is going down in the past few weeks...I'm getting closer and closer to the end of my contract and I couldn't any new interview in the past two months....I'm also angrier and more anxious

Every day that passes...I'm so sick and tired of this comoany...I literally have everything I could and received nothing back....feeling tired and lonely as always.

13 Nov 2020

It seems only bad thoughts cross my mind recently I feel so angry with everything and everyone.

13 Nov 2020

Hopefully a bit of luck will come my way in the next period.....I'm out.

13 Nov 2020
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Not in a good mood today...I ve just been feeling tired the whole day lying on my bed without doing anything...nothing seems to cheer me up either...I'm so scared of what it is going to happens in a

Couple of months when I'll not have a job...I ve been applying to other jobs but still nothing...I'm so scared and afraid

22 Oct 2020

This is so unfair and my boss is a ***ing piece of ***. I ***ing hate the guy. Feeling awful.

22 Oct 2020
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So apparently I will not have a job after December...my company is in hiring freeze and my contract is coming to an end so it seems there is no more space for me...feeling sad and scared...there might

Be a space in a different role but its a dice roll...hopefully something will come up my way...I'm so tired sometimes I just would like to run away or simply give up...so tired

21 Sep 2020

I just feel so lonely at all time...my gf seems not understand me either...I should just go to sleep and call it the day

21 Sep 2020

Can't close my eyes either I read some of my old updates but they don't seem to cheer me up...need to go to sleep...goodnight pandies

21 Sep 2020

I feel hun. Some with my job. My bf isnt seemingly to know what um going through or understands me. F 2020. Let's all go to sleep and wake up in spring like all pandas

21 Sep 2020

Good night, we are here with you, my friend.dont be afraid. Everything gonna be all right. You will see.☀️🙂

21 Sep 2020
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Hey pandies...it's been a while that means that everything is going alright :) covid is been tough but I ve been working from home from the 2 months and it feels great! I'm so glad that I'm not

Forced to go that stupid office anymore :) I'm so happy!

04 Jul 2020
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General mood have been great for the past weeks...I ve been put in furlough at work so I can relax and do the things I couldn't find the time before...watching movies, reading and I finally finished

The first chapter of the book in writing....it's just an amazing feeling but I also had time to think about what being happy means...it seems that there is always something missing...I'll put some thought into it in the next days...no stress!

22 Apr 2020
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Spending my quarantine days in a relax mood...this virus is really scary and I hope the situation will get better in the future... ilim trying to see the good side of the situation...I have a lot of

Time for my self and to do activities that I didn't have the time and the energy to do before...I hope everyone is ok Pandies!

25 Mar 2020
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Mother weekend has gone by...it's finally March! That dick of my boss still have to let me know on my promotion...but I have zero expectations at this point...just want to find a better position forme

I'm happy to see that I'm still positive and I have the right attitude...I'm pretty much putting my whole life in stand by and for what? For a ***ty job in a ***ty company? I'm worth way more Than that! Gotta leave this place and start anew

01 Mar 2020

I also need to think on where to go...I would love to move to a different country but it seems impossible at this moment...can't believe that even do I'm so much marketable in comparison to the past I'm finding trouble to move away from where I am at

01 Mar 2020

The moment...tomorrow it will be a new day...a new opportunities will come I'm sure of it! Night pandora

01 Mar 2020

I'm proud of you for having a good attitude!

02 Mar 2020
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Having another episode today...a lot of thinking about this promotion that it will never come...I'm just waiting for the end of the month to arrive to understand what the situation on that...I feel

Drained...exhausted....but I have to keep working...working out...keep my life straight...even if it's so hard....I also have an interview later but the job doesn't excites me...we will see gotta push away this negativity

20 Feb 2020
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Waiting for something to happen in the next days...so much pressure at work and just for political reasons!! I hate that place! But I'm glad I can take some rest during the weekend...I don't even know

What I'm waiting for at this point...some change need to happen...it seems like I'm not leaving my life anymore...I want to feel better!!!

09 Feb 2020
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Feeling great today...the future is mine!❤️
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It's the weekend! Awesome workout during the week and focused a lot on finding a new job...hopefully is not gonna take long...I took a long relaxing bath and now I'm ready to eat...I feel so relaxed..

I just would like to be with someone at moment...I had a lot of thoughts about my ex...sometimes I miss her but I know I am fine. Today life is great

31 Jan 2020

Reading about other people supporting each other is always nice...I love this small weird community of strangers :) if anyone would like to chat an talk about anything I m always open :)

31 Jan 2020
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Mood going pretty well today...Gym is going great and hopefully I'll have a few job interviews in the next weeks...I feel energetic and focused even though my grandma doesn't feel alright. She is

Really old (almost 100yo!!) and she is been unconscious with flebo and Oxigen for the past few days...I really love her a lot and hope she will found a way out of this, either way. I love you nonna ❤️

30 Jan 2020
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Last few days have been weird...I ve been informed that I probably will not get the promotion I've been waiting for the past 6 months but I'm alright. I really need to leave this job and find a better

one...again, mixed feelings but I don't let it affect me...I know my value and the value of my work and if it's not recognized here it's definetly for the better...My boss is a ***ing idiot anyway 😂

29 Jan 2020

Keep holding on, work problems can be hard to deal with

29 Jan 2020
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Having a few thoughts about the future...I have an important meeting in the next weeks...it's an important work opportunity and I hope everything will go the right way...it can really change my life

I'll try to stay positive and focus on small things...I really don't want to lose this relaxed state that I'm in at the moment...tomorrow is going to be a good day, I can feel it. Night pandies

27 Jan 2020
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I have some sticker with planets and stars attached to the ceiling above my bed...everytime I look at them they make me so happy...it's 4:43 and everything is alright. I'm happy.
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