Someone called it 'golden cage' but it's not like this, it's like moral or physical prison.
I cant let myself doing what i really want or need, cause i caring abot feelings of my family. I always expect their negative feedback. And i really appreciate what have they done for me, so i can't *** up theirs expectations.
We all make mistakes from time to time
We have something like special connection, cause only together we both feel as good as home. But the saddest thing, that we are apart. There's no any reason for it, except fear of changing. We both care about each other more, than about ourselves.
And i know for sure, that he is the only person, which I'll love that much for the rest of my life. I met different guys , was trying to find somebody else, but the truth is that there's no one else like him. He is not perfect, but he's just mine
Hi! I paint, and I can't say I can paint because I've only been doing it for two years. I used to write before that, and I do understand creative struggle. I can't enjoy it unless I tell myself the result doesn't really matter. But it doesn't!
Even if it does for work
It takes a lot of practice but you will get better at it the more you try 😊
Thank you guys, i really appreciate your support , hugs 💓
I was drinking this december, for 5 days, not much. Just a little at the morning, cause i felt really bad. Now i feel that i need to skake off everything that's on my mind
Shake off *
Something killing me inside. In one moment i can be fine, one hour later i can sitting and wishing to disappear. My family loves me, but they pushing me down .
It is temporarily .these thoughts are not forever. Hope pass soon,be strong,don't give up.🤝