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Feeling ok , getting things done and getting along with mum and sister for a change! Wills made himself ill by abusing drugs but hes stopped now so itll take a while to get bk to 'normal' ,not helpful
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Last sun I got sick and felt nauseous for days n that took all week to get me bk to normal! I'm fine now but this happens to me alot and I cant find a reason so people think it maybe a mental reaction
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Love !
5d · LEGEND

sounds like a recurring issue. have you seen a doctor?

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Love! thankyou for comment- I saw a GP about 10 years ago regarding same issue and they gave me anti nausea tablets and were gona do an ultrasound on my stomach but then it just stopped ! So I didnt go on with the investigation because it stopped,the

Emma M
4d · SUPPORTER

They did suggest it maybe mental or emotionally connected. I think they maybe right.

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3d · LEGEND

Just finished the books Unstressed & The Body Keeps Score. Although we speak of mind, body and emotions as separate, they are part of an integrated whole.Has pain gone away?

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6 Emma M
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Mood is ok , got some house work done. Trying to keep on an even keel and not rock the boat ! πŸ€“πŸŒ»πŸŒˆ. #staysafe
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17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Emma M
16 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Mood is much improved,still takes effort but I'm trying my best.trying to keep on top of my housework and the coursework for my course . Relationships improved alot between me and mum n sister. πŸ€“πŸŒˆπŸŒ»
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16 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Oct 2020 · HERO

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me M
16 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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16 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Love !
17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Agreed. Sometimes it does take effort to create the conditions for the mind to thrive. I appreciate that you're trying your best. We try our best with studies, work, etc., so why not with our precious selves?

Emma M
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Yes Love! You're right, I guess what we are living is in some ways a reflection of how we feel about ourselves and whether or not we can accept that we DO all deserve to be happy and fulfilled! I'm learning to accept that and as

Emma M
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Some1 who has suffered depression a long time - some days it does take a bit extra effort to make myself do things and treat myself well , Take care Love! and thanks for message πŸŒˆπŸŒ»β›΅πŸ§ΈπŸ‘‘πŸ¦œ

Love !
17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

befriending our hurt parts & sadness, accepting (as you've written) is an act of self-compassion & love. Those hurt parts may B pointing us to peace if we embrace & listen deeply. 4 me, depression introduced me 2 spirit & a life of travel & adventure

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17 Oct 2020 · HERO

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Emma M
5d · SUPPORTER

Thanks for message Love! , I think I understand what you're saying,I'm glad you've found something that alleviates your pain-I travelled alot when younger but got a but boring as I've matured Lol ! β˜ΊοΈπŸš£β€β™€οΈπŸŒ»

Love !
5d · LEGEND

I've slowed down as well. Much of the travel adventure & exploration I do nowadays is within. The interior landscapes are as varied as the outer ones. We have our own deserts, caves, valleys & oases.

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5 Emma M
11 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Feeling not 100 percent today , glad I got some coursework done for my new customer service course. Sister is bk in touch coz of her arguing with my mum and it's already getting to me,it's too much
Emma M
11 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

And I'm not gona go there with her again because it's too damaging. She's abusive and untrustworthy and gets nasty and rude when she perceives herself as hard done by. I need to keep my distance but she keeps ringing me,48 GIFs sent to my wats app ye

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11 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Emma M
08 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Keeping busy yesterday and today , mood is levelling out a bit now and I'm starting to feel myself again . Last week was such a hard time I'm glad it's over so I can get bk to normal again!!
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08 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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09 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
11 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks for all these panda hugs , hope all is well with you Pandas πŸΌπŸ‘‘πŸŒ»

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6 Emma M
08 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Keeping busy yesterday and today , mood is levelling out a bit now and I'm starting to feel myself again . Last week was such a hard time I'm glad it's over so I can get bk to normal again!!
Anna D
08 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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5 Emma M
05 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Mood is a bit blah- hence the 5 rating , I'm bk home ,trying to get bk to normal , told Kelly how I feel and getting some useful help soon I think help is on the way Lol , hope all pandas are peaceful
John T
05 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
05 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Taking chance to get exercise by walking with Will to dentists , been eating naughty food πŸ€“

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05 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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06 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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06 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Hope the help comes and is what you need

Emma M
11 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks Albertine M, the help was referral for councelling that is gona be done on Zoom of all things ! So I'll give it my best shot and sure it'll do alot if good after I've got over the weirdness of doing it on video camera !

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5 Emma M
29 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Argued with Will and upset about many things , decided to run off to my mum's place ,went alone and stayed there two nights ,liked being there but left lots of things needing doing at home so returned
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02 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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03 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Love !
03 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

hoping the space did some good.

Emma M
05 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks Love! It did x

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5 Emma M
02 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Went to London to stay at mum's place while she's on holiday, the first day I enjoyed but day2 it poured with rain and I had an awful day - nearly lost my handbag so lucky to get it back ,couldn't fin
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02 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Emma M
02 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks Spacekitten V , for both panda hugs

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03 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
not feeling very good to be honest,had a driving kesson this morning after I sent her an email last night saying I wanted to start with a propre instructor-she wont take no so i made the best of it
Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

but its afternoon now and im trying to keep busy but feel quite low about drifting apart from my so called boyfried, hes changed in the kst 2 months and started saying things to me that he never wouldve said before-but I thnk hes taking amphetemines

Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

so tha would explain that but hes involved his family and i believe spoken badly about me to them. His mum is the one teaching me to drive so thats why Id rather pay for an instructor because her precious son has said things to me which have put me

Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

put me on edge so Im not comfortable driving her car with her as a passenger(shes 80 but very much with it and it wouldve been fine had her son not got involved and shoock me up about driving with her next to me , I paid for insurance and L plates

Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

I dont know why my messages appear up side down !? the bottom one is the first one, I want to have this all recorded so I can look back and remember to be aware of this man and his hurtful behaviour, and remind myself why I am done with him!

Love !
28 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

it posts in order on refresh... and is reading in order from this end

Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Oh right, well many thanks for clearing that up Love 1 !

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28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

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29 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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5 Emma M
27 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Mood is quite flat,last nite I went to Wills to see his decorating progress and spikt a drink ,he overreacted and made me feel bad about it so I left. Told E that I want a driving instructor
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27 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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28 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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28 Sep 2020 · HERO

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Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks for the hugs, my boyfriend is behaving differntly towards me and hes become hurtful in the way he talks to me -I wont put myself in that situation again - Im gonna think of No 1 for a change! and it looks like the relationship is ending.......

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6 Emma M
25 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Plus I had a good sleep which always helps #de-stressing
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25 Sep 2020 · HERO

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25 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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27 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thankyou for hugs , when people always get good sleep they take it for granted - those of us who don't always sleep well know that it's a blessing to get a good night's sleep to let our brains process the day so we can start the next fresh & happy !

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6 Emma M
25 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Feeling better today,had a brisk morning walk and been home alone gettng some me time in and relaxing watching netflix.The visit with mum and friend was short yestrday and it went ok,spoke to mum 2da
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25 Sep 2020 · HERO

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27 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks nixiblu and Albertine M , Panda hugs to you too

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5 Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
I shud be focusing on starting the course I enrolled myself on instead of wasting time and energy on upset due to my mothers Inability to consider my feelings! Shes even done a parenting course
Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Teaching it for a city council when she didnt bring her own kids up right it's a joke.shes delusional, so odd

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24 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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24 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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John T
24 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

Apologies to any teachers reading but the old saying goes: 'Those who can't do, teach.'

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24 Sep 2020 · HERO

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Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thank you all for the hugs and messages , I wont stop working at the relationship and trying to get my mother to understand me better! Never give up or loose hope

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5 Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Feel better than yesterday,had some good sleep and reflection and I had every right to say no to her bringing a mate to stay in my beautiful home,why wud I want strangers on visit with us,shes nuts
Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

We planned her coming for 2 notes to see me and take my sister to hospital appt for cray. Wat makes her think it wud b suitable to hijack the visit with her old friend as if we see eachother all the time! My mums very insensitive it feels like 2

Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Steps forward 1 step bk with her . Never mind- she stayed in hotel I think and is coming to c me today but I must NOT let them stay the nite when it wud make me so annoyed. I gotta b strong! πŸ‘πŸ½πŸ€“πŸ‹πŸ»β€β™€οΈ

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24 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thankyou Spacekitten V, for all the Panda hugs- I had a rant and I'm calmer now !

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24 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks John T πŸ€“

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1 Emma M
23 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Feel very bad.mum wanted to bring old friend on her visit to my house and I said no. Shes upset with me and not coming.Will also done with me now . Having such a bad time not sure how to cope
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23 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Spacekitten V
23 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

You have all the right to decline someone to YOUR house. Dont feel guilty about it. I hope your mom will understand tho.

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23 Sep 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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23 Sep 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

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23 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thankyou Spacekitten,I know you're right,she should know I want time with her after 18 month with only seeing her two times (one of them times she bought a different friend ) shes so insensitive, not to mention Covid! I feel better about saying no πŸ™…

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24 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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7 Emma M
21 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Been keeping momentum going being proactive,had a cheeky Chinese though and that's not inline with my new eating plan Lol ,I'm doing ok though I think. We can only try our best at what we wana do ! πŸ₯³
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22 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Sep 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Sep 2020 · HERO

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Emma M
28 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thank you for these hugs all you guys, much appreciated, sorry Im late in my response im just going over past messages and happily realising that I've had hugs on my posts !

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6 Emma M
20 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Mood is fine,got enrollment done for my customer service course-second one I've done this year online. 1st was equality&diversity something I believe in very much! I didn't do well in school but
Emma M
20 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

#nevertooL8

Emma M
20 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Iv'e realised the benefits of learning and trying to stick at something,I'm gonna give this my best shot !

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21 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Emma M
24 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks for hugs,I guess you can relate to wot I said !

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6 Emma M
19 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER
Been fine today,mood is ok - motivation bit low ,did some weeding in garden and stayed at Wills the nite.slept well last nite with few pregabs and 1 zopiclone
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20 Sep 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Emma M
20 Sep 2020 · SUPPORTER

Thanks Ann L x

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