My boss has offered to help so much with my Cert IV, so grateful!
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Great mood lately but still so unproductive god damn.
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Procrastinating but *** it's nice spending time with her. I want to finish this damn Cert IV so I can spend time on whatever I god damn want.
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Proud of myself. Things went as badly as I thought they might. I reached out, found support and discharged my anguish. It's much easier to accept, I can do this.
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Tonight she's going out, be an opportunity to practice dealing with my fears and paranoia. I want to trust her. Her ability to look after herself. To make decisions. To care for herself.

Bravo! Sounds like you're doing just that- confronting your fears. Takes courage to do that.

25 Aug 2020
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Huge fight and made up. Feels much lighter. I have a crazy person living inside me.
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Huge blow out last night. Highly distressed and upset throughout the morning. Struggle with irrational fears and worries. Fear of abandonment, insecurity, unwelcome images.
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Last night I finally hit my nightly ritual. Feels good to get back on track.
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So exhausted but decided to work my second shift instead of have it off. Eh, just gotta do it sometimes, extra hundred bucks toward my goals.
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Been feeling hella good. Probably a lot to do with how much I've been giving / supporting. Way unproductive lately.. guess that's the trade.
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Fantastic mood, work to do. Lots to look forward to.
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Barely got out of bed. Real flat day til work. Learned the meaning of desiderium... The hard way.
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Every day I embrace letting go of her a little more. It hurts but it's that good kind of hurt. The kind I feel proud of.
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Anyone else walk around today wanting to burst into tears?
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Been going well. Study up. Productivity up. Got the entire day off tomorrow 😍
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Finished my damn training for supervisor. Now I can really get stuck into the Cert IV. Hate study but doing well.
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Really accepting a huge turning point in my life over the next few months. Big day today and still sneaking in study. 💪🏾
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Starting to come to grips with the idea of losing her.
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