Doing much better but beginning to get anxious with anticipation for my trip next week
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Feeling more on track. Finally had a sit down with my partner and talked about the issues going on that I'm working through. And it was refreshing how understanding he was. A much needed conversation.
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Feeling kinda numb
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Feeling down
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My ex won't stop instigating situations that I'm uncomfortable with and not respecting my boundaries. It's really starting to hurt me more than on a surface level. Makes me feel like damaged goods

We are friends, but that isn't what friends do. And I don't want to be the girl that talks about her ex to the guy I'm with now. I really value my friendship but it's disrespectful that there is a line that is continuously crossed.

22 Jul 2020

It just brings up old feelings that I've already worked through and processed. And even when I express this it's like I'm not being heard. Why doesn't anyone just listen to what I have to say instead of running with blind hatred?

22 Jul 2020

I'm sure the feeling will pass, it's just not something I wanted to deal with right now. I've been having a good few days and now it makes me feel like with every issue I drag everyone around me down.

22 Jul 2020
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I was doing okay for the past few days. Even got my appetite back which was huge. However, today it seemed past issues/mistakes were brought up & brought me down. Hopefully tomorrow will be better
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Yesterday was a really great day. I walked around the city with the guy I've been seeing & really was able to forget about my worries. Even took some photos and actually felt good about myself in them

Nice to read someone feeling good. , Good 4 you ! 😎🌺

19 Jul 2020

Wonderful to read ☺️

19 Jul 2020
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Yesterday was a good day and for the most part, so was today. But I felt like the irritablilty and sadness slowly crept on me as night approached. It's so annoying

Sorry that it's like that for you at the moment. My harder time us the morning when I have to push myself to feel good enuff to start doing things.

20 Jul 2020
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It's taken me a while to understand that depression is like a quiet dark safe space that has always been a constant in a world that is always changing. I hope to one day shed that idea and be okay

I'm sending out all my best for my pandas that are going through hard times. I think we all know one day it will get better. It's just the energy that we need to work through it is tough. But reading reassuring comments on my past posts have really

14 Jul 2020

Helped me realize that I'm not alone in this. Have a good rest of your day guys.

14 Jul 2020

I know what you mean about a dark safe place. I think I'm ready to go out though. It's gotten old over the years. Big hugs

14 Jul 2020

Hello, hugs to all you Pandas. Each of us have our unique experiences of depression I think and it's so valuable to talk and share them and remind ourselves that we aren't alone in feeling low sometimes and it's part of being human.

15 Jul 2020
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I'm sorry, I hope your moments get better. we are here for you :)

14 Jul 2020
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In a weird mood this morning. I feel like I can either have a good day or a really bad day. Almost like I'm on a balancing beam. To be determined I guess.
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yeah I totally get it, one thing can set me off and make my day horrible which sucks. We just gotta keep going on though. I hope you have a great day!

13 Jul 2020
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Spoke to someone about my depression and I find that one of my biggest issues with talking is that everyone is quick to offer a solution rather than just listen. I feel bad for saying it but sometimes

I just want to be heard and not fixed. I don't want someone to feel they need to glue me back together. I know they mean well, but sometimes it's about the process, I just want to be heard. Am I the only one who feels like this? Is it okay to?

13 Jul 2020

Hi, i dont know if its okay, but you described exactly what i was thinking about the last few days. You are not alone

13 Jul 2020

People that don't understand get frustrated and feel like they have to fix it.just being heard is important, I understand

13 Jul 2020
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I'm so sorry. there's so many people who think mental illness is something that can just be fixed in a snap but it sucks because you know that they're just trying to help. You are valid in all your feelings, I hope you feel better soon. we are with u

13 Jul 2020
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I forget how much I've missed the old taste of what like was like pre-depression. Seeing old friends and just talking. Also my date went really well. So I think I can conclude that I'm feeling hopeful
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Going on a date tonight. Its nice to really dress up and feel good about myself in a while. First date jitters do suck. Wish me luck!

Good luck and don't forget to have fun! πŸ€πŸŽ‰

09 Jul 2020
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Went to the doctors and it didn't go as well as I hoped. Just wanna lower the shades and ride out the rest of my day in bed
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Date night was cancelled because of the rain but overall was a pretty laxed day
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Today was better. I have a meetup with some old high school friends later. Looking forward to it but slightly anxious as it nears
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