it's been a while since i updated! i feel okay today, caught up on my work, gonna try to get a little ahead of it today. im scheduled to start working november 3rd
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woke up really unmotivated, got the bare minimum done today

sounds like you wanted to be more productive.

17 Oct 2020

love!, i did want to be productive, i felt gross that i wasnt getting things done, but i also didnt have the energy to get anything done. vicious cycle, really.

26 Oct 2020

sometimes we just need to rest. We can give ourselves the gift of kindness.

26 Oct 2020
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didn't get anything done yesterday, doing work today bc my only class of the day just ended
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it was kind of tiring having the heavier day of classes two days in a row, i didnt get much done, so far i have a couple things late but they're in the relaxed classes so ill do them today
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im doing better today, havent done a lot of work yet but i have some things due at the end of today so im gonna get working on that now.
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i just dont wanna get out of bed
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im really glad i didnt leave all my work until the last minute, i only have a couple things to do today assignment-wise and i have plenty of time to do them.
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i hung out at my friend's house for a bit with his boyfriend and another friend, then another couple kids came over but it was right as i was leaving bc i had to go home and help my mom. still fun tho
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my brain was flooded with negative thoughts all day and now my mom fell and hurt her everything and i dont know if i can see my friend tomorrow like i planned because she cant do anything now
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i gave myself a lazy day since i dont have that much work left this week, it was nice
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im pretty on track with school work this week, it definitely feels better to be working a little bit on things every day during the week instead of having everything piled onto one day. that way (1/2)

if i wanna make plans for friday or saturday it's not the end of the world, since i won't have a million things put onto those days

07 Oct 2020
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I am staying on top of work this week, I forgot to call CVS today bc i accidentally set the event to call on my calendar for the 20th instead of the 6th, no idea how, but ill call tomorrow
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I have two 3 page essays due at midnight tonight, I have a couple hours now to work and I already have most of the intro paragraph of one done. then i have from 6pm to midnight (after classes)
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i went to a little beach on the cape with my mom and dad, today was the 13 year anniversary of my brother's passing, the beach was kinda boring but that's just bc i generally don't like the beach
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I watched this really weird movie called vivarium, got a little drawing done for my classes, and tidied up my room.
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Got a good amount of work done, got everything that was due at the end of today done and worked a bit on the things due at the end of the day sunday.
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im really tired even though i slept, i have so much work and a lot of it is due soon but i feel so exhausted. on the bright side, they have my screen in at the store and im getting it fixed today
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still no motivation, a lot of classes again but i did pretty much nothing all day
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we critiqued the sculpture today and it went really well! but i also have a ton of work today and no motivation
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mondays are super busy with classes, i had to stay after my last class today to finish and photograph my sculpture. it came out pretty good
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