Haven't updated in awhile. I have Covid-19. Stuck inside for 14 days with bpd, anxiety and depression. This is gunna be one hell of a ride.

Hope you get well soon

01 Oct 2020
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Have no food. No money. No family. Can't access help untill Monday. I give up. I wish I had the courage to leave this world.

Kaylee there is help you know for sure so make your plans easier by writing them down. Resources are available for food. Stay strong. I believe in you and your strength. 😁

04 Sep 2020

I can't access anything till Monday. My food bank is closed. Thanks for the hugs it means a lot but I'm just so sick of this x

04 Sep 2020

kayleeS are you doing OK now?

12 Sep 2020
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Really enjoying chatting to this guy. Also my friend I was worried about go in contact with me so I'm really relieved
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Started chatting to what seems like a really nice guy but knowing my luck I'll mess it all up

You cannot mess it up if it's the right guy!

02 Sep 2020
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Feel so low. I'm not finding any way out of this slump

Hang in there...no feeling is forever.

01 Sep 2020

Ofcourse you will find the way out,matter of time.good luck.

01 Sep 2020
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9am just woke up. Insanely worried about my friend of 2 years. Need to get ready to start the day
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Been in bed all day.Feel so alone.

Things will change,you'll see ,you won't feel that way foreva,look after yourself Kaylee-youre worth it ! 👑🌻🌤️💐🕊️

30 Aug 2020

Pandas are with you. I listened to some of your spotify playlist. Lots of rock and rap. Enjoyed it

30 Aug 2020

I got Spotify premium with a purchase of a telly ; free 12 month gift and I Love love love it ! I'm so impressed with everything you can listen to,I also love Podcasts such as 'Feel better ,Live More ' , it's a British GP who interviews other profess

31 Aug 2020

Professionals and specialists and it's really been helpful to me - it may help you too Kaylee, there's info and convo's on depression . Good luck and love to all my Pandas xx

31 Aug 2020
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Things all tidy. Now I'm going for a soak in the bath to relax. I'm exhausted but feel better now things are tidy
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Realise I have to actually tidy my room I've put it off for a week because I've been so depressed. Severely lacking motivation today.

hoping once you get started and finish tidying, mood lifts.

29 Aug 2020

I'm trying to do bits at a time so I don't overwhelm myself

29 Aug 2020

good strategy. once you're done you may feel relief

30 Aug 2020
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Woke up at 10am hopefully going to be seeing a friend later for a few drinks
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Feel like drinking myself into oblivion. Really low and suicidal
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Vibing to music made me feel happy

Post a Spotify playlist here I need to hear something different

28 Aug 2020

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Io2XexihEQipZfpea3VwB?si=14Jo3taHTZm5Vk6AxBeI2g

28 Aug 2020

Thanks!

28 Aug 2020
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Just did 20mins on the treadmill. I'm sad because I'm fat and I can't jog for more than a minute without getting out of breath.

But you did it anyway. Good on ya. Tomorrow, maybe you'll go 2 minutes and next week maybe 3. Little by little, your body will adapt and your conditioning & endurance will improve. Soon itll be 20 min without a break.

28 Aug 2020
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