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Despite the day being average, I now miss the past and feel *** and sad. I don't want to be here
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Took a shower this evening which I normally neglect to do on Friday night - never a good start to the weekend. Despite staying up late and sitting on my phone, I hope I have a good productive weekend
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My ex removed me from his Spotify premium which is fine, I understand and was going to go, but I think it proves he doesn't want to be friends. I still need to talk things over but I know he refuses
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My self isolation ends tomorrow! Participated in an interesting webinar in law, was generally quite productive - still my mind is racing bad thoughts now whilst I'm trying to go to sleep.
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Just not so great, idk how to switch off bad thoughts particularly when going to sleep. Did my covid test today so hope to hear back soon. Tried to lift my mood by dancing round my room but alas
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Day was up and down, I had a nice glass of wine and danced about my room and actually felt so happy. Now I've tried to fall asleep but my brain keeps lulling over painful things and bad thoughts
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Day was okay and mood was fine until now when I try to sleep and my brain starts racing and now feel bad
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Being stuck at home today reminded me of how spaced out it makes me feel. I was really irritable this morning and I don't know why. I think it's going to be a long 10 days
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Got a notification that I have to self isolate which is a bit worrying, been worried all day.
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Made chocolate chip pancakes this morning which was a good start to the day but just feeling a bit slumpy
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Feeling a teeny bit sick and can't switch my mind off to sleep
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Felt a bit ill all day because my ears are playing up
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Day was tough and quite busy, started low but went out for crepes for tea which was nice. Not looking forward towards lockdown and the stress to come but not too bad for now
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Feeling exhausted a bit, very spacey, and panicking about how adults make friends and meet people. I know most the times my worries aren't necessary or particularly logical but that doesn't help
Amelia D
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Hi Lauren. I'm on the same boat. Not sure how to make friends other than my boyfriend. I want to meet people but at the same time I'm comfortable being a lone wolf.

03 Nov 2020

I joined a pottery and ceramic class when I first moved to nyc and was in that boat. Made some great friends. My partner has been making new friends playing tennis. It's harder during Covid though

04 Nov 2020
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Just feeling down I guess. Demotivated and worried about living. I had a bit of an existentialist crisis too for the first time in a long time
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