Super happy as always lately. Gottta find a job though. Still taking lithium and zyprexa
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Really happy but family doesn't trust me yet. Been on lithium. Not sure if it's helping but I'm happy
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I found my purpose and became my true self today. So much to learn. God is good.
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Been weaning off my antidepressants. Got hit with a wave tonight. Feel unworthy, funny things aren't funny, 111 usually fills me with joy. Didn't. Just took Prozac. Hoping to wake up happy

Have Schitts creek on. My fave scenes. Can't even laugh. I logically know my life is great. But I can't feel it. So sad

01 Feb 2021
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Slept in way late today. Trying to get off antidepressants. Making me sleepy which reminds me of depression. Hoping I can get over that
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Gardened with bravo (genuius style) fishing with Scott. Lots of taking with Maritza. 1000% my soulmate
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So happy l. Maritza stayed over last night. She recharges me like a battery. I love her so much. Sarah and parc leave today :(
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I love life. I love land surveying. I love Maritza. I love Sarah and mushroom man. I love Andrea. My life is amazing
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Work has been super sucky. Really feel like they want me to quit. I make no money while everyone else does. Is it on purpose or really just how it ends up like every night
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Second day land surveying. Going well. Super laid back. Wes says I'm doing great. Ritalin is helping me stay up. Cold outside
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First day land surveying and following Wes. Late start. Pretty awake. Gonna see how this is
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Had the best day ever in my life with Maritza yesterday. Mushrooms and k. Literally a cosmic experience 😍🌌🔮☺️🌱

Sounds fun and enlightening

12 Jan 2021

sounds like fun :D

13 Jan 2021
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Ritalin is helping with waking up. Little anxiety tho so took .25 alp along with my morning meds. Trying to be productive with this energy
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Day 2 Ritalin. Helped a lot yesterday. Slept good and woke up cold. Lil mushie and have football at 1 with Andrea
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Met this girl M and tried k with her. I became an attic. What an amazing first day. She's so cosmically aligned with me. Can't wait to see where this goes
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So excited for today. Therapy, massage on shroomies lil bit. On my way to see Tiva and dinner with fam tonigh
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Granny threw up this morning so I did dishes and fed cats. Was tired cause didn't sleep well. Took meds and dr apt at 9:30
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Had great dinner with granny, Ahby, Rae and Rianna. I'm really happy with life right now. Infatuated with Maritza 😍
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Today has been ***ing amazing. Woke early and got cleaning done. Fishing with Joce and Chris. Skating and shrooming. Now relaxing in bed

nice !! :)

04 Jan 2021
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