Wow, its been so long again. time flies by. Work is going well, I am pretty much full time working on one project right now which to some extent is relaxing. Apart from that, my crush is still living rent free in my head and its killing me, its been so long now <.< I would update more often but I am literally sitting at home, the only time I went out the last 2 years was to buy groceries <.<
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It's been a while, again. Not much happening. Work is pretty good currently, but apart from that, I am still extremely lonely and I dont really know how to fix that.
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Was hanging out with people yesterday for the first time in like very long, but somehow it did not help my depression at all, rather made it worse. Really not helping when they start to talk about past/current relationships and you just sitting there listening for an hour because you've never been in one at 26 years old.

Your time is coming.. the person just hasn't found you yet!!

08 Jul 2021

Thank you, needed to hear that <3

08 Jul 2021

I bet your a great catch!! Sometimes God keeps the best for the best!!

08 Jul 2021
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As always, been a while and it only feels like a few days went by. Work has been a bit slower thankfully. Apart from that literally nothing happened
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Not much happening currently. not sure if thats good or bad
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Work is going well, much to do since the projects deadline is coming closer. Still can't get over my crush, asked her out two years ago and even though she declined my brain still makes me think about her ugh. Also moodpanda got a makeover and upped the char limit. looking crisp, nice <3
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no work today. getting some coding done right now. planning to order a pizza later and watch kdrama on the couch.
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Tumor removal day was today, I hope it heals well! Will see next week. Also my birthday is almost over today, you can still be the first to congratulate me. Would mean a lot <3

Happy birthday from MoodPanda HQ! 🎈 and best of luck with the recovery 🎂

05 May 2021

Thank you so much <3

05 May 2021
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So I went to a different doctor due to that benign tumor, and he said it should be removeable. Going back next week to get it cut out and I hope it all works out.

Still bummed about the friend who suddenly blocked all communications. That one really stings

28 Apr 2021

I think it is https://idioms.thefreedictionary.com/bummed+out

28 Apr 2021
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So a person I was messaging with the last 4 years suddenly blocked me on steam and discord without any comment which makes me feel extremely bad since I just want to know why

ups. missclicked. anyhoops its really sad thinking that I will probably never know why, and I dont have many friends to begin with

27 Apr 2021
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came back from the dermatologist. regarding the hair loss - thats pretty much a lost case. also I got a weird moderately sized bump/knob on my nose. thats a benign tumor which will just regrow

forever every time it is removed. great. who doesnt want to share his life with a weird grow on his nose, I'd much rather have some friends instead. it is what it is

12 Apr 2021
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Wow, my new years resolution of updating atleast daily did NOT work out. Anyways, bought a 3d printer and one of my mods for a game got quite popular, keeping myself busy

In my defense, time straight up flies by currently its insane.

08 Apr 2021

congrats on the mod & new printer.

09 Apr 2021
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my hair loss is progressing hella fast and I am only 25. its killing me
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So, I've been to the doctor and I got told that I cant do anything against my hair loss. I am freaking 25 and already going bald. I will be looking like a mix of 17 and 40: Acne and Hair Loss

I just kinda imagined my entire life to be different. So far I havent even had my first girlfriend, never even kissed a girl but apparently my body decided its time to go bald

02 Mar 2021
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I've been wanting to update more regularly, but like, there's literally nothing to say. Every day is the same: Wake up, complain about being awake again, work, go to sleep.
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Keeping myself busy with coding, helps getting my mind off things
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I am a fallback friend. I am the guy you hit up spontaneously in the evening asking to play online games with when your actual plans didnt work out, and I am really tired of that

i'm sorry daniel :( i know that's a sucky feeling . i hope you find people that appreciate you more soon

22 Feb 2021
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Rearranged my furniture completely today, still not done but I think its better the way it is now
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second week at work and its already starting to be really stressfull again
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