I'm just overthinking and wishing I had less anxiety when I was younger because there were so many people I wanted to talk to and just couldn't and now I won't ever have a chance to tell them.
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Same thoughts as yesterday. Honestly why should I even try to get my parents to care when I'm going to just keep disappointing them.
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It feels like my parents have given up on me. Nothing I do gets their attention or even a reaction.
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I'm mostly just feeling indifferent right now. It's that kind of numb feeling when you feel like you might never recover?
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Today my doctor said that if it weren't for covid she would put me in the hospital for losing too much weight. She says that I'm right on the edge and that I'll die

I used to weigh 100 lbs. Every one thought they were a Dr. And said I needed to gain weight. Funny back then I never was diagnosed w/depression. Everyone was in deniel. My abuser knew

10 Dec 2020
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I don't know why but I just feel really alone right now
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Nothing is really happening. I got some crafts done so I guess that's one thing to be happy about.
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The new medication is giving me tremors and it's really difficult to do things but hopefully it'll settle soon.
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I've started a new medication and so far I have a lot of energy from it so I'm feeling alright. :)
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I'm actually feeling kind of okay today.
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Nothing is really happening to cause me to feel this way. I'm worried that I might never be okay.
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I just feel like I'm a burden to my loved ones and that it's easier if they don't care because then I don't have to worry about taking care of myself. I feel like I should isolate myself.
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I'm a bit worried because I want to audition for this choir at a college I want to go to but I don't think I'll actually pass.
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Nothing is really happening. I just feel overwhelmed and kind of empty.
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I'm angry and miserable. I've been crying all day and I feel like I hate everything. I wish I could just stop thinking
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I hope your day gets better keep you head up

30 Nov 2020
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I don't really have a reason. I just feel down and kind of empty.
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I'm angry, miserable, and afraid of my future. I feel like no matter what I do I'll never be okay or that my parents don't support me when I need it.
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I'm just angry at injustices in the world and thinking back on the past. Like things that happened to me when I was little that just aren't okay.
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