i struggle with navigating my own emotions , i have no idea how to go about handling other's directly
Sometimes just being there and not saying anything but just truly listening or feeling wíth them can be very meaningful to someone who feels hurt. Sending hugs for you and your mom x
thank you , v <3
meds tomorrow .
annoying , or talk too much about myself , or don't talk enough . it's always something . thinking of writing myself notes to read to remember to stay grounded during our conversations .
glad to hear!
hope you're all doing well
was funny . i make jokes about my mental health but in the moment just feels like . sounds too much like my dad
hope you're all well
i do get frustrated . at what , depends on who i'm talking to . with my friends i'm frustrated with my situation , with my mom i'm frustrated with myself . it's weird . everything is weird .
you'd think they'd take a different approach for this kind of thing but i guess not
not a thing has changed . not a single thing .
oh *** bro,, i am so sorry,, if you ever need someone to vent to were here!!
thank you <3 that actually means a lot . hope you're well
go ahead and let it out sometimes a release of emotions is just what you need. take a deep breath you will get through this💕
No ur not stupid. It's not ur fault in any way and I agree with M M it's better to let everything out instead of bottling it up until it gets sooo bad to the point where u just can't deal with anything anymore .
That pain would be too much and u don't deserve to go through that. Things take time to change don't worry it has to be step by step. Everyday is a challenge and we all have some sort of let backs along the way. We're here for u x
thank you all <3
they tell other people i'll do things and then when i don't deliver ( because i wasn't asked in the first place ) i come off as an a****** . then they call me lazy or rude or ungrateful and i'm not i just want to be alone
they apologize to people because i can't communicate or i can't finish something and then they get angry at me . they have impossible expectations and act like i'm such a disappointment for not reaching them .
i hate being regarded as a failure just for existing . i hate not being enough for any of them . i'm just tired and sad . barely anything brings me joy anymore . why do i have to be something ? why can't i just be ?
I know how you feel, my parents were the same. Always 'that's ok, Anna will do it' without asking me. Pointing every mistake I have. You're not bad, you're not a failure. You're a great person. They just can't see it.
thank you , anna <3 and i'm sorry they did that