i think i need to be more careful with the content i'm consuming . it affects me more than i realize
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a friend of mine told me something i really needed to hear and finally i'm crying for the first time in weeks . i think i get so caught up in my belief that i'm unlikeable that i do a disservice to those who do care for me . i may not always deserve them but they're there and i wouldn't trade it for anything
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minecraft live updates were so cool :D excited for the swamp upgrade
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holding a conversation is very hard 😵‍💫

it is especially when you really want to talk to them.

3 days ago
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trying something new and trying to stay positive about it :) i tend to beat myself up over anything i create so i am trying very hard to Not Do That . hope you're all doing well !!
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my mom's friends are visiting . they're really cool . i feel like i'm in mamma mia minus the wedding and dads . they brought prerolls too :D
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finding it hard to stay motivated or energized . time feels like it's completely passing me by

like synecdoche, new york?

11 Oct 2021

never seen that actually , is it a good watch ?

7 days ago

it's perfect!

7 days ago
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birthday was pretty alright :) hope you're all well

happy belated bday!!

6 days ago

thank you !! <3

6 days ago
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last three hours as a teenager . feeling better about it right now . taking advantage of the good mood to clean my room and do some self care :) . hope you're all doing well <3
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it's 1 pm and i'm driving home to brush my teeth . i surviveeeed

we aren't not rooting for you nat

03 Oct 2021

thank you :)

05 Oct 2021
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my mom and i agreed to go home at 2 am . it's 4 am now and we're going home tomorrow . i can't even bring myself to be mad cause it's her birthday and she's having fun and that's good i just wish she didn't ask me if i wanted to leave and agreed to do so if we were just gonna stay anyways lol . i think i'm just gonna stay up until we leave . if i think about my sleep schedule too much i will cry
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i've been really anxious and down for the past week or so and i have no idea why . birthday is on monday and i'm dreading it . i don't like myself right now at all
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feeling a bit better today . last night wasn't all that bad . got more inspiration for creative stuff . a bit nervous i'm gonna start dropping my hobbies because of procrastination . wish i could see my friends . gonna try and talk to a few of them today

I hope you reached out. I struggle to talk to my friends when I'm feeling low, but it almost always helps.

28 Sep 2021

i did ! we had a nice time :) ty

01 Oct 2021
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fallen off the wagon in a way tonight . probably going to be mad about it tomorrow but i'm pretty content right now . idk if i'm going backwards or forward . changes are coming and i don't think i'm ready for it . i never am , to be honest
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gotten the urge to cry on and off all day today . not sure why . not having a bad day , but anxiety has been acting up pretty bad . it might be because i made a new twitter account for one of my interests ,, it's kind of the only place i can talk about my interests but it's also pretty stressful . idk . comparing myself to others a lot . stressed about money & being a burden on others
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been doing a lot better ! a bit miffed rn because my mom gave away something of mine without asking , but there's not much i can do about it now so i'll just get over it i guess . getting my first haircut at a salon in four years tomorrow , hopefully it goes well . hope you're all doing alright !

she seems 2 be in one of those moods where she's intentionally doing subtle things to tick me off rn . not sure what caused it but i'm just going to ignore it

22 Sep 2021
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Just focus on things you can control be accountable for your own mood :) have a good haircut bro !

22 Sep 2021
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no matter what i do or where i am i feel like a failure . i've been much better than where i am right now and i still felt that way . i just wish i didn't care so much
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day two of period , always the worst , but still did my chores and worked out ! need to work on being more patient with the new kitten , but things are going pretty well . got a lot of appointments scheduled ( thank you mom ) and will hopefully set the rest up today . hope you're all doing well !

if you train her early, you can walk her on a leash and take her to the park, beach, woods.

15 Sep 2021

that'd be lovely ! :)

19 Sep 2021
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my mom said i plucked my eyebrows too far up :,) but to be fair , i did ask for her opinion . i'm not mad or anything but i am kinda sad haha . i still like how i do them so in the long run it's alright i'm just kinda bummed out now

Your opinion matters most. Rock those brows

15 Sep 2021

ty marilyn ! <3

15 Sep 2021
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my mom's negativity has been bringing me down a bit . it's not like she does it intentionally , but whenever i bring up something she's objectively critical about it . it's just a bummer being shot down everytime i talk to her . idk how to bring it up without hurting her feelings . for the most part she's extremely supportive and values my opinion but she keeps talking over me :/
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