Horrible fight with husband. I begged for respect and instead had a fight. In front of my son. He apologized. And then today another rollercoaster. I'll never get off this ride.
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Without context, my husband says I'm the reason he'll storm around the house and that I shouldn't. Tell him I'm depressed- says just be happy. Tell him I want to die- he says be happy you're alive

And that he loves me.

12 Feb 2021

I'm emotionally broken and literally crying for help. He is emotionally not available. I am the problem. I need to be happy. Same time he says in a sarcastic tone- I love my f*ing life. He has no time or energy to 'help' or argue with me.

12 Feb 2021

So let's just get over our feelings and have a good day. Let's never talk about it, forget it, and blame crazy me when it happens again. LIKE ALWAYS. I need help.

12 Feb 2021

Every time I try to talk to someone I know and care about and use small hints, I feel not heard even if I'm given a half concerned response. I'm invisible. I don't matter. Without my son or the love for my family, I'd have no reason.....

12 Feb 2021

Have you thought about seeing a therapist? I just started seeing one and it really helps. Nobody should have to go through that alone

12 Feb 2021
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Feel down about cxling the cleaning lady but happy that my day is free...still have a dirty house...ugh

It took 2 days for him to finally help me clean. It was nice. But he will complain the entire time. I regret not having the cleaning lady. Thankful that the house is done. What a emotionally rollercoaster to have help done....

12 Feb 2021
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I was excited to have a cleaning co. help me bc therapy comes in for son on Monday. Husband suggested not to. He'll just help...yeah right. Now I'm sad and numb. Back to same old s**t and dirty house!

Now the cleaning lady is trying so hard to come to clean. I want to say yes. I don't work and my husband doesn't want to pay. I hate lying to people

05 Feb 2021

She took the hint and was very nice about it. T

05 Feb 2021

...that helped a lil bit

05 Feb 2021
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