I've been told that i have to spend 45 days in day hospital to get the academic vacation, and that's really not good, so i dismissed it and then my mom told me that it's not neccessary so I can just go through therapy and thats pretty fine, so everything is kinda ok
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Going to the day hospital soon for the first time. Kinda worried about it. Probably the worst week of my life starts now.
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Kinda dissolving in myself. Those antidepressants and neuroleptics feel really strange. I really recall that meme now where a man expects that everything will be amazing due to pills while in reality you are just blank and a bit stoned- well, still better than without them
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Well, here I am again. Yesterday I was diagnosed with severe depression, been to psychoneurological dispensery today, was almost sent to mental hospital, but got lucky to end on day hospital just because Im already taking pills. Seems like a new part of my life starts here- what will it be like? Does it even matter? Well, I sleep and feel myself a bit better due to pills.
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We rescheduled a meeting for sunday, I'm actually surprised that I'm a bit excited- it's an opportunity to change a lot in my life, probably my whole lofe will change

However, having very high hopes might be risky, would be damn painful if I fail as usual

27 Apr 2021

Leonard P even if you try something and it doesn't go to plan its not a failure on your part but an opportunity to learn something-tge fact that you're getting out there and giving it a go is a success in my view! Good luck

27 Apr 2021

Thank you Emma for kind words!

27 Apr 2021

Thats alrite Leonid P , you be good to yourself and realise that even if it doesn't go the way you want it - that could be leading onto something even better for you ! But give it your best shot and show them what you're made of ! 🤓💯

27 Apr 2021
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My groupmate promised to acquaint me with a girl who seems to be my soulmate, according to what he said about her. Tomorrow is the day, I'm a bit nervous and unconfident, wish I don't *** all up
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Heeey, it's my birthday, and I'm still alive- don't feel any difference though

Happy birthday!

20 Apr 2021

Happy alive day, hun

20 Apr 2021
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Damn those thoughts are back. Can't remember when was the last day without them. What should I even do with them?

I learnt to argue with those stupid thoughts. Eventually, they disappeared, but it took a long time...

06 Apr 2021
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I had a terrible, yet so interesting dream- about violence, love, suicide, it was very long- a couple of weeks, i guess, so i can't tell the details, just that at the end justice have been served

Now I'm kinda upset that I woke up- that would be amazing to live a whole life being smbd different from me, even with such a hard story

05 Apr 2021

Hope u get through this. Hindsight is a powerful thing, keep thinking positive x

05 Apr 2021

🍀❤️

05 Apr 2021
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Damn such a terrible hangover, head hurts so much, and sorry for that bull*** yesrerday, I was drunk as hell

Party?

04 Apr 2021

Yep, with my imaginary friends and suicidal thoughts

04 Apr 2021

Oh, I see. Hope you will feel better soon :)

04 Apr 2021

Wish that thoughts go away from you soon.be strong.when you drink things get worse, I think.

04 Apr 2021

No need to apologize.

04 Apr 2021

I'm so glad your ok, I fell asleep while texting you but I'm glad I was there

05 Apr 2021
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PLEASE PANDAS I WANNA KILL MYSELF IM SORRY

Calm down it will be ok

04 Apr 2021

Please don't kill urself try to calm down

04 Apr 2021

What's wrong

04 Apr 2021
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I should start dealing alcohol addiction
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I rwally shpunf syat fwadli g wigmyh alcohol sfficoyob
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