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Oh Hon.. I wish I knew what to do or say that would help.. Panda please reach out when your feeling this way!!
I hope you find the will to keep on living, we are here for you.
Make sure you are not making permanent decisions over temporary feelings.
2) stay at home with my sister and mum while my dad moves out. But i mean thats still bad cause my mums there and I wouldn't want them to seperate because of me but on the other hand boarding schl seems rlly hard and all of that money would be wasted
Cause i might fail and i dont wanna leave my friends. So... i hv no clue. Has anyone got any ideas on which option I should pick?
Probably It's not a good advice, but pick what your heart is for, because there is no right or wrong choice, just stay strong no matter what you end up on
proud of you !! there'll be ups and downs , but we'll always be here to support you when you need it ! <3 you got this
I'm glad you are safe too
It's great you see the life a bit better. I hope you'll feel better and better. Stay strong ❤️🍀
I agree with Jana ❤️❤️
I just feel like i appreciate everyone so much and with their kind words its helped me to feel better. Ur all so kind and lovely xx
Please don't do that. There always is a way out of pain that doesn't include death. Believe me, I wanted to kill myself some years ago too. So I know what I'm talking about. ❤️❤️
Agree with Anna.
Please don't. I'm not going to pretend to know you but as someone who has done the math & taken over a 100 pills at once that don't interact well with each other and lived, even though I shouldn't have. PLEASE don't
Life isn't always easy. In fact, more often than not, I've found it to be hard. But there are those special times that kinda randomly come out of nowhere & make it all worth it. I should have died 10 years ago, I did the math, but I didn't & I'm glad
Please don't overdose yourself. I know it might look like the life has no sense now. I lived it too, I wanted to kill myself. Once I almost killed myself and the last thing I remember before falling unconscious was 'Please I want to live.' There is a
will to live in everyone. You might have survived because you wanted to live. It's really strong. Keep strong ❤️
Please call 911, 999 or your local emergency services number immediately. They can help you, and you deserve help. Please do that
Talk to childline again if it helps. Just talk to someone who can help
Im sorry but i have to now. Those 'special times' Danny M just arent enough to make it worth it for me. Im sorry everyone.
Please don't. Your life is worth living. Call any number Jake mentioned. Please do ❤️❤️
Hit (like a black eye or worse) and i asked her why she wont tell anyone and she said she cant do anything abt it but shes fine with it and just doesnt talk to him. Like so it makes me feel like i made a big deal abt what my parents did to me cause
They also abused me a lot but i told someone abt it and she hasnt. Like then im a burden and i couldve kept it to myself. Im so stupid im always saying stuff i shouldnt like i just basically told my counsellor today that i do self harm
And have suicidal thoughts for this assessment when she asked me. Like why didnt i just keep it to myself. It just ruined everything. I wasnt going to but when she asked me i was SMILING cause i was nervous and that just told everything. Like wtf
I just spent hours trying to convince my parents and sister not to tell anyone abt it but then i go blurt it out myself. How stupid can i get. Its f***ing embarrassing
I just endured 10 mins of my sister and mum shouting in my ear about that I have to do it or they will put me in a nhs program which is stupid. The school won't do that but they will like I don't need it. My sister says I'm 'high priority' and unsafe
Like what that's bs. I have full control of my self harm. I haven't done it since 2 days ago and that was just a small bite not even a cut or burn so Yh I do have control. So annoying.
I don't know what to do cause ur all also probably gonna say do the counselling but like what if talking doesn't help me.
The flashbacks are all coming back again. Dk what to do. Nearly stabbed myself yesterday so they could realise what they've done but the knife didn't go deep enough. I still have it in my room Dk whether I should try again
Please don't stab yourself :(
Live,you will leave this house one day,don't hurt yourself, don't.
Please ask someone you trust for help. That's a terrible mother for not believing in you, she should be someone u should rely on. Please don't stab yourself and if it comes to it, call 911.
It's the only way out now. I'm rlly scared but I have to.
*tomorrow is pe.
Paracetamol is rubbish. WTH am I supposed to do. It's like 1:10 I'm freaking out!!!. HATE LIFE.
Just realised I overreacted by like 95% lol
F**k this sh*t. They all keep on telling me not to self harm but literally I cant fight the urges if they keep on triggering me. I'm so f**king done with this. I don't care what they think anymore. I'll do what I want
Keep surviving. When you are a bit older you'll indepence and I promise that is very good
She helped me and told me I could stop whenever I felt ready to and didn't brainwash me into going to a doctor abt it. We spoke for 40 mins. Time went fast I liked speaking with her a lot.