Party was fun at first but I was blackout drunk, no idea what happened except made out a lot with this one girl and now everything is awkward I guess, also my best friend was super aggressive and I slept outside crying… now i regret the whole night idk
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Been doing better than before, got a medication and also going to therapy nowadays. Someone called me beautiful at a grocery store, i was so so flattered, wow... Oh and a new friend invited me to a party tomorrow, i'm a bit nervous but VERY excited… we'll see how it goes
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I've been feeling so terrible. I didn't get accepted in this one school, my future plans just vanished away. I'm stuck here, I have no money and probably won't be able to pay my rent this month. I have so many bills to pay too. I'm so weak physically, losing hair and stuff and I don't have ANYONE to talk to. i'm so ***ing hopeless and scared tbh and idk, i'm just in so much trouble rn

Breathe. Start there. Nose in, mouth out. And crying is okay.

01 Jun 2021
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feeling so calm and i have so many interesting thoughts in my mind. can't wait to journal later. i'm not homesick and actually i feel... good? comfy?

i got to know my mom in such a new way. not as a kid or teen, we talked like... adults? friends? she told me things i would've never guessed. hard to explain.... but she's actually very interesting? and we actually have things in common

06 Apr 2021
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traveled 12 hours to my mom's place, gonna stay here for a while. i'm so grateful about her. thinking about this trip as a selfcare retreat, kind off

the nature here is so beautiful, mountains and all. also doing some hc journaling and clearing my mind here. this is probably so good for me

05 Apr 2021

kinda embarrassed cuz i ***ed up my own life and now i just escaped here but idk. this is helping me, i want to grow

05 Apr 2021

oh and also: i recommend this one channel on youtube called HINDZ. he talks about deep stuff and it's just so inspiring idk... has really helped me. maybe check him out if ur interested!

05 Apr 2021
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got nothing done today even tho I have advance assingments due tomorrow. instead of that I just cried and had so so much anxiety I couldn't eat. i feel so so terrible inside out

if I don't get in this school idk what to do. it's literally the only thing i care about rn... if i don't get accepted i'm probably gonna lose it

30 Mar 2021
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