I'm reflecting on life lately and I do not think it's completely healthy. But I have no regrets.
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Emotionally I feel terrible. I'm laying in bed. Heart racing. Nothing but my thoughts. And this weird feeling. At least I'm safe and healthy.

Guys I've been so anxious lately. I can't even look my family, friends , or strangers in the eyes. What is that about?

5 days ago
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My boyfriend and I are long distance. We are supposed to be meeting in one hour and he has a 3 hour drive. Snap map tells me he's either at a hotel or a wedding store in his town. I have nobody to turn to and I'm just thinking wtf how do I react either I get mad, cry or push him away.
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I'm not doing great. I thought baking a cake last night would help but I still feel this way. It's getting in the way of my relationships.
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As of lately I've been struggling.
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Pandas I need help navigating my feelings. I don't know if I'm wrong to feel jealous and hurt. Currently i have a load of homework my partner knows this. I pitched a cute date idea but he decided to do those things with his friend. I'm bothered because he never takes me out and that idea was me making an effort. I'm I wrong? Should I let it go?

i would try and communicate that to him in a way that's more of a conversation as opposed to a confrontation if you can . just be like ,, hey i know u probably didn't mean anything by it , but i had done this for us and it hurt my feelings a bit that

28 Jul 2021

you did that with someone else . then express that you want to do more things together and figure out something that'll work for the both of you .

28 Jul 2021

This is so helpful thank you. He actually hinted to me about talking me to the same place. But it just feels like I'm being placed second.

28 Jul 2021
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My dad called out my eye circles. Told him I've been having trouble sleeping but he dismissed my reasoning.

So many reasons for this,consult with the doctor. And ofcourse we should sleep well.good luck.

25 Jul 2021

Thank you Ann. I probably will now that you mention it, i never really thought about it much.

27 Jul 2021

Be healthy, my friend.

27 Jul 2021
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I'm struggling here. I want to do something to put me out of this head space but with strict parents I'm a prisoner in my own home.
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I wasted half the day in bed. I'm mad at myself for that. But I just wanna be alone.
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I was asked why I shut down at times when there is confrontation. This only dug me into a deeper hole. And I can't stop crying. I've put a lot of thought into this question and I know the answer that I don't want to give.
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I'm trying to understand why I cut everybody off from my life. Like nothing wrong has happened but I still self sabotage all my personal relationships.
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6 am and I can't sleep. Stressed all over. I often find myself daydreaming about my future.
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I feel my mother secretly resents me and I don't know what I've done. I don't know what to do with this new feeling.
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Maybe try to speak to her

06 Jul 2021

I don't know how a conversation like that would go. I've tried with other things but it usually gets dismissed

13 Jul 2021
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My mood changed so quick. I hate it here.
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Morning to everyone. I'm still in bed. What's up?
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Morning to everyone. I'm still in bed. What's up?
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I am not doing great mentally. I don't feel like I have a support person at all. Everyone feels distant and untrustworthy. Also I didn't eat much today.. my tummy is speaking whale.
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