All I've eaten today was a granola bar, and I split half a freeze dried ice cream with my siblings. I'm really full, and don't think I can make myself eat anything else. I've decided to start recording my eating habits so I'll have something to show my parents and/or doctors. 12:35pm - granola bar +10 protein 3:27pm- freeze dried ice cream
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I showed my father a pair of my old shorts that fit me fine 4ish years ago, and I was a normal weight then, but now they're so baggy on me they won't stay up. He gave me a disappointed/angry look and asked if I was anorexic now, and if he needed to get me some overalls so they'd stay up. That kinda hurt, not gonna lie. It's hard for me to eat, I just don't feel the need to, I never feel hungry.

And all the support I get from him is 'you're gonna turn out a diabetic like me' cause he never are right as a kid. But I feel this is different, and I don't know what to do. I can't see a doctor myself as I'm too young, so it's up to them

18 Jun 2021

And they don't think it's as severe as it is. I can't make them see how much this is affecting me

18 Jun 2021

My boyfriend is supporting me as much as he can, but since it's long distance, he can't be *here* for me

18 Jun 2021
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I'm very underweight right now, I like watching the numbers to down, but hate how small I'm getting. I can't make myself eat more than the size of my hand, and I'm getting very weak. 5'5' at 103lbs

If you're not already talking to someone professional about this, consider visiting this link and finding local support. You deserve help https://findahelpline.com/

18 Jun 2021

Please find someone who can help you

18 Jun 2021
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Coming to terms with the fact I'm probably anorexic.
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We stayed up all night texting. :]
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Got my braces off today 😁 I have a permanent retainer, and a plastic one

nice !!!! keep up with that retainer !! i didn't and i'm approaching square one again :,) enjoy some popcorn and gum !

15 Jun 2021
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Wish he felt better, depression sucks, he's being open though, which makes me happy
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Great to hear that :)

12 Jun 2021
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Better today. 😊 I love my boyfriend
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I hate making small mistakes, they're like tripping and face planting over an itty bitty pebble. Still hurts the same when you land. :|
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I love my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. 😁😁😁😁😁
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I love him. <3 I'm walking on suuuuunnnssshhhhiiiiinnnneeeeee. :DDD
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I got a pixie, and I think I look great. 😁
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Pretty goooodddd, really busy, but I love him. <3
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My baby is the best baby, and nobody can tell me otherwise. <3
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Much better. I love my boyfriend. 😁
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Feeling really happy except he is sad. :( I wish I could snap my fingers and give him the world. Just to make him feel better. I love him
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Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm very in love though. 😊

awwww <3 wishing u both the best !

02 Jun 2021

I appreciate yoouuuuu. <3

02 Jun 2021
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