I feel like I'm in a relationship on life support....like dead but still kickin cause no one wants to let it go..... it makes me unbearably sad and almost numb.
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Needing to find more to do by myself and be okay with doing things by myself. I just do that all day alone already.....
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Feeling pretty neglected and alone. Finally the toddler isn't here and we can spend time together and I'm still sitting by myself in the bedroom. Nothing from the last 2 days is resolved. Prolly just won't be. Too much effort to fight anymore. I'll just keep going without my needs met, any needs in any way. It's ok. It's what's familiar so I'm pretty good at it.
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LONG trying day. All limits reached. Patience spread as thin as it can go. Spent AF. Done with the kid thing. Cant and won't play along anymore. Limit reached. Too much OTHER stress. Yesterday was too good to be true should've seen the bad day comin. Still didn't. #BPD #stress #relationships #kids #ptsd #triggers #overwhelmed #exhausted
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Been in so much pain all day. Last night before bf has his kid til Sunday. Overwhelmed & disappointed. Wishing he would spend time WITH me knowing how much I'm struggling rn.

ugh it's hard to be with someone who has a kid

20 May 2021

It's someone he knows that me and my ex introduced him to. Ghosted on me got with her. Had a kid. And hit me up as soon as I wasn't with my ex anymore. He knocked up my gf in our bed while I was asleep even though she was suppose to be with me

20 May 2021

They left me for each other had a kid. And so THATS who's kid he has too.

20 May 2021

If being with someone with kids wasn't already hard

20 May 2021
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#pain #disappointment #overwhelmed #sad #anxious #medical #helpless #annoyed #hurt #bored #uncertainty #allergies #relationship #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #Kids #nonparent #lonely

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20 May 2021
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Feeling sad unproductive and lame. Not sure why. Time of day maybe? Shrugs
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