Go back and forth between totally happy in my relationship to doubting everything. The past three weeks have been incredible. Today was my bf birthday and it was great accept for like 30-60 minutes where I got really sad and wondered if he loved me. Then I felt bad because I brought down the mood on his day. But I got out of it by the end and had a good time. Start school tomorrow/ tracking mood
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Great first day of rehearsals for the film. I was nervous but it turned out better than expected. Some awkward moments but we'll get there. I'm so happy to be back with my bf and to be staying with my cousin
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This morning was slightly rough. Had a cry on the plane as I flew away and got a little anxious before that. But once I was back with my bf everything I spent the summer worrying about disappeared and my prayers were answered
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Last day in Oregon. Good day with friends and family. I'm feeling ready now but I'll be sad tomorrow. Almost let my anxiety get the best of me over something small but I didn't
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Overall good day but it ended in another break down about my relationship and just how I'm feeling.
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Had a great day. I've been going back and forth between really stressed and excited because I'm moving in three days. And we found out my dog might be super sick
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Had a break down because my anxiety over covid came back. I canceled plans with my grandma because of it
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Rough day. Admitted I was a little depressed to my dad and he gave me a good pep talk. Feeling the love and feeling a bit better but still on edge
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Today was a nice day but now I'm crying because I don't think I'll ever be good enough to be a professional dancer. I know that thinking in this way won't help but I just have too far to go and too little time and too little motivation. Also, I don't think my bf thinks highly of me…He loves me sure, but I don't think he can admire me because of the way I am
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Am feeling very discouraged about dance and my future. Had a headache most of the day. I feel like I've wasted my summer and haven't progressed
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Second day of family vacay. Didn't get enough sleep so I was a little lower in mood
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Ballet sucked but the rest of the day was great
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Was anxious about going to a social event but I went anyway and it was so great! It also cured my worries about my friend that came home. But then in my relief I realized how crappy I had been acting to my boyfriend because of my worries about this other friend. That made me worry for my relationship in a new way but I talked it over a little with my boyfriend which was good
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Was in a slump again. I think my parents are noticing that I'm not as happy to come home anymore which makes me sad but maybe it'll make things easier in the future.I worry that I'm not happy in any of my environments and that makes me ungrateful
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Should have been a great day since we went to the beach but I was in a horrible and depressed mood most of the time and I took it out in my family a little bit. Was worried about my friend returning and feelings also returning
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