I'm nervous/excited about my new job tomorrow.. I should be excited that my husband bought a motorcycle but my insecurities about myself and him using it to get 'another woman' drives me nuts mentally..
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I'm nervous/excited about my new job tomorrow.. I should be excited that my husband bought a motorcycle but my insecurities about myself and him using it to get 'another woman' drives me nuts mentally..
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Church was much needed today for my spirit.. I'm nervous/excited about starting my new job tomorrow..
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I could easily say I'm a 5, but I'm determined to be a 6.. Heading to church for the first time in a month or so with my son and expecting a blessing and an uplift to my spirit! If we stand still and let God fight our battles it comes out perfect (I at times though feel I need to help and make a shambles— am I the only one that feels that way?)
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Despite my spouse trying to start arguments (his usual) it has been a good day.. A second job (part time) seems that it will not be stressful and more fun..
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I'm determined to have Sundays that are relaxing with no chores and such.. Just to enjoy my pajamas and spending time with my husband and teenager.
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Hubs family is having so much drama over Hubs grandchildren.. a little nervous and anxious about today (the mother who has a bad past but has turned around is going to court for visitations and the great grandparents are raising both grandkids).. Hubs and I are going to keep peace (and I'm praying no argument because of my son (who has disabilities) and for the grandkids)..

I hope it went well. I'd be anxious too

23 Jul 2021

Thanks but it was a disaster.. Police and Social Services were called..

23 Jul 2021
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Relaxing… Hubs and son both fed… I never realized caffeine withdrawals make you tired and sleepy—the nap earlier did remove the headache..😃

I cycle on and off caffeine. The headaches are there for a few days when I stop. I think I'll join you and cycle off again. Good that you were able to schedule a nap in. They can be restorative.

09 Jul 2021

It was much needed.. The headaches are finally gone, now I'm pondering IF I should ever go through that again.. lol

10 Jul 2021
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Apparently headaches this week are common amongst Panda's 😢 and trying to change my diet is not helping—I NEED caffeine.. 🤪
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Supper complete, house getting there (slowly).. despite my husband doing his usual accusations of me cheating (I'm not nor have I) and all his other stuff It's a good day.. determined not to let him bring me down anymore..

He sounds like the insecure one. He should trust you enough to take you on your word amd seek some yalking therapy about his insecurities.

06 Jul 2021

I agree Alexis, I love him but there are times I want to scream.. He won't do therapy because he believes they always take the side of the female.

07 Jul 2021

I can see why some people, mostly men, would think that and that. Many therapists, make you question why other people behave like so and how you yourself react and is it healthy?

07 Jul 2021

My therapist is teaching me that I am responsible for me and that I cannot make someone believe me—that's on them.. it really has been helping—I'm learning to be more independent.

08 Jul 2021

Good for you :)

09 Jul 2021
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Cleaning the house and enjoying time at home with Son.. It seems we crammed a lot into 3 days—I'm glad I don't return to work until the end of the month.
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Relaxing for the moment while son is playing games in his room and hubs has went to look at a boat.. Had an amazing 4th of July with our families..
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The 4th of July has been relaxing and enjoyable as we spend it with family.. Sometime reconnections is all we need!
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Having a relaxing evening—just can't figure out why my headache thinks it's got linger around..
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I'm excited about my new job offer!! Just submitted my resignation from current job.. Why is it change is hard for us?
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